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Season 2 #Faltered Feelings of Action

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Alcatraz's hands are shaking. In his hand was still clutched with the letters that his only sister left behind. The letter he had just read was the last letter Aksa had written before the end of his life. In addition to the letter there are still several other letters that make Araz's tears more swift. It seems, Aksa wrote the letter every time she missed her sister and there was no reply from Araz as he sent her a message or answered her phone call.

Like a letter that is still in Araz's hands and makes the tears of the man more free.

Hyeong, are you so busy you don't reply to the messages I sent? I wanted to tell you a lot of things, but you seemed so busy that you ignored the messages I sent.

Huft, you know Hyeong, Appa is angry because you don't want to follow his advice. So Appa said to Amma when asking why he was always angry with Hyeong. Though Hyeong was also not listening to her scolding.

Haha ... I laughed from the room. You know Hyeong, Appa is very irritable, but it is also very easy to melt when Amma reminds me that Appa does not know how the nature of the man, like Hyeong is. Yeah, I feel that way too. You two are very similar. Today too, you still look very similar to me.

Ah, I should have told Hyeong directly what caused Appa to be angry.

Hyeong, Appa is very worried when he finds out that Hyeong is again taking to the streets. Take part in a protest with Hyeong's condition that is not okay. Appa did not completely ban Hyeong from taking part in the demonstration and defending the rights of the small people. Appa said he did it when he was young. Appa worries about Hyeong's condition not being fully fit. Ah, I wondered, when did Hyeong not make Appa worry and further limit my wiggle room for fear that the same thing would happen to me.

I should have blamed Hyeong, because Hyeong, Appa was limiting my activities even more. But I can't be mad at Hyeong. Huffttt .. I also intend to be angry with Hyeong when answering my phone call, it turns out Hyeong did not even read my message. Superfluity.

Araz switched to another letter sheet. The man's hands were still trembling. And the tears were not dry from her eyes.

Hyeong, are you busy this time too? What exactly was Hyeong looking for until working hard like that? Did Hyeong take revenge with Appa's treatment? What exactly did Hyeong want to show? Without showing anything, Hyeong was still the best in anyone's eyes. Appa just doesn't want to admit it because the old man's ego is too high. Just like Hyeong.

Ah, annoying. I'm bored at home. No good conversation friends. Amma and Appa are also busy preparing a new restaurant. I'm home alone. The time I spent reading and painting?

I'm starting to go crazy too. I hope Doraemon emerges from the future and can give me whatever I want. Hyeong is free. Hyeong is useless.

The more Araz read Aksa's letter, the more the man was slapped by reality. How evil he had been to be a figure of an older brother to Aksa. However, he still completed his activity reading letters from his sister.

Yes, Hyeong is stupid. Hyeong how ever know my feelings who wants to always be by your side. Hyeong never understood that I wanted to be like the other sister that the older brother always cared about. Hyeong though? Hyeong only contacts me occasionally. That was even if Hyeong did not have activities that almost existed every day. Sucks. But, Amma always said that I shouldn't go to Hyeong.

Amma said, Hyeong has her own life worth fighting for and I shouldn't get involved in this kind of sentimental affairs, but I miss Hyeong too. So, Hyeong, when are you coming home?

I'm sick, Hyeong. Every night I see strangers standing next to me. As if they were waiting for time to pick me up. Although I refused, they always offered a sense of peace whenever I could shut my eyes. I'm afraid Hyeong. I was afraid that I would not be able to meet Hyeong before leaving and tell her how much I love Hyeong. Exceeding my love for Appa or Amma.

My body just can't stand it anymore, Hyeong. I want to meet Hyeong before the God-given opportunity is completely exhausted. Hyeong, for the last time I want to meet and hug Hyeong. Will my wish be fulfilled? But, if indeed my wish did not materialize though, I will not regret it because I have written this letter to Hyeong. Hyeong should also feel the same way, right?

Before the opportunity was completely exhausted, I wanted to meet Hyeong. I want Hyeong to hug me just like when I was sick. I wanted to share that pain with Hyeong, even though Hyeong also felt the same pain. But being with Hyeong can make me strong and not afraid of anything. Including the death that was secretly waiting for me to go home.

Reading the letter in his hand made Araz unable to hold back the shakes in his chest. The letter written by Aksa made him feel an excruciating pain.

In the past, for Alcatraz every time Aksa whined for this it was always coldly responded to. Especially when he decided to leave the house. The man rarely granted his sister's request. Even to go home on weekends. Now, Araz just found out, how evil he was in the past because it had made Aksa feel lonely. He even made his sister feel alone.

Now he knew how angry his father was and always said he was an unfilial son. The ungrateful child or whatever swear words the father made to him. Now Araz knows why the mother always asked him to come home and even made excuses so that the child would take the time to meet. Behind it all, there is the hope of the sister who wants to meet him. While Araz only feeds his own ego without thinking about their feelings.

There's no point in regretting this time, right?

Alcatraz smiled wryly. He wiped away the tears that had fallen down his cheeks. It feels very inappropriate to cry about the current situation. He always wasted the opportunity he had.

Even so, Alcatraz unceasingly read the heaps of letters his sister had written. The man wanted to dive into Aksa's feelings. It was a feeling he had ignored all this time. While beside her, Kanya can only embrace Araz's shoulder which still can not relieve her crying.

"I never knew he was suffering. I was wrong, His. I was wrong to ignore him. As a big brother, I can protect and make him happy. But there, I just never care how he feels," said Araz Lirih. His heavy voice indicates that there is something so painful in Alcatraz's heart.

Kanya patted Araz's shoulder gently. He didn't want to say anything, because he knew Araz only needed a listener. Kanya knew that the man only needed a place to complain. Not accepting comments that will actually make his feelings worse.

"I should have spent more time with her" Araz repeated in an increasingly heart-wrenching voice.

How sorry the man was for the loss of Aksa. Until Kanya can feel the pain in Araz's heart that is getting stronger. However, there was nothing Kanya could do right now other than hug the man, like Araz hugging him when the woman was fragile and injured. They shared the grief together in a stifled sobbing.