"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Angry but Missing (Siasat Eagle)

It had been almost a week for the Eagle to let Nada dissolve in guilt and sorrow. The eagle was cold and seemed to not care. He was still disappointed in the attitude of Nada who seemed to no longer consider Mama exist.

But on the other hand the Eagle felt a deep longing for the woman he had married for approximately one year. Missing his effective attitude and especially longing for his touch, especially this week he was willing to resist the desire due to his anger. Now the Eagle felt it was not strong to resist that desire anymore.

Sometimes the Eagle did not have the heart to see Nada grieving and looking moody. When the Eagle silently watched Nada silently stand still on the balcony, the Eagle was actually pitying, wanting him to embrace her and hold her from behind while spoiled, sharing a love like before he was angry at Nada's attitude. The eagle sighed deeply, his brain now thinking between two attitude choices.

The eagle closed his eyes as he leaned against the chair of his study. His mind suddenly floated to the time when he was betrayed by Mayang, excessive love backfired for him. All the property and other assets of the Eagle were given in Mayang's name, just because the Eagle was afraid of his woman leaving him. But the good deed did not side with him, Mayang whom he loved and he spoiled with treasure, went with another man and took away almost all of his assets. The eagle was disappointed and hurt. Love has now turned to hate. No tears wet his cheeks that now look tapered again.

The eagle rose from his study chair, this time he did not want to lose for the second time. Because losing Nada, will really make his life more ruined than losing Mayang. His whole life had been devoted only to living with Nada. The tone that he loved so much and that made him bounce back from the disappointment of love in his past.

The eagle planned a stratagem in his brain, to bind Nada he had to make Nada pregnant. Because honestly, losing Tone seemed to lose half a breath.

The eagle began to plan the action, he peered out from the crevice of his study, 15 minutes ago he saw Nada back from the back garden. Since Nada was left by the Eagle, Nada spent more time in the back garden and on the balcony. Mungpung Sya is in school and the clock back home is still a long time, this is the opportunity of the Eagle to meet Nada in a room that he has not slept in for almost a week. Moreover, his desire is now in the crown, Eagle can no longer hold it. He also misses Nada.

The eagle opened the room door slowly, then quickly locked it. Simultaneously the Eagle saw a new tone coming out of the bathroom, wrapped in a towel and wet hair draped. Such circumstances make Nada more sexy and exciting.

Tone was surprised to see the Eagle suddenly enter and looked at him sharply, like the gaze of a hungry tiger, ready to pounce. Then Nada watched the Eagle that closed the curtains tightly without leaving a gap.

"Darling....!" suddenly the Eagle hugged Nada from behind, Nada was not ready so his body slammed and rested on the Eagle's chest. The eagle did not waste this golden opportunity. Nada quickly carried him to the bed. Once pull the towel off the body of Tone.

"Serve me!" the door was filled with unbearable passion. The tone held the Eagle's chest as a sign of rejection. But in vain, the powerful Eagle's hand was able to lock in Nada's small rebellion. Nada actually did not really reject the Eagle, he was just shocked and unprepared for the Eagle's surprise attack. If I can be honest, Nada also misses Eagles very much. As weak as it was the defense of Tone over the charm of the Eagle. So that he momentarily forgot the sadness of the Eagle's angry attitude a week ago.

"The kangen has not touched you for a week," the appeal came out of the Eagle's mouth which is now very active in launching kisses that make Nada lost reason. He accepted those touches willingly, moreover the Eagle actually brought him to his knees in the name of the same passion.

"I miss you baby.... !" say Eagle Behind \*\*\*\*\*\*\*\* issued Tone. The eagle was happy to see Nada's reaction this time. He really is totality serving the desires of the Eagle. That's why the Eagle can't afford to lose the tone. Tone really gave her what she wanted.

Almost half an hour of struggle, give and take each other. Both of them suddenly forget the cold war that has been going on for a week, with the sting of love burning. Tone was about to rise, but the Eagle grabbed him and hugged Nada back tightly.

The eagle woke up when his hand felt lightly moved, earlier he hugged Nada and his hand became the headstool of Nada. "Where's Nada?" mutant Eagle got up and looked at the watch in his hand. Still at one o'clock, there's a chance to get ready to pick up Sya.

The eagle was ready with his clothes and immediately went down to the car garage. The roar of the car engine is heard and the sound disappears with the passing of the car leaving the yard.

Tone felt his chest feel tight seeing the Eagle go not looking for him. Though he thought after the link, the Eagle would remember him and look for him. The Eagle's tone of mind had already forgiven his attitude.

While on the way to pick up Sya at school, Eagle gets a call from someone, it seems very important and urgent.

"Hello... Da... What...? I'll be there soon." Eagle immediately turned off his phone and drove his car at a slightly high speed.

After successfully picking up Sya, Elang drove his car as fast as possible to a private hospital in the city. Who is the Eagle to see?

Until 10 pm, Nada was worried because the Eagle and Sya had not returned. Tone becomes restless and afraid of anything happening to both. Fretfully, Nada prayed for the safety of both.

The night changed by day, Nada was again surprised by the absence of Eagle and Sya in the room. Nada tried to contact HP Eagle but was inactive. "What is this, why didn't Mas Eagle and Sya go home?"

"Bie... Bi Ijah or Bi Narti, is there a call from Mas Elang by the house phone?" tanya Tada full of misgivings.

"There's no Non?" Reply Bi Narti and Bi Ijah compact. The answers they both react to make Nada increasingly troubled.

Tone tries to re-contact the Eagle number, this time active but not raised by the Eagle. Tone is getting restless and confused.

"Mas lift dong Mas....!" his mum begged as Nada tried to call back Eagle's number.

Two hours later the person who was waiting came, Eagle's car rang out. Tone ran and approached the front door. He saw the Eagle out of the car alone with a tangled face. The eagle walked with long strides and was in a hurry.

"Mas... Mas Eagle... Why didn't you come home last night?" tanya Nada while juxtaposing the steps of the Eagle. The eagle did not turn his head, he ran towards the stairs and entered the room. The tone continued to follow the Eagle until it entered the room.

"Mas... What's wrong? Why didn't I go home last night, and now where did I go? Is it school?" tanya Nada was curious.

"I'm in a hurry, I don't have time to explain to you!" Elang Sahut while wearing his jacket.

"Where else are you going, what is it exactly? Don't let Tone down again, Mas?" tanya Nada while hugging the back of the Eagle tried to hold the Eagle to leave. The eagle slowly turned its body then looked at the deep tone.

"I'm sorry, I have to go. I'm hustling. Stay home, I'll go again" replied the Eagle, releasing Nada's hand. Nada wanted to chase the Eagle but his head suddenly dizzy, then Nada sat his body on the bed while kneeling his temple. The roar of the car engine sounded indicating the Eagle was gone.