"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "
The Anger of the Eagle



Grab Onlinepun stopped in front of the slightly open gate of the house, I immediately got off and paid the fare.


"Thank you Sir!" My speech. "Sama-sama Ma'am!" I went in and slipped through the gate.


"Ehh... Non Nada, have you gone home Non?" Ask Mr. Nandang Satpam at our house, friendly. "Already Sir. I'm going in first yeah." My words while making fun of staying away from the Satpam post. Mr. Nandang smiled and nodded respectfully.


I was stunned when I saw Mom and Mas Eagle's car lined up in the garage. "*Ohhh*. *The Eagle is also there*." My whisper.


I entered with a greeting. "Assalamu'alaikum.!"'s search....!" my words even without authorization. I went straight to the kitchen because my throat was thirsty.


"Non Nada, just came home Non?" Bi Narti greeted me while tapping a broom.


"Yes Bi," I said as I gulped down some water.


"Glek.. glek....!" It felt like fresh water without ice was greeting my esophagus.


"I went upstairs, Bi!" my pamit to Bi Narti who is now busy tidying up the dishes that had been washed.


As I walked up the stairs, I passed by my mother-in-law with my handmaiden. I wanted Salami, but she avoided. "Mother....!" Sapaku was stale while glaring at the stairs without saying goodbye to my dear in-laws.


"Ihh....!" his hiss was furious. I don't understand why Mom is hissing like that, which I'm obviously allergic to.


Arriving at the door of the room, I immediately opened the door slowly. "Assalamu'alaikum!" My speech. No. I saw Mas Eagle, apparently he was in the Balcony. On the phone, I don't know who.


I went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth, I felt sleepy this afternoon. The meeting with Ms. Marisa left. Huhhh. Homework has settled with Bi Narti. So what else do I have to do? Wanting to work at Mas Elang Cafe to kill saturation, Mas Elang forbid. Yes already... I obeyed what Mas Eagle said.


I put my body on the bed, when the clock shows at 12:30 p.m. In a moment, Mas Elang was preparing to pick up Sya.


"Where have you been?" The sound of buzzing Mas Eagle suddenly dampened my drowsiness.


"Mas Eagle....!" My surprise was wrong.


"You're getting brave without my permission to just go around, haven't you been letting you out all this time?" Mas Elang was angry.


"Nada is not a wandering Mas, Nada met Mbak Marisa. He asked for a meeting, after all we have not met for a long time. And Ma'am Marisa deliberately wanted to meet Nada because she missed and wanted to give an invitation card!" The reason I defended myself.


"The reason, couldn't he have come here himself to give her the invitation card? I'm sure it's just your wits to get out of the house." Tagged Mas Eagle.


"Emmm.. Didn't I ask permission from you Mas, I tried to call but not picked up and I sent a message WA," I asked again.


"I didn't reply to your WA message, Tone of Rhythm! That means you don't get my permission!" Tandas Mas Eagle pressing.


"I think, just meeting with Mbak Risa you will be nothing. So I just left without waiting for WA's reply from you." Reply again.


"Keep, keep defending yourself. I don't like it when the wife has denied it!" Press it while clasping my hand that is holding HP. Then the HP was slammed on the bed.


I was silent without a word, it hurt with Mas Eagle's attitude just now. Just meeting Ma'am Marisa who incidentally is Mas Eagle's cousin, he was angry as if I was running around unclear. Mas Eagle came out of the room, then slammed the door hard. I was stunned, only this time did I see Mas Eagle angry.



"Nada is not a slumber is not clear Mom, but Nada met Ma'am Marisa's niece Mother, after all Nada did not go for an affair like Mom's favorite daughter-in-law." My mother defended herself.


"Ihh. You are insolent yes, dare to fight me. Your mother-in-law. Look out, I'm fighting you with the Eagle." Threaten me while looking at me sharply.


"Please, Tone is not afraid!" My daughter left Mom out.


"That's it... The tone! Disrespectful, the old man was giving advice instead left. Know that if you were to be divorced by the Eagle, you would be a young widow who could gossip from the people." His heart ached to make me stop my steps.



"Widows are not always despicable Ma'am, as long as they are not itchy widows. For example, Mom, you feel gossiped about, no, because of your widow's status?" Selorohku.


"I'm another, I'm old. So why would they squash an old widow like me?"


"Yes good, why are they gossiping about Mom. Artists aren't." either." My head while running away leaves Mother who looks more and more arrogant. Just this time I replied to Mother-in-law's every word, and I was content to reply.


At half-hour Mas Elang came home to pick up Sya, because I was still feeling hurt by his words earlier, I did not welcome his arrival. Let them wonder to find me.



Sure enough, a few moments later my son called Sya, came down from the stairs while shouting to call me. I was in the back garden just looking up at the balcony. Apparently there was an Eagle staring at me. I let Sya find me without trying to get close.



I pretended to splash the flowers with water, Mas Eagle was seen looking at me with a sharp highlight. I deliberately did that, in order to avenge the treatment of Mas Eagle, who thought I was wandering unclear when he met Mbak Marisa, his cousin.


Not long after that, I managed to find him. He hugged me warmly. Geez, how can I keep quiet. This adorable little boy of mine always wanted me by his side. For a moment I felt guilty letting Sya find me on my own. "I'm sorry, dear Mother!" Lirihku in heart while kissing the top of Sya's head.


"Mother, let's go to the room. I want to change clothes and have lunch. Papa's been waiting." Spoiled whine. "Yes, come on, baby. Forgive the Mother who had not heard Sya come home," I said apologizing and pretended not to hear Sya when I came home from school. "*Mother apologies Sya*, *hide again*." My heart is sorry in heart.



I went into Sya's room which already had Mas Eagle. Mas Eagle looked at me angrily, this time I did not dare to look at that always handsome face. I focused on taking care of Sya and immediately brought her down.



"Yes, go down first. Be careful to get off the stairs, don't run. Papa wants to talk to Mommy for a minute." Mas Elang.


The Eagle confronted me, then held my body in the mouth of the door.


"Please, don't show your angry actions in front of Him. Don't ever mix your anger with being unfriendly to Sya, I don't like it!" Press it. I lowered my head not daring to look into the eyes of Mas Eagle whose gaze had now changed exactly the gaze of the eagle.



"Come downstairs, show us that we're not in a cold war." He pulled me up the stairs. At the dinner table, I saw Mother and Sya who had been sitting neatly waiting for us while laughing.