"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Graduation Sya and the Arrival of Mayang

The Eagle hugged me tightly from behind. And pounded my heart until it sounded. Mas Eagle noticed it so I felt embarrassed.

"Why does this heart beat?" Mas Eagle said as he placed his hand right on my chest that was increasingly pounding. I'm ashamed my face feels hot and flushed like a boiled crab. Ahh. I want to get out of this place. I felt this encounter as if it was a flashback to the time when I first met Mas Eagle. My heart was very tight at the time.

Mas Eagle increasingly tightened his embrace, his head he drowned in my nape so that I felt amused. Then her hands squeezed both my hands and rubbed them so that the warmth now began to feel. Now that both of his hands were coiled around my waist, I was locked by his cage. Suddenly a warm kiss landed on my left cheek slowly and long ago and then towards my lips with a position still like that. "Oh....!" my shock!

Slowly but surely Mas Eagle changed the position of our bodies, I turned it so we faced each other. Then the eyes of Mas Eagle scanned my entire face, I became very embarrassed. Without waiting for a long time the face got closer and the beating of this heart grew faster. The kiss landed right on my lips back with the face facing each other. The eagle kissed him for a long time as if waiting for a response from me. I was so lulled that the kiss was now reciprocating.

"We continue this activity in the room, it's cold. Not good for your health," he said rasak while pinching the small nose bangirku. The eagle led me slowly, taking me to our room. But before Mas Elang first locked the door of Sya's room and turned off the lights, replaced with a dimly lit table lamp.

"Let's go baby..., is it missing?" he said while opening the connecting door to the room and then locking it. This door will be unlocked if our hot activities are completed. I had expected what would happen, Mas Eagle's desire grew even more passionate and immediately took me to bed.

"Drink first....!" tell him without me to argue. And our relationship tonight happened so fierce, Mas Eagle asked for it twice and the power was getting better and stronger. We drooped down when we both felt a sense of pleasure. Mas Eagle looked at me and then linked back our lips. I'm really happy, tonight I really feel the love of Mas Eagle is bigger than usual.

"Goodbye tonight, you're great, it feels like the first time we did it. You are so exciting never to disappoint. Please do not leave Mas like you did yesterday" he said thank you and begged. Then I kissed my eyes softly. How much I loved him even though sometimes Mas Eagle suddenly hurt me verbally.

Day passed, today is the day of graduation Sya from Kindergarten Bahagia. The school invites students to attend graduation. This time I will accompany Sya on her graduation day, I am very happy to be allowed Mas Elang to attend the graduation ceremony Sya.

And when the moment of the distribution of reports and graduation charters and awards began to be read, I was very moved when Sya was declared the most exemplary student. Me and Sya in front of all the students and parents, there is a happy hunk in the chest considering that Sya is evidence of a child victim of divorce but is able to perform in school.

The procession of reporting and awards is complete, now we parents take pictures and chat for a moment and talk about where the children will continue SD. Sya looks very happy, while running a little Sya approached the car Mas Elang.

"Papaa....!" his screams while punching his body in the chest of the field of Mas Eagle which equalizes his height with Sya. Mas Elang grabbed Sya and held her lap and took her in the car. "Papa's son is great. gets the most exemplary student award. Well... as a gift because Sya has achieved then today Papa will invite Sya to lunch at our restaurant," praised Mas Elang while giving *privillege* in the form of eating at his restaurant. Glad he cheered happily. "Asikkk. We eat at Papa's restaurant" cried Sya happily.

Arriving at the restaurant in question, the arrival of Mas Elang was immediately welcomed by the employees. Obviously, Mas Eagle's the boss at that restaurant. So all the officers are respectful and obedient. She was very happy and was not ceaselessly chattering happily.

All the special menus of this restaurant are almost all issued. We ate in a happy atmosphere. But all of a sudden when we were enjoying the dish, someone we knew came and stared intently at us. "Mad Mayang....!" my germs.

"Darling... What the fuck are you? Go, do not disturb our happiness, and do not make noise here. If you're still doing then I guarantee you the more fed up you are!" mas Eagle said furiously in a voice that sought to be humbled, his sharp eagle gaze implying great anger.

"I just want to be happy for Sya's graduation, I'm also Sya's birth mother. I shouldn't be here, she's just a stepmom" pointed it at me with bulging eyes, looking that way until she got scared. I immediately blocked Sya's eyes with my body so as not to see the wrathful face of Ma'am Mayang. Mas Elang immediately pulled Mbak Mayang's hand violently towards the back of the restaurant.

"Honey.. take care of Sya....!" he said to me while pulling the hand of Mbak Mayang. I don't know what the next Mas Eagle said to Mbak Mayang.

I tried to relieve Sya's fear by inviting her to eat, I pour immediately the sweet sour squid that she wanted. "Let's eat first....!" the bujukku.

"But, I want to be with Papa... Why did Papa even go with the fierce Mother earlier?" rengek Sya is still sulking because she wants to eat with Mas Elang. "Well, you have some business with that mother for a second!" persuade me again.

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The eagle pulled Mayang's hand violently, took him to the back of the restaurant and then hit him.

"If you ever show your nose in front of us, it's enough for us you make miserable when you leave first. Go away, don't demand anything. I'm so sick of seeing your face. Remember yes, do not bother us anymore" said the furious Eagle, his eyes red with wrath.

"You may be rude to the woman who gave birth to your child, this must be because of the woman. I have a right to my son Eagle, don't you forbid. And don't you make my son even make her like his real mother, I don't take it," she was as furious as the Eagle.

"Not will I let you see Sya again, she has forgotten who you are. This is karma for you, and don't reverse that karma by accusing my wife of all this, she came into my life after our household was destroyed, and who destroyed it you yourself, you brought another man into our household. Remember that! Forever will be recorded clearly in my memory. Then I will never let go of Sya for you," said the loud Eagle.

"O Eagle, try to lower your voice a little. Didn't you love me so much, I miss our old days. How about we repeat that time, we re-knit our togetherness and raise Sya together!" mayang seems confident.

"Sweetie.I will not lick my own spit that has fallen into the mud, because it is so disgusting. And don't you ever imagine that, for abstinence to me goes back to the traitor. Now you easily say you want to knit our togetherness like you used to, it's just your imagination," the hardened Eagle stirred.

"You must not be a hypocrite Eagle, you must still remember our good times, right? So come on, let's get back to knitting together, for the sake of our son."

"What...? don't dream in broad daylight. Do you not realize Mayang, after you leave with your affair and you are fooled all out, have you not married again with a rich husband. Is not the treasure that has been your goal all this time, now you ask us to knit again in the past. Or maybe because you can't have children anymore, then you want to come back to us. No.. Don't expect me to give you a Sya!" firm Eagle.

"Huhhh, you can talk like that now, but look at it later. You'll regret the Eagle. I'll destroy you as badly as possible, destroyed with your new wife!" threaten him while tiptoeing and leaving the Eagle still filled with anger.