"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

It's Mother Again

"El .. stop....!" mom shouted at both of us. Mas Elang stopped his car suddenly and looked at Mom.

"What's up, Ma?" ask Mas Elang astonished.

"Mama wants to go back home, Mama Kebelet wants to poop, El," whined Mom.

"What ....?" Mas Eagle was shocked.

"Yes ... El, Mama wants to go back, Mama's kebelet, Mama wants to poop, Mama's not strong!" mother's whine was convincing.

"But, Ma, this is halfway through, we have to go back. We better go to Midwife Dina first, then Mama BAB there," Mas Elang persuaded hope Mama understood.

"No El, Mama's ashamed if it has to be a CHAPTER in people's place" Mother's sergeant.

"No, Ma. In Midwife Dina it does not matter the patient participated in BAB," explained Mas Elang.

"Yes .. but Mama is not a patient of Midwife Dina, the mother of the patient's family." Mother was still with her wishes, she still wanted to turn around and BAB at home, making Mas Eagle confused.

"Yes, Nada gave up. Let Nada get off here intercepting a taxi to Midwife Dina" I said as I opened the car door and tried to get out. After successfully exiting I tried to intercept the shallow ojeg. One of the ojeg stopped and rebuked me.

" Bidwife Dinah, sir!" my words tell me my purpose. But before I went up, Mas Eagle had already held my hand.

"Darling ... later I will deliver, so that later tonight to Doctor Gilang yes, directly to his practice," he persuaded as he pulled my hand towards the car.

"No Mas, Nada wants to go to Midwife Dinah only. This is close by anyway. Nada wants to go up ojeg only," I said as I brushed off Mas Elang's hand.

"Come ... better take you to Dr. Gilang, later" Mas Mas told Elang to block my steps who wanted to approach Mr. Ojeg.

"This is so not the ojegnya, Neng? I waited a long time, could lose me!" mr. Ojeg's protest is upset. Mas married Eagle approached Mr. Ojeg and said, "not so sir, go now." Mas Elang cast out the fine Mr. Ojeg with a piece of money fifty thousand. Mr. Ojeg smiled happily and then went from in front of us while mangosteen.

I was disappointed by Mas Eagle's actions that prevented me from riding the ojeg. There are only 15 minutes left to 5. Midwife Dina has not received patients beyond 5 pm.

"Mas, try WA Midwife Dina, register online first. Let's go after Mom's home, we'll be back. Mungpung is not yet 5 hours, online lists can still be served," my advice is directly obeyed Mas Elang. Mas Elang immediately opened WA and opened the WA number of Midwife Dina's service.

"It's full, it can't be, baby!" said Mas Eagle with a disappointed face, I am no less disappointed. My face immediately tangled and red hue kept an annoyance. Mas Eagle grabbed me and brought me into the car. I was disappointed. While the mother who was said to want to BAB at home, seemed relaxed without sin. No longer whining to ask again on the grounds of wanting BAB.

"Why El, aren't you going to his Midwife Dinah?" mother's asking is really a sinless plate making me furious. I came to think that this was just Mom's wits so I wouldn't go to Midwife Dina. It is too and heart, whereas in my stomach this is his true grandson, the flesh blood of Mas Eagle, but it is raving.

"No Ma, Midwife Dina has not received patients more than 5 hours, the online list is full." The eagle gave an excuse.

"What ....??" Mom was surprised by the flat face. I'm sure it's clearly Mother's wits to prevent me from going to Midwife Dina.

"Dina's midwife is closing, Ma!" sure Eagle. "By the way, didn't Mama just want BAB and ask El back home. Well ... Now Mama is okay?" Mas Eagle was astonished and looked at Mother suspiciously and a little annoyed.

"Why El, how do you look at Mama? Mama was indeed kebellet and wanted to immediately BAB, but after you guys got out of the car, Mama's kebelet suddenly disappeared," reason Mama without sin. Mas Elang looks frustrated with everything experienced just now. While I have been scowling since I was really disappointed by the attitude of Mother who deliberately prevented me from going to Midwife Dina.

Finally the car turned around and went back home. Arriving at the front of the house, I immediately got out of the car without closing the car door and ran towards the inside, climbed the stairs and entered the room. There I cried shedding my annoyance that ever since on the road had wanted to explode. And I was really crying, it felt like my mother would prank me this way.

I covered my face with a pillow, my tears breaking with the heartache of Mom. I'm sure this is Mom's job so I can't go check on my pregnancy to Midwife Dina. Mas Eagle grabbed me and rubbed my shoulder trying to ease my emotions that instantly exploded.

"This is what the Eagle wants? Seeing the feeling of Tone being crushed and hurt by the mother's attitude. Earlier, Nada was sure, it was all the work of Mother so that Nada did not check with Midwife Dina. I really have the heart to hurt Nada," my tuding with a sobbing that broke.

"Darling, I'm sorry. If you know this Mas was not persuaded by the desire of Mama to go to the supermarket to buy the vitamins." Mas Eagle continued to persuade me by rubbing my head. I kept crying, really this attitude of my mother made me very hurt and disappointed. It still hurts but I do something painful like that.

I let Mas Elang persuade me, and it felt like the usually soothing hands of Mas Elang, now felt like a painful mother's treatment. "Go Mas, don't ignore Nada. Just look at Mom, Mom is much more important. Because the Heaven's Eagle is on the soles of his feet." I drove Mas the Eagles away. Mas Elang looks frustrated and looks confused and upset.

From the moment I came home from the unfinished Midwife Dina, I kept confining myself in my room and would not eat. Mas Eagle seems disappointed with my attitude that let me starve, Mas Eagle worried about the fetus that I bear.

"Not to care about Nada or Nada's fetus, go!" eject me. "Let the Tone be like this, or let the Tone die with this fetus!" I said emotion, and when I realized I immediately said I wastighfar.

"Astaghfirullah....!" my germs are full of regrets.

"Tone .. Watch your words, you're pregnant. Calm your emotions. Mas is also upset with Mother's attitude, please understand Mas! Later after Mas inter-Sya school, we go to Doctor Gilang and we check there," he persuaded.

"No .. not necessary. Tone is not going to check anywhere anymore" I said as I entered the bathroom and cried there. The eagle knocked on the door and tried to seduce me. But I don't care, my feelings really hurt right now. He wanted to avoid the Eagle.

"Honey .. open the door. We'll go later after Mas deliver, Sya!" talk again without a response. A few minutes later the voice of Mas Eagle was no longer heard, maybe Mas Eagle had gone and delivered Sya.

Because of the emotion and the pain, after Mas Eagle left I immediately packed some of my clothes and other important things, including the ATM card that Mas Elang loved me the other day, the diamond ring, and the other important things, and also the gift necklace. What I have in mind right now is to finance my baby someday if I am far from Mas Eagle there are some treasures that Mas Eagle gave me.

This time I really could not stand the attitude of the mother, who seemed to deliberately prevent me from checking my pregnancy to the Midwife, when what I was carrying was her granddaughter, her flesh and blood. I'm not sincere mother is here, but if mother is still like this, always provoke hostility, I better give in. If you expect Mas Eagle, it feels impossible, because Mas Elangpun still take care of the heart of mother.

Let my departure this time bring peace to mother. I can't stand being hurt, especially now that I'm pregnant who should be loved and spoiled.

After all my things were finished I packed up, I immediately closed the door, slowly going down the stairs. I heard mom was in the kitchen, I immediately slipped and came out of the living room. In front of the gate Usep rebuked me, but I just said I was going to go to my father's house, and I got permission from. Mas Eagle. And Useppun did not ask again.

Intercepting the taxi passing by, I went carrying a disappointed heart towards my father's house.