"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

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POV 1 (Tone)

When Mas Elang left I suddenly felt my head hurt, I sat my body in the bed while kneeling my temple. "Oh my goodness, it hurts," I whispered softly. Then I lay down my body suddenly like less vit.

Thinking about Mas Eagle's strange attitude, the pain in my head became more and more. I tried to get up but it felt like my body was limp, originally intended to call Bi Narti or Bi Ijah from the door of the room. I had to call them on the house phone.

"Halo Bi Narti, this is my Tone. Please make a warm ginger tea yes, I feel a headache and not feeling well. Please Bi, soon!" my orders while closing the call.

Not long after, Bi Narti came up with a glass filled with warm ginger tea on the tray. Bi Narti put the glass on a small table near the bed.

"Please Non, warm ginger tea! Non tone hurts huh?" bi Narti said while helping me who wanted to get up and sit on the bed.

"Yes Bi, I had a sudden headache and was a little unwell. My body also feels jolly," I complained as I grabbed a glass containing warm ginger tea and sipped it.

"Don't Non Nada is filling," said Bi Narti.

"Fuck, what do you mean, Bi?" my question is not understanding.

"I mean Aunt, Non Nada like pregnant," said Bi Narti who suddenly made me stupefied in disbelief.

"Is that really Bi?" kosaku.

"Yes Non, usually the young pregnant will experience headaches. Bi Narti was convinced, Non Nada was pregnant. Check on Non, does Non Nada want Aunt to take you to the clinic for a check-up?" bi Narti offered his help.

"Ah not Bi, then. I will tell my husband first. I haven't been asked yet so I'm not sure" I said.

"Yes already then Non, rest first. I'm back down yeah!" pamit Bi Narti while leaving the room.

As much as Bi Narti I pensively thought for a moment about what Bi Narti said earlier on his assumption that I was pregnant. My smile suddenly rose to my lips. If it were true, I would be very happy. But... What about Mas Eagle? Will she be happy to hear the news of my pregnancy while she was still cold. Hopefully, Mas Eagle has really forgiven me the trouble at his colleague's wedding.

I laid back my body after drinking the warm ginger tea water which made the pain in my head subside. Either because of comfort and sleep, I also fell asleep in the cradle of the clock ticking wall.

I saw the Adhan heard in various corners of the place, so it woke up sleeping in my broad daylight. I rushed to the bathroom to fulfill my duty as a Muslim.

Two o'clock in the afternoon, Bi Narti came upstairs to tell me that lunch was ready. But I refused, on the grounds of wanting to wait for Sya and Mas Eagle to come home. And somehow Mas Eagle and Sya haven't come home yet, this is really weird.

"Let's....!" Bi Narti who was about to leave the room, turned around and came back to me.

"Yes, Non?"

"By Non!"

"This is the money, two Bi!" I said while giving a piece of red money to Bi Narti's hand. Bi Narti immediately grabbed the money and was about to leave.

"Just come back for Auntie," I said, who was welcomed by Bi Narti and immediately left the door.?

Shortly after Bi Narti left, I suddenly felt nauseous and I had to go to the bathroom to let out a nausea that felt like pushing my stomach contents. But when I vomited it, what came out was not food scraps, but a clear liquid and the last yellowish liquid that tasted bitter in the esophagus.

My nausea was a little plump after I let out a little vomit from my mouth, which was just a liquid. I came out of the bathroom and pinched my temple, along with that I was a little surprised because in the room there was already Mas Eagle.

"Mas.." I said as I approached Mas Elang and greeted him. This is the first time since a week ago Mas Eagle is hostile towards me, I can kiss back the hand of Mas Eagle. Mas Eagle is still cold even though it was not bad yesterday.

Suddenly Bi Narti came and called out, "Den Eagle and Non Nada, the lunch is ready. And this is Non, the test. Aunty bought this brand, said the Pharmacist is very accurate even if used when looking for a check in broad daylight. But if you want more apdol the morning when the first urine." Me and Mas Eagle gawked simultaneously upon hearing Bi Narti's explanation.

Bi Narti excuse me to come out and now it's just me and Mas Eagle. "The prospect? We're gonna check the pregnancy?" tanya Mas Eagle looked at me asking for an explanation from me.

"Yes Mas" I replied briefly with a slight limp.

"Yes, check there!" his words sound firm. Suddenly I embrace Mas Eagle with a feeling of sadness. Saddened by the attitude of Mas Eagle who was still cold and flat.

"Mas, if Nada is pregnant will Mas Eagle be happy?" as I sobbed, my crying suddenly broke suddenly.

"Happy dong..why so crybaby like this," Mas Eagle held both shoulders and looked at me fixedly. Both of my eyes were getting stifling when stared at and re-emitting quite heavy tears.

"No apologies for Nada's attitude yesterday with Mom, Nada is really sorry!" I said from inside my heart that suddenly melow while hugging Mas Eagle tightly.

Mas Elang rubbed my hair, which made me feel comfortable. This is also the first swipe after a week Mas Eagle silenced me.

"I've forgotten it. Why the hell are you so whiny, just want to get sorry from me? It is now that we have lunch first, pity Sya is hungry," said Mas Elang while unraveling my embrace.

"Thank you, my!" I said as I ventured to kiss Mas Elang's cheek. Mas Eagle raised a smile as he grabbed my hand.

"Dare you. Just look at my revenge tonight!" her threat made me a little horrified and immediately headed towards Sya's room to avoid the embarrassment that was suddenly present when Mas Eagle gave his threat just now.

"Mother....!" Sya immediately approached me while embracing me, her face seemed tired at first glance.

"Come on, we'll have lunch, the field is waiting!" take me as you lead her and leave the room. He obeyed and followed me. The three of us walked down the stairs. While my mind was wondering where Mas Eagle was from yesterday. I'll ask when Sya will take a nap.

After lunch, I took Sya back upstairs and went into her room. While Mas Eagle was leaving after someone called him. I immediately took Sya to bed. Intention I want to ask yesterday when Mas Elang and Sya did not go home I paused because Sya was very sleepy. And Shapun fell asleep with the roar of tired breath.