"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Whispers of Ms Sri

POV Author

The eagle came home followed by Nada and Sya. The good news about the state of Nada's pregnancy, does not change the grief Eagle accepts the state of Mother Sri. Eagles are indeed very hit with the pain of Mother Sri. Especially after seeing the situation today, there has been no better change in Ms. Sri. Just then Sri's mother whispered something in her ear, Eagle was quite stunned. Apparently Sri's mother did not want to see Nada in her ward. Although the speech is not clear and difficult to understand, but the Eagle understands the motion of his lips and glances of his mother's eyes.

Eagles are surprised, when sick his mother still does not like Nada. The eagle felt wrong, even though the arrival of Nada to visit his mother is expected to change the heart of Sri's mother softened and melted. The eagle did not want Nada to know that her mother did not want her there.

Arriving at the parking lot, Eagle immediately entered his car, after opening the door for Sya and Nada. On the way home, the Eagle focused on his wheel without being distracted. Tone and Shah, as if carried away by the atmosphere created by the Eagle. They feel bad about this situation and stay quiet. Until the car arrived in front of the house, there was no conversation between them.

"Come, Yes ....!" take Nada while leading Sya's arm towards the house. They are busying themselves together and looking for safety. Nada also felt better to be silent first as long as the Eagle's attitude still looks silent so.

"Come on, let's go to the playroom. Mommy wants to accompany Sya to play there," invited Nada who was greeted with happy cheers from Sya. "For a while, Mother take ice cream first. We're eating ice cream here."

"Asik .. ice cream, I love ice cream. That's a lot, yeah, Mommy!" cheers were delighted and immediately headed for the playroom first. Tone followed by carrying two large cups of ice cream. This situation made Sya very excited and happy. While the Eagle who is now in his study, sitting pensive and sad with the condition of his mother.

"Mother, where's Papa?" tanya Sya on the sidelines eating ice cream.

"Papa, on top of dong, Papa was straight up," said Nada while feeding ice cream that tastes very good and refreshing.

"Mother, love Papa ice cream too dong. Let Papa his head become cold and his mind fresh again," said Sya exactly a big man. Tone moved to hear Sya so attentive to the Eagle.

"Alright, let the Mother who loves Papa, yes, the ice cream," said Nada while rising to the kitchen. The ice cream that made her and Sya fresh, had been infused into a legged glass. So that the appearance besides tempting is also elegant. Tada believes this ice cream can make Eagle fresh again and hope not moody again.

Nada looked for the Eagle to his room and the room of Sya, but there was none. Then he looked into his study Eagle. And sure enough the eagle was there. The tone immediately entered, not forgetting to knock on the door. When entering, cigarette smoke has flown to fill the room so that it becomes stuffy. The tone suddenly coughed and was a little claustrophobic.

"Uhuk, uhuk, uhuk .... !" The eagle was shocked and then turned off the cigarette he was still smoking. He approached Nada worriedly.

Nada keeps a legged glass on the Eagle's desk, then immediately out of the Eagle's work room that has been contaminated with cigarette smoke. Tone was still coughing until tears came out. Bi Ijah and Bi Narti who heard Nada coughing, came over and felt worried.

"Non Tone, why Non?" The two ARTs asked looked worried. Tone holding his stomach that suddenly cramped.

"Bi Narti, take me to the room, my stomach is bruised and painful. Bi Ijah, accompany Sya in the playroom. If he is sleepy, just take a nap," Nada said as he slowly walked to the room, with his stomach held back. Bi Narti fainted and immediately took Nada to the room.

Semetara in the work room, Eagle is still busy driving away the remaining smoke that still fills his room. The eagle did not realize the smoke had filled his study. Headaches and thoughts that are confused and sad because thinking about the state of his mother, make the Eagle forget that the room is air-conditioned.

Cigarette smoke has reduced, the room is now slightly bright and begins to look deep. The eagle saw a big slug of ice cream on his desk. His heart was suddenly touched, apparently Nada came to his room to give him ice cream. At the same time feel guilty for making Nada cough. The eagle does not know how Nada is. The ice cream on the table is now melting slightly. In order to make up for his guilt, the Eagle immediately finished off the ice cream of the Tone gift quickly.

The eagle headed to his room to see Nada, but not until his feet went to the room, suddenly his HP rang. A call came in from her mother's HP. The eagle immediately lifted him up. Apparently Bi Inah called on the orders of Bu Sri. Bi Inah told her that Bu Sri wanted the Eagle to come to the hospital and wanted to be accompanied by the Eagle until night.

The eagle undoes his intention of going into the room to see Nada, he immediately goes down the stairs and exits, turning on the car engine. The car came out of the gate and immediately drove down the street of the compound, heading for the hospital where her mother was being treated.

Inside the room, Nada heard the roar of the Eagle's car engine that went away from her yard. "*Where did Mas Elang go, why didn't**meet me first*?" ask in the heart. "*Aw**The Eagle is not worried, after he saw**I coughed because of cigarette smoke in the room** *does work*?" again in his heart turned sad.

Until dinner time comes, the Eagle has not come yet. Until I fell asleep, the eagle had not yet appeared. The tone opens the phone and tries to contact the Eagle number, but the Eagle number is not active. Upset because her husband was not active, Nada finally drowsiness and fell asleep in Sya's room.

Eleven o'clock in the evening, the Eagle just got home. When he entered the room, he did not find Nada. The eagle believes Nada must be in Sya's room. His guilt from cigarette smoke, suddenly appeared again. The eagle was really sorry to have smoked in the room. Slowly he entered Sya's room, and sure enough Nada and Sya had fallen asleep very soundly, sounding from his regular roar of breath.

Arriving in front of the bed that has been bedded two people who are both dear Eagles, the first gaze of the Eagle aimed for Sya. The eagle lowered his body to kiss Sya. Then the second gaze was shifted towards Nada's face. Old Eagle stared at the beautiful face of Nada. There was a sad gurat from Dara's beautiful face, at least that was what the Eagle could feel.