"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Because of Sya

"You don't get big head first Nada, I'm here because Narti called me to tell you that you ran away from home because of the castaway Eagle. My granddaughter Sya cried and looked for you, even though I was not close to my granddaughter, but I could not bear it until she was sad and crying. I happened to be outside when Narti told me. So this is the chance I'll use to find you."

"So, I purposely looked for Nada just out of pity for her, not because I really expected Nada to return as a daughter-in-law?"

"I told you I was here because I happened to be outside when Narti called. So my eyes I used to look at you, and just now in the way my eyes were on you. So I got off and caught up with you. So don't be big-headed if you think I'm really expecting you back. No, it's not possible. Just because of God I was willing to drop my pride in front of you," said Mother at length.

"After all, did you not realize that I live only a few kilometers from this park, so this park has become my playground. And without me having to look for you, it's easy to find you just like that" continued Mother again as if I didn't want to cut.

For a moment I was only able to keep quiet with all the scolding Mother, I did not understand this one parent, under these circumstances alone can still talk about self-esteem, even though I am her own daughter-in-law.

I just realized, that Mom does live not far from this park. And this park is one of the favorite places that you often meet when there is an event with socialite friends or the show.

Slowly I got away from Mom with a little run. I don't want to hear any more of Mom's babble that's giving me a headache.

"Tone...Where are you going...? You know, I used to prevent your marriage with the Eagle. I'm sorry to have a useless daughter-in-law like you. Nada... never regret you. Look out for you....!" as soon as Mom still nags. I can't stand what he said to me if I came back too if Mom's treatment was still like that.

I paused for a moment to rest my tiredness, my stinged breath and whack of thirst forced me to stop under the Kersen tree that was still not far from the garden.

I'm really sorry why I didn't bring my bag and HP. Geez, now I'm really in trouble. To buy mineral water alone there is no money at all. I'm really down and miserable.

The dizziness in my head that suddenly struck forced me to sit down and rest my head with both hands.

"Ohh... Oh Allah is very dizzy," I whispered quietly while kneeling slowly my two temples.

"Let's go home....!" said someone with a pushy tone then held my hand and pulled it. I was surprised.

"Well... Mas Eagle.... !" my surprise while trying to release his hand. But Mas Eagle is even stronger to hold me.

"Mother....!" the typical cute and adorable cry of the little boy's voice suddenly resounded in my ear. "Yes....!" lirih.

Mas Eagle kept pulling me up to a car. "Go home... He wants you" he said again full of persuasion.

For a moment I was silent, it turned out that only Sya wanted me to go home, not because Mas Eagle still loved Me and wanted me. I feel so sad still expecting the love of Mas Eagle.

"Mother....!" sya's screams awakened me from my daydreams and disappointment. Then Sya embraced me strongly wanting me to hold her. He was crying and looked sad.

"I still want you, too. So go home for me and Shay!" whispered Mas Eagle slowly in my ear.

Suddenly Mas Elang opened the back door of the car, and gave a code so that I could enter. Very grateful, Mas Eagle understood very well that I for now do not want to be close to him.

Along the way Sya chattered as her crying had subsided. She looks at me and sometimes holds both of my cheeks.

"Mother... Why did Mother leave? Though Sya wants to play with Mother." I didn't immediately deny it, I was at a loss as to what I should say to the boy.

Earlier... Mother seeks the wind" I replied accordingly.

"Find the wind really far, why not in the back garden is usually Mother always there?"

it was like he was interrogating again.

I can no longer answer the utter babbling of Sya, my headaches and sleepiness mingle into one and I finally close my eyes. My head really hurt.

I woke up when my body was shaken by a hand, but somehow my body was difficult to get up. The pain in my head was even more pronounced and when I tried to wake up the pain increased. Maybe because I'm late for lunch, the effect is like this.

My body suddenly seemed to float, apparently Mas Eagle brought my body and carried it. Then I took me to my room, I was lying there and completely unconscious.

"Mother...get up Mother....!" I vaguely heard the cry of Sya who was worried about me. A moment after that I smelled white wood around my nose. My head is a little lighter and the pain is starting to subside.

Slowly my eyes began to open, and the person I first saw was Mas Eagle. Though I did not want to see Mas Eagle when I realized.

"Yes....!" call you spontaneous.

"Mother....!" the screams are close. Apparently Sya had been close to me since then, but her body was still small so I did not see Sya sitting next to Mas Eagle.

"Rise up. You must eat. You're exhausted. I've prepared the porridge. I'm feeding the porridge, huh?" The Mas Elang.

I shook my head slowly without daring to look into the eyes of Mas Eagle.

"Yes if you don't want me to bribe, let Bi Narti bribe," said Mas Elang as he approached my face and got closer, then kissed my forehead. My heart was suddenly beating very fast. I don't know what it means Mas Eagle treated me as romantic?

When Mas Eagle came out of the room, along with that Bi Narti came in and approached me.

"Non Nada... , have you noticed Non? Let Bibi bribe the porridge," said Bi Narti while taking a tray containing a bowl of porridge that is still warm.

"Let's Mother. eat the porridge to heal quickly, if it's healed Mother can accompany Sya play and learn again," he exclaimed to give me spirit.

Bi Narti began to feed the porridge for a mouthful into my mouth, and I did not refute any more. Besides, I'm really hungry, especially since I ran away I haven't eaten a mouthful of rice.