"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Nada Theatre

The POV Author

After informing Nada of the state, and advising what Eagle should do to Nada during severe morning sickness, Midwife Dina bade as she warned once again, "do not forget to follow what I have suggested, please cooperate, especially Mr. Eagle who is the main contributor to Mbak Nada's pregnancy. Excuse me first!" Midwife Dina left while smiling.

The eagle seemed to blush embarrassed as he approached Nada and grabbed his fingers and then crushed it. "Darling, I'm sorry. Because I ignored you too much" he said gently, looking into Nada's delicate eyes and slightly inward. This was all due to tiredness fighting the severe nausea of the past three days, as well as the lack of food intake in the body of Nada. While he did not get the attention of the Eagle at all, only his ART could Nada ask for help.

Tone threw his face to the side, from the moment the Eagle arrived, he had not spoken at all to the Eagle. Heart Tone disappointed, Eagle was too indifferent to her pregnancy. On the other hand, Nada understood, but the other side of his heart said, not only his mother or work is a concern, but he also needs attention.

"Honey, try to talk to me, I don't want to be left like this. Talk dong!" urged Eagle.

"Go Mas, no need to wait for Nada. Nada became nauseous being close to Mas Eagle," said Nada suddenly. One talk directly makes the Eagle's heart beat disappointed.

"Ehh .. Why speak like that, I'm your husband. Time close to your own husband, nausea?"

"Yes, Mas, Nada nausea. Just let the waiting Nada here Bi Narti, Mas go home," Nada forced. After all, Nada was indeed very upset with the Eagle, so she was currently pretending to feel nauseous if she was close to her husband.

"You're really nauseous, honey, close to me. I'm the father of the fetus you're carrying, how come?"

"It could be Mas, it's possible that the fetus in the womb of Nada does not want to be close to his father," reason Nada.

"Why, weird, how could that be?" Curious eagle. As he got closer to Nada, Nada immediately bowed as if to spit out something.

"Hooq .. huek .... !" that is, Nada made the atmosphere become dramatic after being approached by the Eagle. His regret was used as an opportunity to reply to the attitude of the Eagle who yesterday was very indifferent to Nada, with the reason tired of taking care of the work mother, and others again, but the wife seemed to be excluded. When you want, force the wahid number. That's the Eagle, still high egotistical.

"Okay, hon. Nausea .... ?" The eagle was in a fog and panicked, then went out to look for Bi Narti. But Bi Narti does not exist. Forced the Eagle to return again because of worry, although Nada did not want to get close to him because of nausea.

"Darling ... Bi Narti is not there, then Mas get a tissue yes, or Mas take to the bathroom if you want to vomit a lot," he said while sitting back next to Nada who was wiping the lips of the former vomit.

"Mas, don't get close, Nada is afraid of nausea again. Especially if it stinks!" tones, Eagle kissed his whole body smelling the smell that Nada said just now.

"Where there is smell, you are cravings, so smell me that smells like smell. Duhhh .. There-there is!" the upset.

"Already! Mas, the distance is not too close, if near Nada is afraid of nausea again," hold Nada. The eagle was forced to obey for fear of his wife nausea and vomiting again.

"Mas ... used to be when Mbak Mayang was pregnant, Mas Elang what attention?" Nada asked suddenly about Mayang, with a serious but teary look on her eyes. The eagle jerks, of course the memory does not want him to remember again, considering the actions of Mayang who turned his love into hate.

"Why the hell, honey you asked about someone else. People I never want to remember, please don't. You want to compare my attention to my past. With that in mind, it hurts too much for me. So, please don't reveal my past, now or later!" the Eagle protested and smouldered a little. He did not want to remember Mayang again, because the pain that Mayang inscribed for him was too painful.

"Definitely, Mas Elang is more attention to him, because Mbak Mayang is the daughter-in-law that mother receives, while Nada, mother alone never considered Nada there, let alone the attention of Mas Elang." The eagle rose up and squeezed his hair, a pain in the head suddenly appeared just like that.

"Mas, don't want to talk about anybody, honey. Please don't talk about anyone else, I won't be able to hold back my anger if I have to remember him. Very disappointed, you know that? Now, all I have is you. So, you don't have to doubt my love and my affection are the same as yours. I love you and love you, but when you don't like you, you're sick now. Do I have to choose one? That's impossible, Nada. Please, understand my position," said the Eagle with a gasp of breath.

Tone stared at the Eagle who was behind him, his irregular breathing visible from his back that was descending up. There was a sense of panic that Nada felt when he saw the Eagle talking earlier, he would never respond gently or calmly if he had carried the name Mayang. And maybe Nada wrong strategy to make drama for his disappointment with the Eagle? Nada should know, that Eagle is traumatized by the name of Mayang, even as if allergic.

"Mas will stay here. Mas came out first to look for a cigarette," he said while tiptoeing.

"Mas, there's no need to stay here. Nada does not want to be close to Mas Elang. It is better for Nada to be accompanied by others than accompanied by Mas Elang," said Nada while glazed. The eagle stopped its steps and turned around then approached Nada.

Nada returned to the show, she bowed then ... "Hoek .. hoek .... !" The eagle stayed away and kept its distance from the Tone. Looks like he was beguiled by Nada's play.

"Go, don't come near! Mas Eagle stinks, even compared to the garbage puller, Mas Eagle is much more smelly," said Nada repel Eagle makes Eagle wide. The eagle smelled all over his body, but there was no smell at all. The eagle was saddened by Nada's scornful remarks by comparing himself to the janitor that he smelled more.

"Your dear husband scoffs at his own husband. All right, I'm not gonna catch on. But tomorrow, Mas will pick you up even if you say this Mas smells more than the janitor," he said.

"No need to pick up, Mas. Tone is better picked up Mr. Darma than picked up by Mas Elang. So do not bother to pick up Nada," said Nada as if to spill his emotions as hard as possible by rejecting the Eagle.

"Why is that, honey? Just because I ignored and already apologized, but you really have to refuse Mas to pick up," said Eagle did not think out. He was disappointed at Nada's refusal.

"Go, Mas!" throw out Nada once again. And finally the Eagle relented and left after painstakingly persuading Nada in various ways. After the Eagle had completely left, the pensive tone he was slightly satisfied to have spilled his disappointment and regret towards the Eagle by playing with nausea while adjacent to the Eagle.