"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Longing Mas Eagle

The Grab that Nadly boarded left the gate of Mas Eagle's house, then Mas Eagle's car entered the gate. The car is parked properly, Mas Eagle came out and sounded the car alarm sign that the car had been locked.

As Mas Eagle approached, my heart pounded faster. I have prepared myself to welcome Mas Eagle, but this heart does not feel willing to compromise. It was still pounding until Mas Eagle approached.

"Mas!" I screamed as I grabbed her hand and kissed her. Mas Eagle embraced and hugged me tightly. Like there's a longing there.

"Finally you go home, honey," he said longingly. It was getting so tight that I found it hard to move. "Come, it's still morning, we're upstairs. Is she not awake yet?" take her along while pulling my arm towards our room.

"So not yet, Mas. Mom, how's mom doing, is it better?" I answered, then asked about my mother. The eagle did not answer until we arrived at the room.

"Tracks," the door sounds locked. I'm getting pounding. The Eagle approached and grabbed my waist in front of him. My hands were holding back the chest of his field, I looked shamefully at the handsome face of this mature man before me, still charming and capable of soul-shaking.

"Shamely yes, Mas so impatient," he said rasping full of cambas. I kept my head down and felt really embarrassed.

Mas Eagle quickly grabbed my nape closer, and then the kiss landed right on my lips. A peaking desire was now stirring in the chest of Mas Eagle, as if unstoppable. Mas Eagle released our lip link, then stared fixedly at me, he spoke in a hoarse voice like that.

"You're finally home, I miss you so much. Two days does not feel like a year" he said, taking my body to bed. Not one of my shadows, Mas Eagle spilled all his desires at that time also full of longing. I can not resist, the charm of Mas Eagle is inevitable, especially I also miss it very much.

My body was pounding as Mas Eagle tried to put a naughty touch on my part. But I tried to avoid it because Mas Eagle's movements were afraid of my stomach. Mas Elang understood, refined movements were not as aggressive as the first. "I want it, I can't take it anymore" he said holding something that seemed to want to be completed immediately. A few minutes later ....

And that linkage is now taking place, me and Mas Eagle are shedding all desires that are equally hidden. True said Mas Elang, two days do not meet as if a year feels. I returned it with happiness.

"Mas, don't be so rude!" prevent me from worrying, when the movement of Mas Eagle began to grind. Was-was going to hurt the fetus that was in my stomach. For a moment Mas Eagle stopped his movement, then looked me in the eye. A very sad look in the eyes.

"It won't hurt our fetuses, honey. I'll just look at the fetus. I miss you so much, do you know that?"

Not long after, Mas Elang scooped both my lips and silenced them greedily with an increasingly passionate desire. I was lulled and carried away by the game of Mas Eagle which carried me as if floating in the air.

The link ended in a win for both sides. Mas Eagle looked satisfied, before completely letting go of our connection, he kissed my forehead and lips at a glance then moved away from my body and drooped down beside me with his hands still coiled around my waist.

I slowly got up and released Mas Eagle's burly hand and rushed to the bathroom to clean myself up. In the bathroom, after finishing my bath, I suddenly felt my stomach growling. Maybe due to our actions that were quite hot, my stomach became cramped. I became afraid that something unwanted would happen to my baby. But not for how long the pain was gone. I'll be out of the bathroom soon.

I headed to Sya's room, apparently Sya had already taken a bath and prepared Bi Ijah. He was handsome with a uniform attached to his body.

"Non," said Bi Ijah and left Sya's room, because he felt he had finished preparing Sya.

"Yes .... !" pekikku full of longing as he approached Sya and embrace her. Sya returned my embrace tightly, she seemed to miss me hard.

"Mother. Mother do not go again yes. Mother, don't leave Sya!" he said pleading with sobs. Under these circumstances, I suddenly felt very guilty. My departure apparently made Sya hurt, and she was so expecting me to always be in this house. I don't know how I feel, she just knows I'm her mother who should always be by her side.

I explained my embrace to Sya's body, then I looked into Sya's eyes fixed. "Mother, don't leave. I don't want Mother to leave. She had no one else but Papa and Mommy, "please her and her crying broke out. I moved my lips, holding back the cry with the movement of my lips. I don't want Sya to see me cry, because this will make her even sadder.

"Mother promise, Mother will no longer leave Sya!" door begged. A plea from a little boy that I can't seem to refuse. After all, from this moment or even since at my father's house, I was determined to thicken my ears and heart, if my mother treated me no longer well.

"Darling ... Mother promises Mother will not leave Sya, Mother will remain with Sya."

"Just like me, you won't promise?" Suddenly Mas Eagle appeared and chimed in, making me surprised and suddenly blushed in embarrassment.

"Yes, Mas. Nada promised not to leave you, as long as Mas Eagle still wants Nada here," I said lowered my head.

"I've always wanted you here, next to me. And I don't want to lose you anymore" he said, grabbing my body and embracing it. Early in the morning Mas Elang had shown a romantic attitude, hugging and seemed to want nyosor kissed me, but because there was Sya, Mas Elang urung.

"Papa ... , mama's already home, Papa forgot the same Sya." She scowled as she passed towards the window and stayed there, She apparently sulked. Mas Elang and I went to Sya and compactly grabbed Sya's shoulder. Apparently the six-year-old was jealous to see Mas Eagle reprimanding me earlier than him.

"Sya .. kok sulked anyway. Papa still remembers Sya, Papa just reprimanded Mother first because Mother is closer to the door leaf. It is a pity that Mother is not reprimanded first. 'You can leave Mother again to leave us. I don't want to go again, Mother?" Mas Elang reasoned by insinuating my departure. I became bowed again because of Mas Elang's insinuation.

"Come here, let's have breakfast together first. Now there will be Mother, we have breakfast with Mother again." Mas Elang persuaded Sya who was still sulking. But finally Sya wants to be invited to breakfast because diiming-imingi will be invited to the RS because it will check on the baby dede.

"Just right, Pah? We go to the hospital to check on the baby's dede in the mother's stomach?"

"Yes .. then after that look at Nene before going home," said Mas Elang.

"Asikkk .. we go to RS to check on the baby's dede," she cheered.

"Eits .. but I have to go to school first, to the hospital later after I get home from school."

"But right, huh, Pah?" sure Sya is afraid of being lied to Mas Eagle. Mas Eagle nodded confidently as he grabbed Sya and led her to the dining table for breakfast. We walked to the dining table.