"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Desire In Dreams

When I passed by Sya's room, apparently Sya was there. Today I am preparing to go to school. I don't think Sya's going to school because of last night. But apparently the boy who has sat in the 1st grade of SD does not want to miss his school. He is a disciplined and independent child, and not spoiled. School he never lazy, except sick Sya new not school.

"Yes... , today is school?" I asked while looking at his handsome face.

"Yes, Mother." she replied excitedly. I helped her with the bag she had prepared. Then suddenly she hugged me tightly.

"Mother... My dear Mother. Thank you for taking care of Sya all this time" he said like an adult. I was so moved to hear it that my eyes were glazed over.

"Muach.. muech....!" She kissed me on the cheek twice. The 6-year-old boy was very clever and made anyone anxious to see.

Suddenly the connecting door of the room opened and there appeared Mas Eagle. Mas Eagles approached us, me and Sya looked at Mas Eagle, but I immediately looked away and stood towards the exit of Sya's room. "Wait...." The eagle grabbed my hand and I got stuck.

"Follow me off to drive....!"

"No Mas, Nada suddenly dizzy," I said as I moved. This cold attitude of mine was realized by Mas Eagle, he looked disappointed. Not long from that Mas Eagle went to drive Sya to school. Sayup-sayup I heard the sound of Sya saying goodbye.

"Mother... Yes leave....!" Then the little boy went with Mas Eagle whom I still love very much.

I went down the stairs and looked for Bi Narti.

"Bie... Bi Narti's....!" But the Bi Narti I was looking for apparently did not exist.

"Bi Narti doesn't exist, he goes to the market on the gojek!" Mother's voice sounded and said from the direction of the middle room. I was a little flabbergasted to see Mother still in Mas Elang's house.

"Tone... How's your temple?"

"Why, Mom?" I asked back while stirring my favorite warm Ginger Tea to eliminate my navel feeling that suddenly appeared again due to my temple which was still sick.

Mother sat down in front of me who was stirring Warm Ginger Tea at the dinner table while occasionally diculum and removed the stirring spoon again.

"Tone, I'm sorry to have cornered you back then" Mom said suddenly. I seemed to be indifferent and continued to coolly stir my Warm Ginger Tea without looking at Mother.

"Sorry, Mom. Tone up first yes. Nada's head suddenly hurt because of the temple that was hit by a staircase due to the elbow of the former favorite daughter-in-law of Mother," I said while tiptoeing.

"Tone... Are you insinuating me?" I heard Mom didn't like it.

"Oh yes Mom, congratulations! Apparently.. prospective daughter-in-law that I crave has succeeded in making Mas Eagle furious and imprison him behind bars, Nada up first....!" take my leave and get off the dinner table.

"Sone....!" yell without me gubris. I walked up to the stairs and entered the room I was in with Mas Eagle. My head feels like it's getting louder. I try to lean on the bed and enjoy the pain in this head. If this still hurts, I should see a doctor to confirm what kind of headache I'm feeling? After a few minutes of reclining, the pain gradually disappeared and indeed completely disappeared. And I'm really asleep.

I came out of the bathroom, I was very surprised because Mas Eagle was already in the room and bare-chested and dressed in boxer pants. The room light turned into a dim table lamp, all the curtains were closed and the door was tightly locked. It's still 10 in the morning. The atmosphere in the room changed and looked romantic

"What's this?" I asked in a heart full of wonder.

"What's up, Mas, why are the curtains closed?" I avoid feeling understood. Though my hunch says Mas Eagle is planning something to create a romantic atmosphere.

"Come here....!" he said while capturing my waist perfectly. I tried to rebel, but Mas Eagle had already stuck his head around my neck.

The Eagle whispered warm words in my ear and kissed my neck so I sipped my teeth.

"Mas, stop!" my words are accompanied *******.

"Let's stop in that bed."

Mas Eagle carried my body once lifted and laid my body on the bed and overcame it.

Free I revolted because my body was locked, my lips silenced with a soft kiss that continued to force me to dissolve in his passion. And sure enough, I dissolved in his passion. I resigned my body was seduced by Mas Eagle, because I also responded well and replied to him. Again I melt, but I still want to continue my annoyance at Mas Eagle.

"Darling you are so beautiful today" she said with a sigh. "I feel grateful to have you, because you love Sya so much" he said, and again the soft kiss landed again with this lips without giving me a chance to talk.

And somehow, suddenly I just realized my body and the body of Mas Eagle are both innocent. And we unite our passionate yearning passion in a romantic and romantic room atmosphere this morning.

It turned out that the charm of Mas Eagle was unable to resist, his good looks as I looked at him deeply, able to melt my sulking and upset heart into a longing love. Then I replied to every touch that Mas Eagle gave me. Mas Eagle is indeed mighty and able to give a sense that makes me float in the air.

"Darling.you are great. Never leave it. I love you so much" he said, peeping at my old cheeks, nose, forehead and lips.

After the great struggle was over, Mas Eagle did not release me. I even invited him to sleep and unwind. "Mas' company sleeps until later Mas goes to pick up Sya," he asked. I also did not refuse, especially the struggle made me very tired and sleepy.

I woke up when Mas Eagle shook my shoulder. "Hoam....!" The drowsiness was still felt so I was still at home closing my eyes while holding the blanket so as not to be separated from my innocent body.

"Darling... You're still sleepy....?" The voice of Mas Eagle slowly awakened me and slowly I opened my eyes.

"Mas, how are you awake? We were....!" my speech was interrupted after seeing that my whole body was still intact with the clothes that I had been wearing since this morning. I saw around the room. the dim table lights and the closed curtains were back to normal. Didn't we just do it?

"*Oh my goodness.. So, that was a dream*? *really? It felt like a real*," but I remembered the incident after I left not caring about Mom, I went straight to the room because my temple was in pain again and my head was in pain. Then I fell asleep. It was really slumbering, until Mas Eagle came home from school to pick up Sya.

"Why... Did you wake up from dawn?" Mas Eagle was a little surprised. I didn't answer, I went straight to the bathroom to clean my face and brush my teeth.