"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

What's Up With Mom

POV 1 (Tone)

We came back from the Garden of Happiness before the Maghrib. Tired, disappointed, and angry together into one. It was clearly visible on the face of the Eagle. Ironically, the Happy Garden that should bring happiness when coming home, now presents a very deep disappointed face for Mas Eagle.

Pursue the intention to the Lake of Love and choose to go to the Happy Garden to avoid a bitter memory, like a real boomerang for Mas Elang. Paid in cash by a fate that cannot be prevented. Instantly Mas Eagle seemed to fall, he went straight to the balcony and lit a cigarette. I can already imagine how many cigarette butts did Mas Elang bakar.

Azan Magrib reverberated, I momentarily went to Sya's room, saw Sya was doing what. Apparently Bi Ijah was already in Sya's room.

"Bi Ijah .. later I take it directly down to dinner yes," I said.

"Mother!" call Sya before I move from the front door of the room. My steps stopped, then my body turned towards Sya.

"Yes, Yes?"

"Later the bobonya want the same Mother," he asked. It's not usually that I sleep with him.

"OK, after dinner" I promised with a smile. She returned my smile sweetly.

"Mother, where is Papa?"

"Papa is on the balcony of Sya's room, but Sya can not go there, because there is a lot of cigarette smoke, cigarette smoke a lot," my class while approaching Sya and rubbing Sya's hair.

I went back to my room to clean up and take my ablution. At first glance I turned towards the balcony, Mas Eagle was still there with a cigarette in his hand. His mouth and hands were unpretentious to receive a cigarette tucked in the crevice of his fingers.

After finishing my prayer, I intend to go down to see my mother and dinner, but before moving on, for a moment I found Mas Eagle who was salty holding a cigarette. I shake my head with Mas Eagle's situation that looks frustrating.

For my sake, I put aside the heartache, and stepped towards Mother's room. When I arrived, Mom was having dinner at the bribe of Ms. Vera, the nurse hired by Mas Elang.

I approached Mom and greeted her. "Mr ....!" Mom looked over and scrunched her forehead.

"Mom, we're having dinner, huh?" ask me for pleasantries, because I know Mom will definitely not be friendly or answer my question.

"Where's the view?" Mother asked back.

"The Eagle's Mas is still on top, ma'am. And then come down to eat. Tone to the kitchen first, yes, Mom, want to accompany Sya eat," I said as I turned around.

"Tone ....!" Suddenly Mother's voice sounded calling and I was very astonished. I immediately turned to face Mom.

"Yes, Mom," I said. She was silent and just staring at the floor. I approached Mom and rubbed her shoulders. If you remember his bad attitude towards me, I feel like I want to behave the same, which is judes and evil, but I am not the type of peddler, he said, so despite the heartache, I can still keep the pain deep.

"Why, Mom?" ask again. But again, Mother was silent. "Want to eat more?" manya curious. Mom shakes.

"Go!" drive Mom away while waving a code so I can get out.

"Yes, Mom. If you need anything, just say it." Mom shook her head and threw her hand telling me to come out. I also came out with a wondering heart. "What's wrong with Mom?"