"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

When Looking at the Face of Sendu Tone

Like Mayang and Mr. Zul, the Eagle immediately brought Nada to the table *food court* they had eaten earlier. There, Sya was waiting in the company of a Servant *food court*.

"Thank you, Mas, have taken care of my child," said Elang while offering money tips for the Food Court waiter.

"Together, Sir!" sahut while moving to leave the table occupied by the Eagle.

"Mother, finally Mother has come. Come on, let's take a walk around this mall looking for toys for Sya," he asked. The eagle and the tone looked at each other. Actually Eagle plans to go home immediately, because the incident was attacked by Mayang, eventually Eagle changed his mind. Eagles are worried about the state of Nada who had been in shock because of Mayang who took Nada's hair.

Nada codes the Eagle to follow Shia's will. "Mas, Nada is okay, just follow the will, Shay," whispered Gentle Nada. The eagle agreed, finally he followed Sya's will at Nada's persuasion.

One hour the Eagle gave time for Sya to go around the mall to find her favorite items.

"Yes, there's another toy that I want to buy?" Silence as if thinking.

"No, Pah. That's enough," replied the Lord. The eagle was relieved, finally he ended his adventure looking for the toy he wanted.

Along the way, Tone was silent. The eagle was astonished. But he did not want to bring up the problem first in the mall hallway. It's too painful to remember. Especially if you remember Mayang, Eagle will be very emotional and hurt.

Before heading home, the Eagle stopped by his Cafe. Meet Feri his confidant at the Cafe. The eagle descended for a moment while giving a map to Feri.

"Fer, make the financial statements, let me know soon!" her word. Then the eagle immediately moved and headed back to the car. In the car, it looks like Tone is not feeling well, kneading his temple with his eyes closed. As for Sya, still ants with her toys without caring around.

"Dear, why? Are you sick?"

"Yes, Mas. Nada headache," he said while still kneeling his head. Eagles are worried, surely the headache suffered by Nada is the result of Mayang's beard earlier.

"Darling this, insolent. Just be careful if he is still here, then I do not hesitate to make him die reluctantly, life does not want. Just wait for Mayang!" his monologue was inwardly at heart with mounting anger.

Seeing that Nada looked unhealthy like that, Eagle immediately drove his car at a fairly high speed, he was worried about Nada.

"Honey, stop by the RS first yes, we check your headache!" advice Eagle attention.

"No, Mas. Not necessary. The tone of a regular headache because of the Mbak Mayang's grabs earlier. After all, lazy tone must take medicine if to RS," refused Nada while leaning her body to the seat.

"Mas is worried, dear."

"No, Mas. The tone won't." Nada still refused. Finally because Nada did not want to be invited to the Hospital, Elang catapulted Pajiranya towards home.

"Yes, what else, such a henchman?" In between driving, Elang still noticed Sya who played with the robot that he bought earlier.

"Yes, again composing the lego, Papa," replied Sya without turning towards the Eagle.

He did not say he played lego. Suddenly the Eagle felt pity for Sya, who had a mother like Mayang. Either way, someday when Sya grows up, Sya should know who her birth mother is.

But, seeing the incident was about the brutality of Mayang when he grabbed the hair of Nada, Eagle so afraid to tell who is the real mother Sya.

The eagle-run Pajira arrived safely in front of the gate of his house. Mr. Nanang immediately opened the gate in a respectful manner.

Arriving at home, the Eagle finds his mother in therapy. The Therapist who was already a familiar Eagle greeted the Eagle with a friendly smile. The 45-year-old approached.

"Sir Eagle, your Mother this one month there's been a better change. His hands could be moved little by little. His legs too, but still five percent, developed hands faster than feet. But don't worry, God willing there will be better changes, because your mother's determination is very strong to heal. Pray as soon as possible to return to normal" explained Bu Nurul the Therapist painstakingly explained.

"Alhamdulillah, the development is good. Hopefully it can be cured soon, yes, ma'am," hoped the Eagle.

"Aamiinnn."

"Well, Miss Nurul, I went upstairs first. Ma, Eagle go upstairs first." The eagle said goodbye to Bu Nurul and his mother. The eagle went straight to his room. But when there he found Nada was lying, the worry that had existed, now present again in the Eagle.

"Darling, still sick?" Nada did not say, the headache he felt earlier, now even make him sleepy.

"Darling!" reprove again. There was no answer, the Eagle approached Nada and felt her forehead, but not hot. The eagle watched Nada's sleeping face. Just realized it turns out the Tone of sleep.

He stared at the sad face of Nada. There was sadness and fatigue. The eagle touched the face and said, "i'm sorry I haven't been the best for you, and I haven't fully understood you. I'm just always troubling your heart."

Day changed night. While everyone was asleep in his sleep, Tone suddenly woke up and his stomach felt very hungry. When he woke up, the Eagle was apparently not next to him. Where's Eagle? Tone tried to search the balcony, but nothing. Nada searches to Sya's room, same also in Sya Sya's room there is no.

"Where is the Eagle?" mummy's surprised. Then Nada just remembered, the room that Eagles always visit is his work space. Tone walked towards the Eagle's study slowly. In front of the door, Nada stood up not daring to open that door. A moment later Nada heard a sound of falling objects. The tone ventured to open the door of the Eagle's workroom slowly so that enough to leave a decent gap can peek inside.

There clearly seen the Eagle picking up something from the floor, then put back on the table. Apparently a cigarette ashtray. Indeed, the habit of Eagles, if there are many thoughts and mumets, the workspace is always the target of venting the mumetnya by spending a lot of cigarettes. Even though there is a balcony that can carry the smoke directly into the air, but why do Eagles like to smoke in their work rooms.

The tone closed slowly again with the door of the Eagle's workroom, then stood behind it. Tone thought, what mummy thoughts are now plaguing her husband? Due to the suffering hunger, Nada did not intend to overtake or bully the Eagle. Tone down the stairs and down, then into the kitchen looking for something to eat.