"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Start Looking for Tone

Tomorrow the condition of the Eagle still looks tangled and slumped. He seemed to forget the presence of Sya who had not gotten his attention since last night. The departure of Tone made his life completely lose its direction. The eagle thought Nada would not dare to leave. Because too often ignore his feelings, eventually the Eagle must lose Tone.

"Honey.. Come back.I need you, I need you too. Don't sulk for long, Tone of Rhythm...! I can't afford to lose you!" that little groan came out of the Eagle's mouth once in a while his tears came back. His feelings were now deeply shattered, shattered to the brink.

"Lord....!" the small call resuscitated the Eagle who was still very sad and down. Yet the Eagle was still unmoved, he did not care about anything.

"Lord....!" once again the call was heard, but it felt heartbreaking considering there was no more joyous chirping between the child alone puppet with his beloved wife.

Slowly the Eagle rose up and headed for the voice of Shah who called out. Nearby the cute handsome boy, but Sya looks scared and hiding behind the wall.

The eagle breathed deeply. Its mistake. It could be that last night Sya heard him yelling, so Sya felt scared. "Yes.. come... here! Forgive me, Papa!" The eagle grabbed Sya's body and hugged her. No Eagle should ignore Sya, because of the departure of Nada.

"Want to go to school?" Sya nodded slowly. "Ok, Papa get the clothes ready!" The eagle went to Sya's room and prepared the clothes and all the school supplies that Bi Narti had prepared.

Without the help of the Eagle, Sya wears her own clothes although there is still a little difficulty inserting buttons into the hole. But it was finally finished.

"Papa... Which mother? Mother is leaving, huh? Why did Mother leave?" She suddenly asked for the whereabouts of Nada. The eagle was confused to answer. For a moment he thought about what answer he should give to the child.

"Mother to grandfather's house first, look at grandfather," said the Eagle looking for reasons that are still accepted by Sya's thinking.

"To grandpa's house? Asikkk we're going to the grandfather's house Pah....!" fun. Suddenly the fear he had shown began to disappear.

After that the Eagle delivered Sya school. "Yes go to school first yes, Papa will pick him back up as usual," persuaded the Eagle gently. The tenderness he always showed to Sya. He nodded then smiled. He could now smile back after last night feeling set aside by the Eagle.

The eagle slammed his body into the bed, before he went after Nada, the Eagle wanted to calm down for a moment his body and mind were still in turmoil. Half an hour later, the Eagle rose from his bed. He was determined to bring Nada back into his lap.

But before the Eagle managed to get out of the house, Marisa suddenly came astounding with her distinctive crisp voice.

"Assalamu'alaikum.maz, bani, sweety!" Lantang while going inside without waiting for the approval of his cousin Eagle.

"Italiana....!" answered the Eagle as he approached his cousin.

"Mar, what's wrong? You're pregnant, right?" Marisa who was asked, hurriedly nodded and felt astonished.

"Why is Brother Eagle so moody and sad after Nada's departure? Isn't this what you want?" press Marisa.

"Who Mar wants to lose Nada. Brother only fought last night but Nada left."

"This is the folly of Brother Eagle, Brother Eagle never felt the feeling of Nada. Brother Eagle always ignored the feeling of Nada. So, don't blame Nada for his disappearance. And now never regret it. Moreover Nada did not bring anything when he left the house, so there was no reason for him not to leave Brother Eagle." Marisa's talk even makes the Eagle desperate.

"Why did Mar you seem to corner Brother?"

"Sister Eagle sure Nada still want to go back to Brother Eagle if Nada meets? "

"All that would be impossible Brother, except....!"

"Except what, Mar?" The eagle looked curious with the continued words of Marisa.

"Except if the Tone H A M I L," the pressure makes the Eagle stunned.