"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Tone Seeking

It's true what Marisa, her cousin, said. Nothing else could hold Nada back from leaving him. There is no treasure inherent in Nada. There are no facilities that spoil him during marriage, just because of excessive fear. Fear of experiencing events like his ex-wife. He was given trust and assets in his name, but ran away with another man and brought almost all of his possessions.

They go together, but in different ways. And Nada's departure was more painful than the departure of Mayang who fled with other men. Mayang's departure caused wrath and hatred in the Eagle's heart. But Nada's departure was a departure that he never let go, Nada's departure was very painful because the Eagle loved him so much. The tone of the young woman who could restore her passion back to life rose again.

But on the other hand, the Mama did not like Nada at all, Nada was considered an ordinary woman who was generalized to be able to do despicable acts like Mayang did. Because of the prestige with social status, so when having a daughter-in-law from the ordinary class there is nothing more to be proud of.

"Surely Nada went in a state not pregnant, and this is a loss for Brother Eagle. Loss of good tone and not neko-neko. Let's just let Nada go, let her look for another man who is more affectionate than Kak Elang and who wants to understand her feelings" said Marisa cynically.

The eagle grabbed his head which suddenly hurt due to Marisa's speech. He's not ready to lose Nada.

"Alright, Mar! You coming here will only add to the headache Brother. If you can't help, you better shut up." The eagle warned Marisa while grabbing her head which is now really sick.

"Risa just pity where Nada is now. If Marisa thinks, Nada will not dare to go to her father's house, because Nada is not the type of child who likes to burden the minds of parents. He never confided in the trouble that befell him unless he was really not strong."

"Try Mar, you give the solution to Brother. If his father's house is not there, there is a picture of not about where Nada went?"

Marisa patted her forehead a sign of thinking hard, she seemed not to find the clue to where Nada had stopped, or to which friend Nada had been to.

"Marisa has no idea where Nada went, because as long as he knew him when he was a warehouse supervisor, the tone of people who are less sociable and do not like to gather. So, Marisa can not give a shadow where Nada is," said Marisa seriously.

"Eagle's brother should be more protective not possessive not clear this way. From the beginning Brother Eagle had already mistreated Nada. Tone demanded must always understand Brother Eagle. While Nada was young, her young soul thrashed at times. He could have been unstable, and his age was still unstable. But Brother demands she be a good connecting mother." Marisa paused for a moment.

"Oklah she has become a good connecting mother, and Sya is also comfortable close to Nada. But Brother pressured him too much so that he always respected Uwa while Uwa always hurt Nada. Just imagine, Nada who is a virgin married to Kak Elang widower one child with a fairly mature age of 35 years. But Nada was able to compensate for the status of one-child Brother with a mature age. But Brother Eagle always demands that he better understand the situation. Without Eagle Brother realizing the heartache Nada had already piled up and now it might be the peak, and Tone was completely gone."

The eagle clambered without a word, he scowled his temple which seemed to be sick. It was only realized that all of Marisa's words were true. He was over-pressing Nada by having to always understand her circumstances regardless of her true Tone feelings.

"Mar.. help Brother call Nada, he was on the phone last night but he did not want to pick up," said Eagle pleaded. Marisa looked at the face of the Eagle full of pleadings. In his heart could not bear to see his cousin brother tormented like this. He also knew the Eagle loved Nada very much.

"Now Mar, who knows if his phone is active and he wants to pick up the phone from you," the Eagle asked half forcefully.

"Ok, Marisa call now."

When Marisa tried to call Nada number, apparently Nada number is active but Nada has not raised. In the fifth minute, the phone was picked up.

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat... The tone! It's me Marisa... ! Where are you now? Eagle's brother is worried about you. I know you're leaving Uwa. Please Nad, you're home. Very sad you don't exist." (Mary)

After a few broken words Marisa spoke, the phone connection was cut off, he explained Nada who decided. When on the phone back, the number Nada is not active and is out of reach. The eagle who saw Marisa's reaction like this, looked worried. And the mind that does not now ambush his soul.

"Sister, it's like Nada hasn't been in contact with anyone. Maybe Nada wants to calm down. Brother must be patient and must continue to try to find Nada," said Marisa sympathetic.

"Sister will look for Nada to his parents' house. Brother has to speak the truth. So that if Nada contacts the father, Nada is told by the father that Brother came and wants to bring Nada home," said Elang determined.

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Eagle's car has arrived at the home page of Nada's parents. The eagle was immediately welcomed by Mr. Zakaria, his father Nada.

"Son Elang...Who, where's Nada?" Mr. Zakaria looked astonished and his eyes rolled looking for the figure of Nada he asked just now.

The eagle did not immediately reply, he approached Mr. Zakaria and shook his hands reverently. Mr. Zakaria received a greeting of the Eagle with happy eyes.

"Come, Son!" Mr. Zakaria took the Eagle into the house and sat in the living room.

"Elang sat down and gave a large bag of crackles as a hand for her in-laws. Indeed, all this time the Eagle was so respectful to Mr. Zakaria and attention.

" What else is this Eagle boy, don't bother. All this time Nak Eagle always attention to the family of the Father. It is enough, do not always give something, you feel bad," said Mr. Zakaria refused subtly.

"It's nothing, sir...! It's just a little souvenir I bought earlier on the street." The eagle gave an excuse. Mr. Zakaria was forced to accept his son-in-law's gifts even though he felt ashamed because he repeatedly received the kindness of his daughter-in-law.

"Surely someone wants the Eagle to say to you, Father!" said Eagle started the conversation with his face down. Mr. Zakaria looked at the Eagle full of question marks as if he could not wait for what the Eagle would tell him.

The eagle began to speak, telling of the quarrel and the quarrel that caused Nada to leave. Mr. Zakaria nodded and rubbed his chest as if tight. She seemed saddened by what she had heard from her daughter-in-law just now.

Notes; in this episode until some episodes Author deliberately using POV 3 or POV Author....