"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

To Mother's House 2 (Bitter Statement)

I took my breath in, feeling caught off guard by Mas Elang's demands.

Mas Eagle still looked at me sharply, I immediately lowered my head. I can't argue anymore. I actually understand the meaning of Mas Elang. Want to bring me closer and reconcile with Mom. But the time seemed inappropriate, when I still felt hurt and the mind could not think clearly, I was forced to be able to make peace with mother.

"Mas, why now? Mas will guarantee, if Nada comes to Mother's house, then we will get along and immediately familiar without a stiff feeling? As time goes by, we will definitely get better. If it's like this, Mas Eagle forced his name" I protested.

"Effort, I can treat your father well. Why aren't you?" Besides I don't want to procrastinate any more late, if it can be solved now, why wait any longer?" That's right what Elang said. Mas Eagle on the father is so good, even Mas Eagle always sends money without my knowledge.

"But you're not like Mom, Mom. You never pestered our household" I argued. The Eagle was silent, his eyes looking straight ahead.

"So what do you want?"

"She wants, let us flow as is. Let Nada set the heart of Nada until Nada can be relieved and release all the problems that once inscribed mother just disappeared. Let us both correct and introspect ourselves, Mas. If found this way, not necessarily we can immediately sincerely forgive each other and forget."

"You want to delay peace, you mean? You want to be vindictive by letting the problem drag on without peace? "

"That's not what Nada means, Mom! As Nada has said, let us correct each other and introspect each other first. After all, Nada never had a grudge against mom. Tone always forgives Mom, "my debate once again.

"You seem to have started to argue. Look yeah, I don't want to be a bad boy to parents, especially Mama. She's my real mother that I should always respect. So, whatever my decision is, you must follow!" the pressure is firm not to be denied. I was instantly silent with eyes that began to dew.

Mas Elang reappeared Pajiranya split the road to the mother's house. We were silent until Pajira's car was not felt in front of the mother's yard. I got out of the car without waiting for Mas Elang to open, then opened the back door to pick me up. But the Eagle forbade me. I stopped, then stood by the door while waiting for Mas Elang.

I walked after Mas Eagle who held Sya to the house of the mother who was quite large. On the doorstep appeared women half a century and welcomed our arrival.

"Den Eagle, Non Tone....!" sapanya friendly. She's Bi Inah ART at Mom's house. "Please, Den. happens to be the Madam is not at home. Madam went by the gravestone half an hour ago," Bi Inah's news.

"How many hours is the arc, Bi?"

"Not necessarily, Den. Sometimes up to two hours is even more," replied Bi Inah.

"Den Eagle and Non Tone, eat first. Bi Inah will prepare."

"No need, Bi! We ate at home first. We'll just take a break first. My wife is tired too." The eagle gave an excuse. It's true that I'm very tired plus headaches, like if put to bed would be good.

"This is the guest room, Den," said Bi Inah while showing the guest room and taking us to the guest room. I was still following Mas Eagle and entered into a guest room. Then she was put to sleep.

This room is large enough for the size of the guest room. So that we are so free to be in it.

Suddenly Mas Eagle grabbed my waist and hugged it longing. Of course, I can guess this gelagat, his desire is high again. If this is the case, I refuse Mas Eagle always succeeds in controlling me. And if I refuse, she'll be angry, unless I'm really in the way.

"But... Tone is a headache Mas....!" reject me subtly with a headache as the reason.

"Come on. mungpung Mama is not there," he forced.

"Nada is really tired Mas, Nada wants to lay a headache Tone," I said again reasoned.

At this time Mas Elang was able to pamper me and give me joy that floated, which was able to forget for a moment my upset feelings to mother and Mas Elang. When we finished our hot activities, thankfully Sya was still sleeping.

"Come, shower. After the bath we take a short break," he took me to the bathroom. There we really took a shower, though the Eagle still stole a fleeting kiss on my lips. We rub each other's bodies and rinse our bodies alternately.

After the bath, I immediately put on my clothes, as well as Mas Eagle. We were both drizzled because we had just had a big shower. His intention was to rest, but outside the room we heard mother's voice. Me and Mas Eagle looked at each other and finally compactly stood towards the door of the room and exited the room.

"Ma... go home arisan?" Mas Elang greeted Mom and greeted Mom followed by me who also shook Mom's hand.

"Yes El, Mama was shopping for cakes and fruits. Tumbens... El, you guys going to Mama's?" mother said as she looked at us alternately, her gaze leading to our wet hair.

"We want only Ma, after all we have never stayed at Mama's house as long as El married Nada. Why, can't Ma?"

"No, El. Can really. You are Mama's son and daughter-in-law. By the way, did you guys take a shower? " ask Mom curious.

"Yes, Ma. We're hot because of the rage on the road." The eagle gave an excuse.

"*Mother's curiosity must have been so great because**looked at us equally as clinical and still**wet*," I asked in my heart.

"Well, take it to the kitchen of this cake and fruits, and prepare it! I want to spend the afternoon with my son-in-law" he told Bi Inah.

"Lho... Where's she?" Mom just realized the whereabouts of Sya, her granddaughter.

"Still asleep, Ma."

"Yes, Mama has gone to the bathroom first, want to wash your face and clean first. 15 minutes later you guys follow yes," said Mama while smiling as if really happy to welcome us.

Seeing Mother smiling kindly and happily like this, I assumed that the way Mas Eagle brought me to Mother's house to reconcile and bring me and Mother closer was not in vain. And now Mom's showing her friendly and welcoming attitude towards me.

"Tuh, look at that. My mother showed a good attitude in front of us. Therefore, you do not prejudge the bad dong first." Mas Eagle pinched my nose while smiling happily.

"Yes, Mas" I replied with a smile.

"Let's spend the afternoon like you promised." The Eagle pulled my arm towards Mom's kitchen, but I held her back.

"Mas, let's take a look. Who knows, I'm awake." The Eagle agreed. And we went to the room to see Sya, but Sya was still sound and there was no sign of waking up.

We turned our heads to Mom's kitchen. In the kitchen there was the sound of Mother and Bi Inah chatting until sometimes heard laughing. Apparently I'm good too, with ART alone as if there is no distance. It's possible that Mom will actually be nice to me as well from now on.

Our steps are getting closer and the conversation of Mother and Bi Inah is getting clearer.

"The woman on the bed, came to the house of in-laws and greeted the in-laws with wet hair. No use, free if only enjoyed in bed. Unprofitable. Still mending Sonia, unfortunately Sonia betrayed. If only Sonia hadn't betrayed me, then I'd rather have Sonia be my daughter-in-law." Tandas Ibu while ending with a crisp laugh as if satisfied to let out his frustration towards me to Bi Inah.

My chest suddenly tightened, my tears fell instantly and profusely, my head suddenly hurt immeasurably. I was filled with tears. Mas Eagle who heard also Mother's talk to Bi Inah, amazed and shocked. His face flushed with anger. Just this time I saw Mas Eagle that angry. Then Mas Eagle rushed to Mother and Bi Inah.

"Mrs....!" Mom and Bi Inah were shocked.