"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "
Mayang Arrive



POV Tone


Mas Elang left with a disappointed look. I didn't deliver it to the front or give him a kiss of reverence in his hand when he left. My lingering resentment overcame all my respect.


I sat there thinking about what I did to Mas Eagle. My flat attitude earlier when returning the ATM card given, made Mas Eagle disappointed. Wanting to ask for an explanation from me, but Mas Eagle was chased by time, so he left with a sense of disappointment.


At 10 pm arrived, Sya was already asleep 15 minutes ago after having a fussy time because she did not find Mas Eagle. Suddenly my Vidio Call WA rang. Apparently it was the Eagle who contacted me. I moved away from Sya's room towards our room. I don't want the sound of my HP interfering with her sleep Sya just started 15 minutes ago.


Intentionally I did not miss the VC call, I felt lazy because my annoyance was still there, annoyed by the attitude of Mas Eagle who never felt my feelings were always disappointed with the cynical treatment and humiliation of mother. Mas Eagle can't make mom stop insulting me or mocking me.


It seems like Mas Eagle does not want to babysit mother in any way. I also did not expect Mas Eagle to be rude, but at least Mas Eagle could defend a little bit of my pride in front of mother. Mas Eagle can't be firm against mom.


For a moment the sound of the VC stopped, but two minutes later it sounded again. I lazily lifted the VC without showing my face.


"Assalamu'alaikum... baby... haven't slept yet? Is it bobo?"


"It's been.." I answered short.


"Why is her beautiful face not shown? You're still upset, aren't you? Sorry about yes! Come on, show me his face, Mas kangen, "he asked me to show you my face.


"Tone is sleeping. So Nada did not show Nada's face," I replied lazily.


"Why... are you still angry with me? Then why did you return the ATM card, it was for you?"


"Tone doesn't need it, maybe Mas Eagle needs it more. After all, Nada is just another person who at any time can Mas Eagle throw away if it is bored."


"Tone..why talk like that? Show me your face, NOW!" mas Eagle's orders are high. I gasped at the change in voice of the rising Eagle Mas.


"Sone....!" call him after waiting for a long response from me.


"I know you're still upset, but don't act like a kid like this. I went out of town to solve the problem that befell the PerkaSya Restaurant, but you were acting indifferent instead. You should give me dong support, instead of making my head more dizzy," he said annoyed.


"Nada only speaks the facts Mas, if Mas Eagle was bored with Nada, Mas could have left Nada."


"What's got into your brain so you can talk like that? It was as if you were ready to leave me. Remember yes, I won't let you leave me, casual death!" resolute Mas Eagle while closing his VC angrily.


"Deggs!!" my heart suddenly thumped even tighter after hearing what Mas Eagle said just now.


Not long after, the WAku notification rang and the message was from Mas Elang.


"If you still love Sya, I beg you to take her back until I return" he said, insisting on both hands a plea.


After receiving the WA message from Mas Elang, I sat pensively thinking about everything that happened today, including the contents of our conversation via Vc.


"Huffff... hahhh....!" I took a deep breath, then threw away all the anxiety I was currently feeling.


"I'm sorry Nada Mas, for making you uncomfortable. Hopefully the business is given smoothness," my muran felt sorry.


Since the VC two days ago, Mas Eagle has not given any more news or just asked the news. His hapeen alone was inactive when Sya wanted to talk to Mas Eagle.


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That afternoon, I came home from school. As long as Mas Elang is not there, Sya is picked up by Pak Udin, the special driver assigned when Mas Elang goes out of town.



Now, I'm sitting on the SD bench. His school uniform was changed to keep the white red. But it doesn't change its charm.



When I changed my clothes, suddenly from the front of the house there was a commotion. I was surprised and panicked a little, so I told Sya to stay in the room.


"Yes, don't go anywhere, until Mother comes back" I remember before I got off the stairs.




"Bie... Bi Narti....?" Bi Narti approaching.


"Recording anything the man ahead of there would do if he made it into this house," I ordered quickly.


"Yes.. Come out. This is Mama Sya....!" he shouted, who was already inside the house.


"Mbak Mayang...What's the matter here?" my shock was accompanied by panic. While Bi Narti is ready with HP in his hands according to my orders.


"Yes... come out. This is Mama....!" Mbak Mayang shouted as he walked towards the stairs. I tried to block him and prayed in my heart that Sya would not go out of the room.



"Mbak Mayang, what are you doing? Don't go up those stairs!" prevent me from growling. Suddenly Sya came out when I tried to pull Mbak Mayang to block Mbak Mayang to meet Sya.



"Don't stop me from seeing my son, you're nobody. But I'm her real mother," she screamed.


"But not in this way, Mabk. Please stop!" I said I tried to prevent it but Ma'am Mayang did not care.


"Yes....!" Mbak Mayang yelled while elbowing me who tried to hit him. I staggered over the staircase fence and my temple slammed right into the staircase fence, then slammed down the base of the stairs.



"www....!" my screams while holding the bloody temple. Meanwhile, Mbak Mayang managed to bring Sya with the help of two large tall men who had not come when, and now was inside and managed to bring Sya out of the house.



"Nice... Usep.... prevent them!" I shouted while grimacing. "Bi Narti!" Bi Narti who wanted to help me quickly recorded the departure of Mbak Mayang with two big tall men.



"Mother... Mother....!" It was still clear the sound of Sya calling me for help. But what is my day that is unable to protect it.



Half an hour later, after Sya was taken away by Mbak Mayang, Mas Eagle arrived home. I was a little surprised, if Mas Eagle had been told Bi Narti or Usep about the incident earlier, it would not have been this fast Mas Eagle arrived. It could be when Mas Eagle was told Mas Eagle was on his way here.



The situation of Mas Eagle is very tangled and chaotic. I who was still treated Bi Narti immediately got up and approached Mas Eagle, although the pain in my temples and buttocks was still painful.



"Mas... Tone of apologies... Nada couldn't prevent them from carrying Sya. Tone has tried Mas!" my words rested at the feet of Mas Eagle accompanied by crying.



The eagle rose and brushed off my hardened hand. Her hair was covered with frustration.


"All of you are not so good at protecting Sya. You guys are unreliable!" Pekik Mas Eagle was angry.


"And you, I don't want to find out any way!" point it at me with a very angry look. I was afraid to see Mas Eagle like that. I got up and came out of the house with the HP that I had been holding since the incident Mbak Mayang came to this house.



The eagle looked at me with anger.