"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

What is Lake of Love (AADC)?

That afternoon my body was like something was nguyek-nguyek, apparently Mas Elang woke up my sleep. I feel good sleeping this afternoon. Since I was pregnant, I have been taking lots of naps. Does this not have a bad effect on my pregnancy? The problem is that drowsiness really cannot be held, especially Mas Eagle alone is not fussy and forbidding.

If I have to remember his kindness, obviously he's a lot of good, even though his character is a little harsh, sometimes I think he has a double personality. When the fear of losing me, it is certain that Mas Eagle will be gentle and try to seduce me. But on other occasions it sometimes seems harsh. Past trauma so the reason, impressed curbed me and forbid this was not to do a lot of activities outside, none other than Mas Eagle was afraid of the bitter story repeated in his household.

"Honey .. wake up dong .. he said he wanted to take an afternoon walk. But do not go to Lake Love, we go to the Happy Park," he said changing the purpose of the afternoon streets.

I was still lazy to get up, for some reason, I still wanted to hug the pillow.

"Darling, let's get up!" his orders were half-forced.

I finally woke up with my eyes still. "Come ... dong! Don't be a baby girl!" the bluff forced me to wake up.

"Baby girl ....?" I asked in wonder. "Indeed Mas Eagle sure, baby in the womb Tone women? If it's not a girl, it won't be a baby, will it?"

"No, dong. Stay dear," she denied while pinching my nose so I actually woke up.

"Come, don't be lazy and there are many reasons. We're taking an afternoon walk!" snapped again. I got up and headed for the bathroom.

"Don't be long, baby!" his sweat. It didn't take long, 10 minutes later I was out of the bathroom, just brush my teeth and wash my face. Immediately change clothes with casual clothes but still polite and elegant. Then sit in front of a mirror polishing a dull face because of waking up.

"You're so pretty, honey. It's just an afternoon stroll not to a party or a mall." Mas Eagle wrapped his hands around my neck, drowned his face parallel to mine and kissed my left cheek, making my hair bristling.

"Mas, the tone is not finished!" prevent me from stopping his nosy attitude. No, Mas Eagle is now again a romantic and gentle fashion. Though yesterday-yesterday is still fashion firm and hard. There must be a wish.

"You're beautiful, still caulking," she added.

"This is also for the good of Mas Eagle, did not Mas Eagle always say 'relieve yourself so that when you walk with me, you deserve and not be humiliated by others', it's 'is that what Mas Eagle always said?" my words mimicked the words of Mas Elang the other day.

"Yes, but it's just the afternoon walk and the house. Now you dance often and in the house," his completeness again makes me resentful.

"Mas, Nada only uses *sunblock* only, really," I said. Mas Eagle spoke no more words, perhaps tired of continuing his protest again. Finally I was ready with all my thin makeup that had been protested Mas Eagle.

I stood up and styled like an ABG child today, turning the body in front of the mirror so that my umbrella skirt comes around.

"Supph .... !" Mas Eagle managed to capture my body perfectly right in front of him.

"This is how you get ABG's wife" he said tightened his embrace while staring intently at the cornea of my eye.

"You're beautiful, honey. Makes me want to pounce on you. Let's do it now, I'm not strong!" urgent request at a time when we will be ready to go.

"Mas, we're going, when Mas Elang hijak so. The tone was neat and ready to go. Moreover, Sya has been waiting from earlier, later we go to the Lake of Love," my sergeant held back the chest of Mas Eagle who nyosor wanted to kiss me.

"Mahh ...!" peek at me just before Mas Elang put a kiss on my lips. The kiss held him for a long time, as if afraid I would take it off.

"Father, Mother, ayokkk ....!" sya's cry, spread the burning passion of Mas Eagle. I was grateful, because Sya was screaming, but did not enter the room because our door was closed.

"Ohhhh .. Sick Mas!" my Ringis held my stomach which felt cramped.

"Why, Honey?" The eagle looked worried.

"Cruel," I closed my eyes. But slowly the pain disappears, said Dr. Gilang the other day, this will be nothing, and cramps at two months of age are common in young pregnancies.

"How, is it going?" The eagle was still worried. I nodded while re-polishing my messy lips as a result of the work of Mas Eagle.

"Come dong, don't make your husband want to keep you in the room, and I made Sya guarded Bi Ijah," the threat made me really scared.

"Come, Shay!" I shouted at that adorable handsome boy.

"Come, Mother!" sahut Sya while taking my hand. Mas Elang stared at our interaction with a smile, an adult man who sometimes made a frown with many of these questions walked behind us, leading us down the stairs.

"Yes, let's take a break with Nene" I asked Sya. Mas Eagle smiled in approval of my invitation, while grabbing my arm romantically taking me to mom. Apparently my mother was asleep in the afternoon. We had to leave without saying goodbye to him.

"Mom, if my Mama's looking, tell her we're gone for a minute. Say, we were saying goodbye but Mama was sleeping," Mas Eagle said to Nurse Mama, walking back after me and Sya.

"We were all ready in the car, the car drove when the gate was wide open.

"Thank you, Mr. Nanang," cried Mas Eagle. Although a Boss, but Mas Eagle always prioritizes adab. That's what I salute my husband today.

It is strange that I am this and strange also with the attitude of Mas Eagle, yesterday I sulked with the attitude of Mas Eagle who seemed to not care for me. But now I am again made happy with his sweet attitude. The ups and downs of love in my household are unpredictable. Anger but full of love.

Car to Lake Love. But at a distance of 1 kilo meters, Mas Eagle turned his Exposition towards the left, obviously this direction towards the Happy Park. I was stoked by the sign of protest.

"Mas, this isn't the direction to the Lake of Love, is it? We wanted Lake of Love, but why change?" many protests. Mas Eagle glanced at me at a glance then focused back on the wheel.

"No., Honey. 'Kan Mas already said earlier, we did not go to the Lake of Love but to the Garden of Happiness," he explained to make me lose my spirit. Always do, making decisions but not compromising.

"The Eagle was at home not asking for Nada's approval, but asking, and Nada did not approve of us to the Garden of Happiness. The eagle makes his own decision. How is that Mas? Tone 'kan never been to the Lake of Love, '" said the protest and it felt when the protest wanted to cry.

"Have .. I'm sorry. Mas did not want to go to the Lake of Love, because .. "the words of Mas Eagle restrained. I stared at the astonished Mas Eagle with a dejected and sad look.

"Why, why? Are there any memories that Mas Elang did not want to remember? Why didn't I tell you and give you an explanation from the beginning since I was at home? If I think it would be nice not to go," my protest was disappointed. He who was behind us, looked at us alternately.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" he said, leaving me silent and disappointed. I was curious and what reason did Mas Eagle not want to go to the Lake of Love. Mas Eagle should have explained when at home, this even makes me disappointed in the middle of the road. I sulked but could only be quiet.

When I go to the Happy Garden, I am no stranger. In fact this park is where I used to go and sulk from home, when Mas Eagle had kicked me out of anger. I'm even more upset to remember what happened a few months ago.