"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Sya Deman

Upon arrival at the house, I immediately took him to his room. Mas Eagle followed with a feeling of worry. His face was completely engulfed in anger, extremely horrified. I've seen faces like this a lot in the last week.

"Quickly clean the body of Sya with warm water, I'm afraid Sya why-why!" mas Elang's orders are hard. Without refuting I immediately brought Sya into the bathroom, took warm water from the shower and then rinsed Sya's body slowly. She looks cranky and repeatedly refuses I rinse.

I'm so frustrated, Sya still refused I rinse. While outside the bathroom Mas Eagle waited impatiently.

"God how is this, She is suddenly fussy and does not want to be bathed! "

With a little I forced, I bathed slowly while being seduced with a story. With a little hard struggle, finally Sya cute and handsome boy managed I bathed.

When I came out of the bathroom, Mas Eagle was no longer in Sya's room. I immediately took out my nightgown. I poured his body with White Wood oil and I pinched slowly all over his body. She seemed to be enjoying, her eyes began to sleepy. I'll put on a nightgown soon.

"Darling, bobo! Let Mother accompany!" persuade me while patting the handsome boy's ass, and I chant a prayer before going to bed.

That new incident, rang in my memory. My eyes clearly saw the face of the adult woman in the restaurant earlier. Beautiful, with a high body posture and slim like a model. His age is approximately 30 years. I can conclude from the talk of Mas Eagle earlier, that the woman was the biological mother of Sya, my very adorable son.

But why did he come suddenly and throw a tantrum? I think what he did was deliberate. He knew Mas Eagle was eating at the restaurant, but why was I the target of his anger, and I had no previous problems with that woman? Just met earlier, that's because the woman came to act.

I feel sorry for Sya, why she has a mother like that woman who does not know her shame to throw tantrums in public places.

When I heard that woman was about to snatch Sya from Mas Elang, it felt like I could not bear it. It is not the heart that Shah falls into the hands of such a woman, a woman who is temperamentous.

I pat the boy's ass. Apparently he's asleep. Without feeling I feel sleepy. Before I actually fell asleep next to Sya, I kissed her on the forehead and wished this handsome boy a beautiful dream. How much I love Him, it feels like He is not a connected son to me. He was my first child.

"Mother will continue to look after and love Sya as much as Mother can. Dear Mother She is like a dear Mother to Papa," I whispered slowly. And finally I fell asleep beside Sya, hugging the handsome boy's body.

I don't know what time Mas Eagle came, suddenly it was beside me and disturbed my sleep. He squeezed my nose so hard that I woke up. Mas Eagle put his index finger on the lips, giving a code so as not to be noisy.

The eagle pulled my hand towards our room. I have a feeling Mas Eagle is asking for something. When I saw his face, Mas Eagle looked very tired there was a slight bruise on the temples of his eyes.

"Mas, what's the matter?" I was worried while pointing at the temple. Mas Eagle brushed my hand away, quickly he scooped my face with both hands and kissed my face and my lips. The eagle seemed to miss me. We stood for a long time while linking each of our lips. I also miss the warmth of Mas Eagle, who has been angry lately.

Mas Elang let go of our kisses just to turn off the room lights and replace them with dim table lamps, not forgetting to lock the door.

"Let's go, I miss you!" whispered Mas Elang while holding my body onto the bed.

"It was drunk after dinner!" I said without asking, because I thought Mas Eagle would ask the same thing every time before we got in touch.

Without waiting long, as usual Mas Eagle launched his action full of passion and thrilling, always starting with a romantic and gentle attitude and fierce but fun.

Indeed, in this case, Mas Eagle always shows his romantic and soft side.

When we finished our warm and pleasant struggle tonight, Mas Eagle kissed my whole face including my lips, kissed for so long and was reluctant to be released. After feeling satisfied, then Mas Eagle hugged my body tightly.

"Go back to Shah's room, accompany her to sleep." he ordered.

"But Mas, Mas it's okay I stay. The wound in the temple Mas must be compressed first," I said worried.

"That's it, it's okay. You've more than treated me enough tonight. Go to the room. Later if Mas kangen, Mas follow you there!" he said it again could not be denied, but I was so worried about his injuries.

Actually I wanted to ask more about the incident earlier at dinner, but seeing Mas Eagle seemed tired, I immediately followed his orders.

At dawn, I woke up and immediately went to the bathroom Sya. Self-cleaning and ablution. Carry out my duties and approach Sya. I was so good, I looked at his shady face while sleeping. Very much like Mas a handsome Eagle.

Both are my favorites despite their different natures.

Suddenly I woke up and called.

"Mother....!" I immediately approached Sya, and when I accidentally touched her forehead. The hot air felt directly in my palm. It's not the heat of sleep, but I believe it's the heat of a fever. I have a high fever, and am now calling out to me as if I do not want to be far from me.

I panicked, I grabbed her body and hugged her.

"This is Mother, baby. Why... suddenly a fever? Mommy get the heat-lowering drug first yes!" I persuaded Sya. But He did not want to let go of Me, he hugged my hand tightly. The hot air from his hand spread to my hand, so hot.

I was so worried, while I couldn't go anywhere because Sya hugged my hand tightly. Finally I sent a message via WA to HP Mas Elang, informing him of the circumstances of Sya. The message was sent, not how long did Mas Eagle come with worry.

"Why with Him?" tanyanya's worried.

"She suddenly woke up and called me, when my hand hit her forehead, apparently her forehead was very hot, Sya high fever Mas. I'm trying to take a heat-lowering drug, but Sya won't let go. Finally I WA you Mas to ask for help get some heat-lowering drugs in the medicine cabinet!" my clear.

Mas Eagle went to the medicine cabinet and looked for the heat-lowering drug I meant. We are always ready for medicine, before the pain suffered is not severe right, then we treat first at home with existing drugs and according to symptoms. If it is a continuation, then Mas Eagle will immediately bring to the nearest RS.

I help you wake up to be given medicine. I slowly brought the spoonful that had been filled with the syrup into his mouth.

"Dear, open your mouth and take the medicine!" the bujukku. He does not argue. And he was indeed a submissive child, the medicine I offered him was welcomed and drank.

"See fever, get well soon baby!" I said while laying down Sya's body.

"But Mommy don't go from the side of Sya yes, I want to be accompanied by Mommy!" door's welding.

"Mother will accompany Sya here," I said agreed.

"Sya's company is here, don't leave her. It's all because of that girl!" said Mas Eagle furious.

"Where are you going?" manyworry. He just looked at me sharply as if he didn't want me to ask again. I'm a little scared, if Mas Eagle would have met the woman last night at that restaurant, and come home with a bruise like last night. I have a feeling like that. But I immediately brushed it off and prayed that Mas Eagle would always be protected by the Almighty.