"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Meet Mr. Zulfikar

I slowly walked towards the tall gate with hesitant steps. I closed my eyes while praying for a moment in my heart asking for the power of the Almighty. My determination was unanimous, bringing Sya back by presenting strong evidence, proof that the way Mbak Mayang forced to win the heart of his own biological child. But the way is not done well.

The bell sounded when I managed to squeeze it. It was not long before the gate sounded as if it was opened. And there appeared a large high stocky body with a face that looked fierce. I suddenly shriveled to see it, but my steps had already reached here, I could not possibly return empty-handed.

"Who? And what's your purpose here, Miss?" creepy tanyanya. I immediately shuddered but I tried to throw away my fear because my goal had to be achieved.

"Emmm... I would like to meet Mr. Zulfikar Spelled, is Mr Zulen in place?" my sahut was made as quiet as possible. The big tall man looked at me uncertainly, with a face full of suspicion.

"Have you made an appointment, Miss?" the question is firm and still creepy. I did not immediately reply but thought, what should I say to this big tall man who was in front of me.

"I have no promises yet, but Mr. Zulfikar will definitely meet me, because there are important things that I want to tell him," I hope this big, tall man will grant my request.

Why don't I just lie there's already an appointment with Mr. Zulfikar, so surely this big-bodied guard will let me in unhindered. But that's all I can't do, because what I'm most afraid of is when my lies are exposed.

"You can't go in, Miss!" The big tall man said resolutely as he brushed my hand away. Once my body shook a little especially if this man beat me, I must have KO and battered.

"I beg you to let me see Mr. Zul, Mr. Guards!" please bow to this big tall man. Whether he was a Guard or a clear Guard both of them deserved to be pinned on him, because his body was big and creepy.

"Please, I beg you. I'm asking for your kindness to grant my request. Please, Mr. Guards!" please once more.

"You cannot enter Miss, for you have no appointment with our Master. Get up, and get out of this gate!" throw him grunt and now show a slightly harsh treatment. I'm a little shrieked, how about this guy hurt me and slammed my body smaller than he did.

I was filled with tears that had flowed, for the sake of Him I dropped my pride in front of this person I did not know.

"I beg you sir, give me a little kindness. I have something important I want to tell your Master. I beg!" I pleaded with him, and clenched his hands.

"Go away. and don't impose your will, miss!" he said, turning around and closing the gate. I was desperate and there was no hope. The iron door was closed and now I was crying in my failure to knock the big tall man down.

I'm not getting out of that gate yet. My cry broke out there remembering the whereabouts of Sya. I know she's not comfortable with her birth mother. I saw the fear when he called me. "Mother... Mother....!" He returned his screams.

Along with that WA message to Hpku incoming, I immediately open it. Apparently Bi Narti sent a message.

One minute after I read the contents of WA from Bi Narti. Suddenly the VCku phone rang, Mas Eagle's name was listed there. I no longer want to pick up that phone. My disappointment in Mas Elang is too great. The call stopped but a few seconds later a WA message came in from Mas Elang.

"Darling... Where are you? Go home, let me find out where she is. Go home I'm worried!" I read the message enough and did not reply.

"The Eagle's worried about me?" my grunts while laughing.

For a moment I turned to the vidio of the recording Bi Narti had recorded and sent to me, which was now within my grasp. I see for a moment, it is very clear here the arrival of Mbak Mayang is really not good. Even Vidio when Mbak Mayang elbowed me until I crashed and my temple hit the ladder fence, very clear and real. I should be able to reassure the Guards so that I can be let in and talk to Mr. Zulfikar.

I will try again to appeal to the Guard, the result I submit to the Almighty's will, the important thing is that I have tried.

I pressed the bell back and the sound was immediately heard back outside the gate. I prayed and anxiously waited for the gate to reopen.

It may be because of my prayer, with the ringing typical of the gate, finally the side gate was opened. I slowly looked up and got up.

"His taste you haven't given up Miss? This time our Master is kind enough to let you in. But first, clean your clothes. Because Master doesn't like to see dirty and shabby clothes as they look on you" he said, looking at me. I immediately patted my clothes that had hit the ground. My heart was a little relieved by what the Guards said earlier.

"Come on, our Master doesn't like this catfish like you." I snorted in annoyance as I followed the Guards' long steps. When entering the car garage, expensive cars that cost billions are plastered from north to south. I still followed the Guards up the stairs, and up the stairs again.

I can't say what building this house is, Mansion or what is clear this house is large and magnificent and multi-storey, with the contents in a luxurious and magnificent house as well. I was still following the Guards, until in an elevator we stopped for a moment and the Guards pressed one of the buttons and opened the elevator.

We entered the elevator in tandem, I cornered myself in the corner of the elevator room, after all I was afraid of this great high guard. Not long as the elevator was silent and the door was open. I was still following the Guards and at one door we stopped. The guard opened the door and coded me straight in. There was doubt in my chest as I was about to enter, but with an intimidating look in my eyes, the bodyguard again gave the code through his hand for me to enter.

I entered with a thumping heart, then the door suddenly closed automatically. I was pounding and the fear came back. For a while I could only stand still. The room was so luxurious and awesome.

What should I do, just stand up and pingak-pinguk? I can only stand with my heart pounding. Moments later, a door opened and someone appeared. Someone who made these eyes a little stunned. A 45-year-old man with eagle eyes staring.

Although viewed from his age mature, but his good looks are still emanated. I lowered my gaze, however it felt piercing and cold. My admiration was as fast as the lightning was gone. Didn't I come here to fight for Sya to return to the arms of Mas Eagle.

"Are you not standing there, Miss? Sit down... !" decisively. I followed him with a truly shrill heart.

"So.. Which part of your body will you hand over to me, Miss?" ask her with a fierce face. I immediately nodded and nodded. What does Mr Zulfikar mean?

What's in my brain right now, Mr. Zulfikar has misunderstood the meaning of my arrival to his ministry.