"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

As Wife's Obligation

Dancing with a romantic atmosphere, brought us dissolved in the cradle of romance. Slowly Mas Eagle fused our lips, clenched each other for a long time and without me realizing I was reciprocating this gentle and romantic treatment.

"Darling... I really miss....!" he said it was heavy, while carrying my body in his lap and laying on the bed. Mas Eagle runs turn off the lights replaced with dim table lamps.

"Tonight let's just say it's our second honeymoon night, Mas has been waiting for this for a long time." The kiss came back deeper and more intimate. Mas Eagle treats me softly like his usual nights. But for me, it's our most romantic night.

With a single pull, the rope of the dress came off. Apart from anger, the annoyance that previously existed now disappeared somewhere. Lulled by a burning romance, it brings together hope, love, and taste.

At dawn, I saw Azan being heard. I woke up with a heavy body. That burly hand was still at home hugging this waist. I slowly lifted it up to let go. But heavy and difficult, because the owner of the hand even realize and strengthen the winding.

I sat on the bed with the hand of Mas Eagle wrapped around. For a moment I was pensively recalling the terrible events of last night, I so enjoyed all the treatment of this handsome man beside me. Honestly, I love her so much and never thought of parting from her.

I was just angry and left, but not to be let go, but to be wooed back and given a shower of love. As weak as it was I was faced with Mas Eagle, withering only with his friendly words and gentle and romantic treatment.

I looked at that handsome face, but something changed a little. Mas Eagle took care of a little, I don't know what he thought so that his weight shrank. I still look at that face. A second later the face of Mas Eagle who was shady, looked tired and clearly illustrated with sadness.

Indeed, I admit that during the time I married him, the treatment of Mas Eagle to me was still natural and never committed physical violence. In educating children only the puppet is so soft, also to mothers who always make upset almost never say rude, under the pretext of fear of being an ungodly child. Though the mother always makes a tantrum, but Mas Eagle is not even angry and rude. Mas Elang simply reprimanded without making mother feel regret, and the rest of him demanded that I should understand his attitude, without feeling my feelings.

I should be grateful to have a husband like Mas Eagle, filial and never say rude to his mother. But. remember that my sadness came back. Mas Eagle almost never felt my feelings when it came to his mother. Clearly, the Eagle always ignored my feelings.

I got up and forced to release the burly hand from the circumference of my waist. I got off the bed past Mas Elang. The eagle realized I was rising.

"Darling.... !" call hoarse.

I ignored, especially I had to take a big shower and pray Fajr.

Suddenly I felt so nauseous that I had to go straight to the bathroom.

"Geek.. uwek....!"

Dizziness and nausea suddenly strike. I tried standing on the wall withstanding the sudden headache and nausea. I have felt dizzy several times with this nausea, but I consider this a regular headache.

Out of the bathroom, apparently Mas Eagle was awake. He sat on the edge of the bed with a face that was still sleepy.

"So, I hear you're vomiting, why?" tanyanya.

"Headache and a little nausea, Mas. It might catch a cold from AC" I said as I went and sat at the dresser.

"Wait, let's order some warm ginger tea later so that your body is warmer and tastier. But Mas cleaned himself first," he said as he headed for the bathroom. Fifteen minutes later, Mas Eagle came out of the bathroom.

"Drink....!" Mas Eagle gave me one cup of warm ginger tea and placed the snack in front of me.

"Let's go home... I've got tickets home for both." I was immediately stunned to hear Mas Eagle talking home.

"Home....?" The Eagle nodded. I stood up and moved to sit towards the dresser.

"Nada doesn't want to go home yet. Allow Nada here in a few days!" beguile.

"What... why....?" tanya Mas Elang was curious.

"Nada... is still at home here Mas, let Nada calm down a few more days, Nada please!" I say again with full supplication.

"Why wait a few more days to get home? Deliberately picked you up. Do you not love Sya anymore?" Mas Eagle's question this time I can't answer, I'm silent not struggling.

"Go home. We need you!" he again begged as he grabbed my shoulder from behind.

"For this time Nada begs, allow Nada to stay here for a few days. Nada please understanding Mas Eagle!"

"Darling... Please obey. If Mas lets you here and Mas go home without taking you, Mas is worried about you."

"Mas don't worry, Nada can take care of himself here," I said reassured.

"After we got that close last night, did you not make a move? I miss you so much and wish we could be together again, but why are you acting like my request doesn't matter?" I was silent and ready to take his talk again.

"Well what our relationship meant last night, you enjoyed it so much, me too."

"That's all a form of Nada's obligation as a wife to her husband, nothing more" I said flatly. Hearing this Mas Eagle as if not accepted.

"Why do you do this, my dear.When I hope that I will be able to bring you home today in front of Him, this is all my request and Sya. I'd be very disappointed this time if I didn't manage to take you home" he said.

"Please, plisss.don't force Nada for this one. Mas Eagle please understand Nada!" I pleaded while staring fixedly at Mas Eagle's face. The eagle grabbed my face.

"So much you're mad at me, that you don't want to go home now." The eagle looked sad, his face was grim. I almost felt unbearable.

"*Excuse Nada Mas, not Nada want**make Mas Eagle feel more guilty**on Nada, but in your heart do not**sit apologizes to me, you just*busy persuading and seducing, but in your heart do not***excuse me, but never**apologize*," my monologue in my heart.

Mas Eagle seemed to let out a deep sigh before starting to talk to me.