"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Still POV Author of Love Torn Out of Old Wounds

Marisa approached Nada who was now down with sobs that sounded so slashing. Marisa knew Nada was embarrassed and hurt by her mother-in-law's insulting remarks about Nada in front of others.

"Nad..." exclaimed Marisa softly then approached Nada and gently rubbed Nada's shoulder. The tone is getting clearer. Tone slowly lifted her body and turned towards Marisa then embraced Marisa. Her crying is becoming more and more.

"Cup, cup, cup..I know you are disappointed and hurt by Uwa Sri, she is indeed mouthed spicy since Mayang went to betray Brother Eagle. So please be patient... Brother Eagle loves you. Your mother-in-law's spicy mouth isn't worth the love of Eagle Brother, you know that too, right?"

Slowly Nada untangled Marisa's embrace and stared fixedly at her husband's cousin's face.

"There has never been the slightest room in the mother-in-law's heart to love Nada, not once or twice. My mom used to say that in front of her friends. Mommy's shy tone, very embarrassed." he said whimpering.

"I know Nad. but you have to be strong because here Brother Eagle loves you very much." Marisa tries to give strength. Tone did not reply, now he dissolved in his mind. Does the Eagle really love him, but why does the Eagle sometimes hurt him, even if not directly?

The business of the bed that has been caught several times, it is solely the work of the Eagle who deliberately left the door unlocked. Then when in the middle room, even the will of the Eagle to do there, so freely watched by his mother-in-law who claimed to see up to 15 minutes. Though Nada has refused it and invites in the room.

Tone felt doubtful, did her husband really love her, after the deliberate actions she made? Then the mother-in-law who insulted him told the discovery of his daughter-in-law's bed relationship to others. Even her mother-in-law purposely told stories and sneered in front of her arisan friends. Shame and humiliation is what Nada felt. But the anger of the Eagle who rebuked her Mother-in-law, did not make her Mother-in-law stale or deterred Nada.

"Why the tone, Mother? Why do you never have the slightest affection for Nada, even though Nada loves Mas Eagle is sincere. Nada even loves Mas Eagle's child like Nada loves a biological child. But I do not want to see the sincerity of Nada, so that what Nada does is always wrong in Mom's eyes," said Nada poured out his heart.

"You have to be strong, Nad, prove to your mother-in-law that the allegations are all untrue. If you are strong and can prove that everything Uwa says is not true, that's where you really are. And I'm sure one day Uwa will turn to love you. Hold my word." Marisa untangled her embrace then stared fixedly at Nada's face giving her strength.

"I'm pregnant young, I'm strong too. If you see you are weak like this, fear that my pregnancy will not last long because it also lamented your sadness. So, from now on you need to be strong and patient." Again and again Marisa tried to give strength to Nada who was much younger than her.

As Marisa stared at Nada channeling her positive energy into her cousin's wife, the Eagle appeared and entered the room. Along with the phone on Marisa's HP reads, Marisa gets a call from her husband.

"I think I should go home, Nad, my husband has already picked me up. He's in front of the gate and won't stop by first. Anyway I'm going to the gynecologist with my husband." Marisa said and said. Nada has to release Marisa. Marisa left the room and passed.

Tada noticed the presence of the Eagle, he quickly got up. The puffy and slightly swollen eyes were clearly visible to the Eagle. The eagle approached and grabbed Nada's arm. Tone brushed him off then with a small run towards the connecting door of Sya's room. Tone quickly grabbed the door handle. Not yet pulled, Eagle grabbed Nada's hand and stopped Nada's movement.

"Darling.look at me. I love you, so don't listen to Mama" said the Eagle and hugged Nada's body tightly. The tone tried to rebel by lashing the back of the Eagle, but the Eagle did not falter.

"What love does Mas Elang give, if only the insults that Nada received from Mother due to the actions of Mas Elang?" Finally Nada made a sound.

"You mean?"

"Am not aware, every insult Mother was started from the work of Mas Eagle. Mas Eagle deliberately showed our bed activities, right? What did all that mean Mas, Mas deliberately wanted to hurt Nada but through Mom's mouth. I see, right?" Loudly Nada questioned the love that Eagle felt for her.

"I'm not like that, baby. Listen to my explanation. I did that because I didn't want you to match me to another woman. I want to have Mother look up to bring Sonia to this house to be betrothed to me. And when we got caught by Sonia, I also wanted Sonia to know that I already have you and I love you. I want Sonia to back off when she sees us doing that" explained the Eagle panting.

Tone removed the Eagle's embrace forcibly, then he stared at the Eagle's face. "Love by shaming Nada in front of others, what love is Mas?" Tone screams and tears.

The pensive eagle then slowly broke his embrace and released Tone.

"If you want to know why Mas did it, Mas just wants others to know that Mas loves you so much" said Elang.

Nada does not really believe the Eagle's words, she suspects that the love Eagle feels for her is just the love of venting out of disappointment towards his ex-wife.

"The gas was a lie, the love that Mas felt for Nada was just an impingement. Because actually Mas still loves Ma'am Mayang, right?" Tone speech just let go without control. The eagle suddenly stared intently at Nada by grinding its teeth, then approached Nada, grabbing her hand. Tone is drawn and slammed on the bed.

"Brugggs...."

"What do you mean, I told you never to mention the traitor's name in front of me or in front of Him!" sweat the angry Eagle with reddened eyes. Tone staggered, at once he felt terrified.

"As for you know, I brought you into this house with love, and you need to remember, the name of the traitor is not in my brain at all, if you bring it up again, so I do not hesitate to get rid of you," threatened Eagles earnestly while reaching for the chin of Nada and then hit it rough.

Tone took his breath in and threw it away violently. His jaw hurt from the Eagle's blow. He could not really understand the true nature of the Eagle. Wrong him himself, Nada dared to say yes as soon as the Eagle invited him to marry. Just because he saw the eagle diligently worship and love his only child.

"*What exactly does Nada not know from the contents**hatimu Mas? Loving Nada but intentionally*wanting to hurt Nada through others. Though**can reject the fine women who will**Mother's betrothed, not by hurting Nada*," whispered the heart of Tone in tears.

The eagle stood staring angrily at Nada who was still crying on the bed. Actually he did not want to do rude actions, but every time he heard the name Mayang called by Nada then his emotions overflowed. Is this due to the trauma of an old wound, which if you remember it then a sense of emotion will arise?