"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

The Mother's House

"Mother....!" She screamed and walked up to me who just came out of the bathroom. I immediately returned the hand of Sya who was already floating in the air.

"Let's get changed, let's get dressed" I asked as I stepped into Sya's room. Mas Eagle didn't follow me, he's still in our room.

"Mother... Sya at school was telling friends that Sya yesterday had been kidnapped by criminals....!" For a moment I frowned, not understanding what that cute boy meant.

"What, Sya? Mommy doesn't understand?" my question is still not connected.

"So, Sya told friends that Sya was kidnapped yesterday by criminals, even the criminals had women," Sya told me once again. I immediately fell asleep and began to understand what that adorable boy meant.

"Yes.tomorrow do not tell the villain again yes, because the villain is good again. Not evil because they fear God" I said.

"Have you been a good villain, Mother?"

"Have dong, and now they are no longer evil," I explained while helping to get clothes for Sya.

"Come on. When you do, we go down and we have lunch....!" take me with you while guiding Sya's hand. She obeyed, with her trademark smile she walked in alignment with me.

At the dinner table, I had not found Mas Eagle. I had to wait for him and me. Strange, Mas Eagle does not usually linger in the room. "*What's wrong*?"

But a few minutes later, Mas Eagle appeared with an uninspired face. I feel a little guilty because it could be the attitude that Mas Eagle showed because I refused the gift of a diamond ring from Mas Eagle yesterday.

Mas Eagle was sitting in his usual place, I stood intending to get food for Mas Eagle, but Mas Eagle raised his hand to refuse my help. I did not dare to protest, so I immediately took food for Sya. Finally we ate without making a sound, only the sound of plates and spoons touching each other enlivened our lunch atmosphere.

"Why should you stay at Mom's, Mom?" many wonder.

"Sometimes what's wrong, it's my birth mother. Besides, we haven't been at Mama's house before, have we?" What Mas Elang said was true. But the reason why we haven't stayed at Mom's house for almost a year is because of Mom's attitude that hasn't accepted me.

"But, Mum... You don't like Nada, instead of our presence, especially Nada will only make you more unhappy?" my debating.

"That is exactly what it is, Mas wants to make you reconcile and get along. I don't want to hear you guys being sarcastic and arguing with each other anymore" Mas Elang said.

"Eagle is not wrong what, each other satirized? Hasn't all this time been insinuating me, was Mom? The feeling I never started and insinuated to Mom." I murmured in my heart with an uncalled feeling. If I may choose, I feel like I want to refuse Mas Elang's invitation to stay at Mother's house.

"Come....!" Mas Eagle has given the code by waving his hand inviting me to follow him.

"Let's go to Nene's house....!" bring Mas Eagle to Sya who is ready.

"Asikkk." She looks happy. While I feel half-hearted. It's nothing, as I already know Mother's attitude to me from the beginning is not warm and welcome.

The car we were riding in slowly left the residence of Mas Elang's house gallantly. I followed his will and did not dare to argue.

The one sitting in the back seat was apparently asleep. He was so quick to sleep because it was usually this afternoon his nap ration.

"Mas, why aren't you in our house. Mother used to come to our house, right?" my question is protest.

"You still don't understand what I mean, do you? I just want to bring the two of you closer, I want you to get along and not be hostile to each other anymore. After all, Mama yesterday already seemed to regret her actions, and apologized to you. So, please this time you try to make peace with Mama," said Mas Eagle like a plea.

"But Mas, Nada is not sure Mom can directly be good with Nada, the proof was yesterday I apologized, but as if not sincere," my sergeant made Mas Eagle stop the speed of his car.

"If Mama is still cold and does not accept you, then you must be the opposite," replied Mas Eagle looking at me sharply as a claim.