"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

The Arrival of Marisa

At the dinner table, I try to be ordinary. Serving Mas Eagle and fetching food for Sya.

"What do you want to eat, baby?"

"Fried chicken Mother!" Celoteh Sya. My mother-in-law looked cynically at me with her eyeballs rolling around.

"Oh yes El, Mama there will soon be a show arisan. And the show wants it in your house. Don't you mind El?"

Mas Eagle did not immediately say, he was still busy chewing food in his mouth. "the Arisan? When's Ma?" Mas Elang asked then, feeling astonished.

"About a month El, you mind not?" Urge Mother.

"El doesn't mind, but why isn't Mama at home? It's bigger to hold more people."

"Once in a while Mama wants to be at your home dong El, at the home of her only child." Wooed.

"Please, as long as it does not interfere with the existence of Sya in this house." The Sweat of the Eagle. Mother looks happy after hearing the approval of Mas Eagle. Lunch was over, I took a moment to help Bi Narti clean the dirty dishes, then returned to the dining table.

We had just ended lunch, suddenly the door of the house was knocked by someone while saying greetings. "Assalamu'alaikum.!"'s search....!"

That distinctive voice seems to me familiar and getting louder the more I'm sure that the one who banged on that door was Ms. Marisa. Bi Narti immediately opened the door, and sure enough the person was Ms. Marisa or I was more familiar with calling her Ms. Risa.

"Assalamu'alaikum.!"'s search....!" His master while gliding into the house without waiting is welcome.

"Hi Nada.. O my handsome cousin brother, O my chatty old man!" he said hello one by one while greeting and cipika cipiki. I chuckled when I heard Sister Risa call my mother-in-law "A chatty girl". Mom did not seem happy to hear it.

"Ohh. Where's aunt's most cute and adorable niece?" Sya who heard the voice of Mbak Risa, immediately ran towards the whereabouts of Mbak Marisa.

"Aunty....!" His cry as he approached Mbak Risa. Marisa's sister welcomed Sya's arrival, then they embraced like a child and his mother.

"This makes Sya the adorable handsome....!" Praise Mbak Risa while giving Sya a chocolate bar.

"Asikkk... Thanks Auntie!" Saying Sya glee.

"Geez you are Risa, my child do not always give chocolate. This is your habit!" Mas Elang was upset.

"Idihh.. chocolate is just a stick is not allowed, Risa's here is also rare Kak. Don't go overboard. Then just give the chocolate to Nada, let Nada quickly hamilllll....!" His leg did not want to lose while releasing his tongue.

"Ehhh... Uwa... tumben is here, Uwa what else? Reunion huh?" Ma'am Risa asked as her eyes fell on Mom with a flat face. Mother looks more upset at Ms. Risa. Though since then Mbak Risa realized Mother was there until cipika cipiki first. I don't know, every Sister Risa met my mother-in-law, always arguing or checking her mouth when it was just a trivial matter.

"What else besides looking at my children and grandchildren, you're just gawking around here without a stale ado." My mother looks pretty dick.

"Hahh... look at the grandchildren of doang, his son-in-law is not called, Wa?"

"Here Mar, you do not disturb this Uwamu. What are you still here for?" Ask Mom curious.

"Stoppp..do not call Risa with the call Mar dong Wa!" sela Marisa protested.

"Call Marisa as Marisa or Risa, not Mar, Mar, not really cool," muttered Marisa quickly while giving a warning.

"Marisa is here to apologize to Brother Eagle, because Nada has gone. Marisa also wants to give Risa's wedding invitation card which is held a month away. You guys are coming! Beautiful and handsome dandan. Especially Uwa nih, beautiful grooming so that rich widows are charmed glaring at Uwa's beauty," she smiled happily.

Mother looks head-scalding while holding hands.

"Smart is making jokes for parents, this is your own Uwamu Marisa. There's no courtesy. Age alone is an adult, but the behavior is exactly childish, most jokes so be a spinster!" Oceh I'm upset.

"Mar... Mar... You're exactly your Mama, take it and like it nosy."

"Is.. is. is. is.. it has been said do not call the name Marisa with the name Mar, Uwa still ngeyel." Marisa's protest was really irritated.

"Yet your name is Marisa, so it is natural that your Uwamu call Mar." Sela I don't want to give up.

"Oh my goodness, what the hell are you guys, arguing over things that don't matter. You are Mar, nicknames are debated. What's wrong with being called Mar, is it still on?" Mas Elang mediates a debate between Uwa and his nephew.

"Kak Elang is the same, Risa has said do not call Risa's name with the name Mar, this is still called Mar. Risa's impression as if yelled at when called Mar. Look out, if once again Mas Eagle called Risa so, then Risa sulked." Threaten Sister Marisa really.

"It's Risa, don't talk about it anymore. Here, where's the invitation card let Brother see."

"Kat Elang already, just have Uwa. Risa was going to Uwa's house, because the money is here, yes Risa love you all here." Mas Eagle mangosteen.

"Who is your future husband Risa?" Ask the Eagle.

"Try looking at the invitation card. Who knows, Eagle knows, hahaha....!" Mas Eagle clucked annoyed to find Ma'am Marisa laughing.

"Oh yes Risa, next time you don't take Nada out, sister never let Nada out other than with Brother!" The sweat of Mas Eagle is firm.

"Emang why the hell, brother? Lagian Nada does not go to each other, so naturally Nada went out with Risa, Risa is Kak Eagle's cousin!"

"Sister won't allow it. It's the business in your household, so you don't have to interfere!" Firmly Mas Eagle.

"Yes, it's up to Brother Eagle. Uh, by the way you guys ate, right? Risa wants to eat too, can you?" Finally, Marisa's sister remembers the food. A small body is tall slender, but eats a lot of it.

"Say you're here to eat Mar." Cibir Mother snorting.

"Biarin, Marisa likes. Remember Wa, Marisa's not Mar!" Marisa's mother's sweat while tiptoeing towards the kitchen.

It's getting dark. After the return of Ms. Marisa from this house, the house was deserted again. Following our mood, between Me and Mas Eagle who both cooled down. Mother also came home with the excuse of going to the house of her youngest sister.

I was now in Sya's room, when Sya asked to go to the room for sleepiness. I also laid my body beside Sya, but my eyes were reluctant to shut. The shadow of Mas Eagle incessantly swirled in my mind. I miss you so much. But just because I went out for a while to see Mbak Marisa, Mas Elang did not accept and was angry.

I was sad and felt Mas Eagle was trying to lock me up. One question that still has no answer, why did Mas Eagle always limit me and forbid Me to come out except with him? Is it because of the past trauma that was left by Mbak Mayang to leave? I'm still a puzzle looking for the answer.

By nightfall, I wish Mas Eagle hadn't come looking for me to sleep with him. But the sound of the connecting door of our room and Sya's room suddenly sounded knocked, my hope was broken. I let Mas Eagle knock on the door I accidentally locked. Long tapping finally the knock stopped, but suddenly my WA notification rang.

"Tone, open the door. I want to come in!" His order. I got confused but slowly I got up and was forced to unlock the door. After the door opened, Mas Eagle looked at me fixedly full of longing. I miss Mas Elang as well. The man who always acts soft when making love. But you always forget to apologize.

"Come, smile. Mas kangen's...." The light stared at me intensely. I guessed what he wanted. My waist was grabbed, and she took me to our room.

And finally one thing that Mas Eagle wanted happened as well, with a satisfied grin on his face that looked increasingly handsome. Then he kissed my whole face, and lastly hugged me tightly until we fell asleep.