"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Calls from the Past

A beautiful morning in the city of Tabanan, it feels cool. The sun was still shy to show its light. Cold air penetrates the skin, making lazy all over the earth to do the movement in this morning. Nada and Eagle were still wrapped in blankets on the left and right sides of Sya.

After the great struggle last night until the early hours, they moved to Sya's room to continue the dream there. She was very sound last night, so the arrival of the Eagle and Nada to her bed was not at all disturbing.

Nada hugged Sya back who felt comfortable for her. The eagle glanced at Nada while pinching the small nose of Nada. The eagle imagines the incident last night until the early hours of the morning, himself and Nada both enjoy the long togetherness in the sparkling romance.

"Mas, don't be rude!" prevent it when last night the Eagle is enjoying every inch of the body fragrance of Nada. The tone was so adorable, preventing but he seemed resigned and challenged the Eagle to continue slashing.

"What the hell, Mom, is laughing? Don't you imagine anything perverted?" tuding Tone whimpering.

"Yes, that's right. I was imagining perverted things with you last night." The eagle again pinched Nada's nose while laughing contentedly at Nada. Tone could only scowl annoyedly seduced like that. He was embarrassed to imagine last night. Refuse but willing as well and resigned, how shameful Nada.

"Well, you must be imagining what happened last night, you were so aggressive and naughty last night, honey. And I like it." The eagle still has not stopped teasing the Tone until the cheeks of the Tone look like a red cherry tomato.

Tone rose slowly down the bed, she was afraid of waking up the still sound Sya. The tone out of the room left the Eagle who was still snorting jail to him.

Arriving at the homestay's living room, Nada approached the glass window and opened it. The window is very nice, facing east. The sun that was no longer shy, casually barged into the gap of the window that was getting wider.

Instantly Nada covered her eyes with one hand, a sense of glare now she felt. But the sun this morning was warm with the air. The rest of the night is raining which makes the morning in Tabanan city feel cool and comfortable.

Tone breathed a lot of air this morning. "*Thank you, O God, you still bestow us**life this morning, with all Your goodness*. *We can still welcome you this morning with*happy*." In the heart of Nada thanked the Almighty for the abundance of favors that he had felt so far.

"Kepp." Suddenly two hands were already coiled in the stomach of Tone. Nada already knows the culprit, it's definitely his father jabang baby who always nagged him. And the kiss on his cheek is now a long-lost Eagle.

"Mas, don't ruin Nada's mood. Mas Eagle's chin is still not shaved yes, because the pain hit the cheek Tone." Komplen tone while rubbing his cheekbones hit by the Elang whisker that grows, but feels pain.

"It hurts, honey? Last night, it wasn't. Even you keep calling," the god still brings up the sweet story last night. Shy tone, he scowled and tried to let go of the Eagle's embrace.

"Honey, today we take a walk to explore the city of Bali, do you want?"

"Whataa, walks? Mau dong, Mas. Time to Bali just sit sleeping in the inn," he said as he turned to face the Eagle and looked at the Eagle happily.

"*Oh my goodness, honey, you're so happy that you're just**then you take a walk*." The eagle muttered in his heart. Suddenly the corner of his eye held a clear grain that was ready to fall, the Eagle was moved to discover the fact that Tone was that simple and completely sincere. The eagle was too stupid, always hearing the influence of his mother that Nada wanted to be his wife because he saw a rich eagle and because of his property.

Seeing her husband teary-eyed, Nada was very astonished. Then he picked up a tissue and rubbed the nearly fallen clear grain. "Eagle, why the hell, how would you cry?" tanyakanya.

"No, Honey. I was just so excited to see your happiness so simple. Mas felt guilty not being able to give it all from the beginning," said the regretful Eagle.

"Already dong Mas, no need to regret, this has happened. And again Nada never asked Mas Eagle to give abundant treasure to Nada. Make whatever treasure abounds if there is no inner happiness, free. Now Nada feels the great inner happiness of Mas Eagle who has been attentive, and Mother who began to be able to accept Nada even though she did not want to talk much with Nada," said Nada at length calming the anguish of the Eagle heart.

The eagle looked at Nada, he smiled happily at all of Nada's soothing words.

"Mas, right this homestay wants to be rented why we live? Keep the sheets on the bed that we have used. What if someone rents?" Tone looks worried.

The eagle laughed, feeling funny with the question of Nada who was new this time having a homestay business. "Just calm down, honey. Don't worry. We'll rent this homestay next month. If now, let us especially you as the owner enjoy first. Later after we go home, this homestay will be sterilized and cleaned. The sheets are washed and replaced with new ones. I've recruited employees to guard and maintain this homestay really." Eagle explained. Tone nodded in understanding.

"So, will it be noon you are ready for me to take a walk, Lady Eagle?" The eagle stared expectantly while publishing a happy smile.

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The day starts to crack, the clock on the wall shows 9.00 WITA or 8.00 WIB. Eagles and Nada and Sya had finished their morning breakfast. Eagles plan to take them for a walk to the beaches in Bali.

As well as the State Star, today he also plans to invite Rafa to the beaches of Sanur and Legian. The goal of Eagle and Star is not the same, but their two children want to always be together. Finally, the Eagle and the Star follow the wishes of two different-aged boys. The important thing is they want to ride the Banana boat instead of going for a walk.

Finally the Eagle and the Star went together. They follow where the wishes of their two favorite children. The first destination, because they want to sky, surf and ride the banana boat, Eagle and Star direct the destination to Tanjung Benoa. Once satisfied to play, they can go to Sanur or Kuta because the distance is not too far away.

It's not hard for the stars to get a ride. Because in Bali, Bintang is a strong influence among Balinese entrepreneurs.

The main destination to reach Tanjung Benoa, although it must take approximately 1.47 minutes from Tabanan. The joy of Sya and Rafa is irreplaceable. They got out of the car and immediately chose a banana boat game. The Eagle and the Star accompanied their children on a banana boat. While Nada waits in Gazebo while enjoying a water drink with a.

Satisfied playing banana boat, the two boys did not want to stop, they wanted to surf. The Eagle and the Star granted his request. The two of them took care of the two handsome boys and watched.

When Nada was waiting, suddenly his WA phone rang. Tone looking for HP who sounds, apparently his. When Nada saw who was contacting her, Nada was quite stunned. Nadie's childhood friend and close neighbor while in Bandung called. Tone confused what should he do, lift it or let it go? The tone let the sound of the call end. But a few minutes later it rang again, as if impatient to be lifted.

With a force to lift it.📱"Assalamu'alaikum, Nad! It's me, Nadie, how are you doing now?" (Nad)

📱"Wa'alaikumsalam. Good Tone, Brother Nadie. Rather how?" (Tone)

📱"I, Alhamdulillah well. Oh yes, I want to apologize for asking your phone number from Father. At that time I went to the workshop, and asked for your HP number. You didn't want to give, but because I forced you to finally give your number. Again I'm sorry!" (Nad)

📱"Ohhh, it's okay Brother Nadie. Is there anything that Nadie's sister called Nada?" (Tone)

📱"Can't I ask, Nad?" (Nad)

📱"What problems, Brother?" (Tone)

📱"Nad, have you really forgotten Brother? Remember we used to play together and go to school together?" (Nad)

📱"Tone still remembers Sis, about our memories. Tone never forgets it." (Tone)

📱"So, you haven't forgotten about our relationship?"(Nadine)

📱"Which relationship, Brother?"(Tone)

📱"Our close relationship, did I not once express love with you, yes, even though you did not answer directly, but we are often together and you never rejected it. So, don't you want to remember the slightest thing?"(Nadine)

📱"Sorry Brother Nadie, our relationship that was long ago, and became the past. Nada is married and has a husband. Even now Nada is pregnant with her first child. So, Nada apologizes, if Nada can't go back in time. Because we are no longer anyone. No one has it." (Tone)

For a moment the voice on the other end of the phone was not heard, as if it was digesting the conversation Nada just now.

📱"Sir Nadie, halooo" (Tone)

📱"Yes already then, Nad. I'm sorry for interrupting your time. May you be happy with your family." (Nad).

Nada had not had time to end or say hello, Nadie had disconnected her phone. Tone was quite stunned, along with that the Eagle suddenly came and startled the pensive Nada thinking of Nadie who unceremoniously cut off her phone connection.

"Finished talking to your ex-boyfriend, huh?" Sinis Eagle suddenly glared at the question that made the heart beat irregularly. Like being caught cheating, but not.

"Mas, Brother Nadie called. He was just a pleasant thought asking Nada and congratulating us on our domestic life" replied Nada a little nervously. The eagle smiled blandly as he grabbed the HP Tone, then fiddled with his HP. There the Eagle finds two missed calls from the same number as the number that Nada received. Then the Eagle blocked him without further ado.

"Tone apologizes, Nada did not mean to lift it," said Nada hoped the Eagle understood. The eagle was silent, his eyes implying anger, then returned Nada's HP to Nada's hand a little rough. Tone nodded and became sad.

Meanwhile, in a luxurious house, a handsome young man appears to be ending a phone call with someone, he is Nadie. Nadie was deeply saddened after hearing her talk with Nada. He was disappointed Nada could not get any more.

"Nada, even though I came here on purpose looking for you. All houses, treasures I have only for you, but you already have. I'm disappointed Nad, it turns out you never loved me" she said slowly with a sad look.

"Already Nad, don't think too much about Nada, he's your past. She's happy with her husband, don't force your heart to have him. Because it's not good, he already belongs to someone else." A middle-aged woman beside him tries to give strength and support to Nadie, his beloved son. He rubbed his shoulders affectionately.