"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

The Marisa Wedding

"Why Mama can humiliate us, especially Nada in front of Mama's Arisan friends? Please Ma, the Eagle said never to scorn or insult the Eagle's wife again. Now please Mama get out of here, Eagle doesn't like what Mama did just now!" Mas Elang said firmly.

"Elang.heard Mama, Mama didn't mean to embarrass you. Mama was just flippant. Forgive Mama, El," said Mother as she looked at Mas Elang with her hands holding the arms of Mas Elang.

Mas Eagle brushed off Mom's hand and walked up the stairs and returned to the room.

"Yes, honey.Lunch with Bi Narti first yes. Papa take Mother first. Please obey Papa yes!" Bejuk Mas Elang while giving a code to Bi Narti to bring Sya to the dining table.

While Mom, look bend face. Then with a slow step he left the house of Mas Eagle.

Mas Eagle approached me who was now stuck in the mattress, I put my face on the pillow holding sobs that I could not stand since Mother's conversation was clear. Whose daughter-in-law's heart was not hurt to hear her in-laws scoff in front of so many people? It felt humiliated and the chest grew increasingly tight.

"Darling....!" Mas Eagle called out while grabbing my shoulder which shook from the sobbing. He rubbed my hair up to my shoulder in love. I know that Mas Eagle does love Me sincerely, from his protective and angry attitude shown, there is always a deep highlight of love. But what I do not understand is why he has repeatedly seemed to deliberately show the affairs of our bed in the eyes of others. Mas Eagle loves me, but through others he hurts my heart.

The Eagle tried to turn my body, but I tried to hold it back. The strength of my hand was not comparable to the strength of Mas Eagle's hand, and he managed to flip my body. Then he lifted her up and hugged me.

"Sorry dear, because your mother is hurt. Mas do not know Mama will be determined to tell the activities of our bed. Please forgive me." Mas Eagle begged while gently rubbing my shoulder.

Slowly, the embrace unraveled. The Eagle grabbed both of my shoulders and looked me in the face. The face is now swollen with tears and begins to swell. Mas Elang wiped the tears that were still faithfully wet my cheeks.

"Darling... Mama is gone. Let's go down and eat first. Poor thing to eat without us. He had taken Bi Narti to the dining table. Please don't stop paying attention to me. I know he depends on you and your love. So please, don't stop loving her." Said pleading.

I was still silent without a word, only the rest of the sedu sedan became the answer of my silence. I feel lazy to have to talk to Mas Eagle again. Especially after Mother's words earlier in front of her friends, I felt even more angry with Mas Eagle.

Ever since Mom scoffed at me in front of her traveling friends, I've never been home again. And my attitude became a little cold towards Mas Eagle, and it seemed like Mas Eagle was trying to understand my changing attitude. I don't talk too much, it's been hard since the scorn was thrown in front of people.

I just focus on Sya, like what Mas Elang asked me, I still give affection and attention as usual to the adorable child. Because honestly, I also do not want to hurt the feelings of the five-year-old boy, I already love him.

Now it's time for Marisa's wedding in a building. A special building is rented for a wedding or major events.

We're getting ready for Risa's wedding. I dress as pretty and as fast as possible. During the day Mas Elang had prepared the dress I was going to wear. Long sleeved dress sheer legs, which is not open. Clearly, the Eagle chose such a thing, for the Eagle did not want me to wear revealing clothes. I don't like it either.

Green color sage dominates the dress, Sya and Mas Elang wear Batik clothes that match the color combined with standard material pants. The more handsome my two favorite heroes are. Unfortunately, I was angry with Mas Eagle. If not angry, I might look at him deeply and praise him while kissing his cheeks.

"Wawws... Mother is very beautiful, exactly an angel!" Praise Sya suddenly. Geez, I feel ashamed because Mas Eagle is looking straight at me.

"Wah.. his son Mother is also handsome exactly the gods in kahyangan." Praise me with a crouching position.

"His father is not praised?"

I slowly got back up and walked towards the dresser then grabbed the green sage bag given by Mas Eagle.

The eagle followed me to the dresser and whispered.

"Smiling a little darling, it's been a few days I no longer see you smiling. I'm your husband, I want Nada who is always smiling lovingly back to the way she was." Pintanya.

"If you've seen you beautiful like this, I feel lazy to go to Marisa's party." Bisik Mas Elang while holding my arm.

"Come, we're leaving now, aren't we?" I'm trying to shift the focus of Mas Eagle. The eagle seemed to be overwhelmed with disappointment.

Finally the three of us went to attend the wedding of Ms. Marisa, after saying goodbye to Bi Narti. Arriving at the wedding hall, the atmosphere was already crowded. We're heading straight for the car. The one who was not fussy, that night was so adorable and so handsome.

Arriving at pelaminan, we immediately greeted the two beautiful and handsome brides. Marisa's flat-footed mother looks very beautiful with her Sundanese wedding makeup. The groom is also very handsome, his age is about 30 years, five years younger than Mas Eagle. Apparently he's a Manager at a Retail company.

"Mr Marisa, congratulations! It looks so pretty like an angel!" Honest compliments. "May Samawa yes, and quickly have a baby," my prayers are sincere.

"Thank you Tone and my handsome cousin Eagle Brother. You guys tonight are so nice, beautiful and handsome. Sya also ponakan Aunty handsome really not less than Papanya," Praise Mbak Marisa while kissing Sya who is greeting the bride.

"Congratulations, my! May Samawa," I said to her husband, Ms. Marisa. The two replied with a nod and a happy smile.

The session of greeting the bride and groom is over, now comes the time to take photos. Three shots and finally finished. After taking pictures, invited guests are welcome to enjoy the dishes held at the buffet table. I swiftly prepared food for Sya. Then head to a VIP table that a Waitress is welcome to.

Suddenly without us expecting, my mother-in-law came to our table and sat down next to Sya while rubbing her black hair.

I slightly shifted my body, without further ado I grabbed Mom's hand and kissed her. Although the pain is still there because of the day at the Mother's Arisan event, but for the sake of Mas Eagle I hold my ego and try to be okay.

"Mother, what's the news?" My broom...I just glanced at me. I saw Mas Elangpun approaching Mother, then tried to reprimand her and regret her.

"Mas, Nada wants to go to the bathroom first, kebelet." I said after I finished my meal. The Eagle glanced at me and nodded.

"Where do you know?"

"Know!" Answer's short.

Seeing Sya's henchman with her Grandma, I immediately tiptoed towards the building's toilet. Then find where the toilet is, and meet.

After nature's call is complete, I'm out of the toilet. But when I came out of the toilet, I suddenly met my two friends while working at the Supermarket. We talked for a while. But somehow so excited, I and Ramdan and Romi even chat there. They also came to Marisa's wedding at Marisa's invitation.

"You're here.It's worth not coming back, being cool with other men. The husband and son are left!" Press Mas Eagle suddenly in a furious tone.