"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "
Morning Surprise from Mas Eagle



"Neng, getup....! Neng has arrived....!" I squirmed for a moment after hearing someone as if waking up my sleep.


"It's still night, isn't it, Mas?"


"Neng.it's me, Mr. Darma. The taxi driver that Eneng was riding." Mr. Darma now shakes my shoulders carefully.


"Sir Darma... Ouhh. I'm sorry, sir! I apparently overslept." I was embarrassed when I found Mr. Darma, the taxi driver who had helped me several times.


"It's up to Neng. This is right, his house?" Mr. Darma tried to convince.


"Rubber, Sir. Apparently it has arrived," I said while reaching for the money in my skirt pocket that I deliberately carry without a wallet.


Mr. Darma got off first, then he opened the passenger door that I was sitting on.


"Thank you very much, sir!" my words while lifting up the body of Sya who since taking a taxi is still asleep nyeyak. I'm a little surprised why she sleeps so much. What are the effects of trauma and soybeans from crying out so that Sya fell asleep very soundly?


"This is the fare, sir. I say thank you very much. Already several times the Father helped me, and as if God had sent the Father to help me," I said while giving the taxi fare to the hands of Mr. Darma. Mr. Darma suddenly raised his hand and refused my payment.


"Lho, why sir? Is this less?"


"No, Neng. That's quite even. But I'm sorry, I don't want to be paid," refused Mr. Darma makes me wonder.


"No sir, don't refuse my payment. You need a deposit to deposit to the Boss. If you don't want to be paid, then where will you deposit?" my force.


"Calm down Neng. I don't have to deposit to anyone. This is why the taxi is mine. This is actually my private car that was modified into a taxi. I was bored at home with no job, because I was a retired man. Finally I wandered like this and idly looking for a side by side with my taxi," explained Mr. Darma as he raised his hand who refused the payment from Nada.


"I beg you not to refuse the fare from me. I've been repeatedly helped by Mr. Darma, so for this time do not refuse payment from Me, I do not ask for free Sir!" I pleaded with Mr. Darma to accept his taxi fare.


"No, Neng... I said no need. This is for the last time, next time if Eneng takes my taxi again, then I want to receive the fare." Again Mr. Darma refused my payment, finally I gave up and put the money back in my skirt pocket.


"I'll excuse you, Neng! It's late, Neng Nada quickly enter, I also want to leave if Eneng has really entered," said Mr. Darma while getting into his car, but did not want to move.


I went to the gate and pressed the bell. Not long after, Mr. Nandang opened the gate.


"Non Tone.... !" Mr. Nandang was surprised to see me holding Sya, sweating tiredly.


"Come, Sir. Not door. Please tell Bi Narti to prepare warm water for Sya in her room," I ordered.


"Neither Non," said Mr. Nandang obediently while again closing the gate.


At the door Bi Narti was already welcoming. Then Mr. Nandang came back to the front and stood guard.


"Non... Alhamdulillah, Non Nada and Den Sya survived and made it home today. But... Den Eagle hasn't been home since he left this afternoon. He seems worried about Non Nada. After that Den Eagle left. He said he wanted to find Non Nada and imprison Mbak Sonia and Mbak Mayang." Bi Narti is suffering seriously.


I could not respond well to Bi Narti's story, because my temples were getting more pain and twitching. I walked slowly towards Sya's room with shaky steps. While Bi Narti continued to follow me behind.


"Let Aunt open it."


Sya's room door rang, then Bi Narti turned on the light switch and the lights turned on. I immediately put Sya to bed carefully. She wanted me to clean up first but seeing her sleep so soundly I could not wake her up.


"Don't Bi, let me take a shower. My bandan feels sticky. Later after the shower please dress the wound in my temple, yes, Bi!" my word.


"Ready, Non."


I went to the bathroom and cleaned up. In 15 minutes I finished my shower and got dressed. After that, I carried out my duty which had been missed for several hours.


Bi Narti approached as I finished my prayer, carrying various wound dressings. Such as cotton, betadin, alcohol, gauze and plaster. Carefully cleaned, and treated, and then bandaged a wound in my temple.



"Thank you, I slept with you tonight. Afraid that she'll wake up at night hungry" I said. Bi Narti obediently left Sya's room. After Bi Narti left, I got up and immediately locked the door of Sya's room, then turned off the lights by replacing the table lamp that was left on.



The clock almost showed at 11:30, I was tired and sleepy I could not stand it anymore. And I slept beside Sya by hugging the cute boy without remembering Mas Eagle at all.



My body feels like it's hugging, and sometimes it's like someone's kissing on my forehead a lot of times. The fragrance of that distinctive perfume instantly reminded me of the figure I love but I was upset at the moment. I can guess, this must be Mas Eagle. I don't know what time Mas Eagle came home, suddenly he was by my side and poked me.



Although I was a little aware of my sleep, but I did not want to make Mas Eagle feel awaited. I pretended to be asleep and looked forward to what reaction Mas Eagle would have. Apparently, Mas Elang was sleeping beside me with his arms around me.



The night changed in the morning, I woke up at 6 a.m. And so did Sya, she woke up. I regretted why I slept so soundly last night, until my Fajr prayer was missed. But Mas Eagle who hugged me last night, he was no longer beside me.



"For Sya... Mother of kayasangan. Mother to the bathroom first yes," I said to the boy who still seems sleepy.



I went to the bathroom to clean my body. I quickly returned and put on my clothes, then lightly polished my face that had been swept away by the water. Now it's Shah's turn that I'm going to prepare the bath water.



A few minutes later Sya was ready and already fragrant and handsome. She smiled happily looking at me.



Without us knowing it, suddenly the door to the liaison of Sya rang and then appeared a figure that I know. Mas Eagle came with two dishes of fried rice and two glasses of water.



"Good morning Papa's two darlings...! Papa bring you breakfast. Now you have breakfast in the room first. Papa makes fried rice special for you guys," said Mas Elang made us complacent and shocked.