"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

The Repeated Request

On Sunday night, we returned to our city. Mas Eagle who had been cold and moody, now back warm again like the previous Mas Eagle.

"Ok Shay, we've arrived!" said Mas Eagle sparkled. I'll go downstairs and help Sya down. Sya ran towards the door happily, so excited that she hit Bi Narti who greeted her in front of the door.

"Review, be careful!" my sweat was a little screaming. Sya stood up again while laughing and greeted Bi Narti.

"Bi Narti's....!" sapanya.

Bi Narti grabbed the tiny fingers and helped Sya stand up.

"Adenn..., miss Bibi," said Bi Narti while hugging Sya. Sya welcomed Bi Narti's embrace with pleasure. I was moved to see the intimacy of Bi Narti and Sya, Bi Narti was indeed so fond of Sya as she loved her own granddaughter.

"Let's go to the room first, take a shower first!" take me.

"Non Nada, how's the holiday Non?"

"Alhamdulillah please Bi. Oh yes Bi, I went upstairs first huh. Gerah nih, want to take a shower first," I said goodbye.

"Oh yes Bi, I almost forgot. It was in the trunk there were souvenirs for Bi Narti, Mr. Nanang and Usep. Just give Bi a share!" I gave a signal before I stepped up to the stairs. Bi Narti looks happy.

At nightfall, Mother-in-law and Sister Sonia arrive. They were already noisy in front of the door and his voice was until it sounded upwards.

"El... El...! Where's the gift for Mama and Sonia!" yelled Mama without guilt.

Mas Eagle was surprised, but he did not pay much heed to Mom who was screaming.

"No, no, no....!" the sound of Mom's pentopel shoes coming into contact with the stairs was so loud. Apparently Mom deliberately went upstairs. At the door, I knocked loudly.

"Dor, dor, dor....!"

"El. open the door. Mama's coming in. Anyway, this hour is just ragging. You guys don't know any place, no where you always play bed." Mommy's voice without a strainer.

Unwelcome, I entered, incidentally the door of the room has not been locked because we did not want to sleep.

"Why did Mama enter the Eagle's room?" ask Mas Eagle in shock.

"Oh my God, El, at this hour you've been praying. This must be the will of your wife who wants to be guided by you. Ehh, it's natural that your wife is just a bed satisfied!" say

Mother sneered without feeling sinful.

I gasped for a moment, again Mother's words were so very painful.

"Yes my... Mama said so. This is Eagle's wife so please don't scoff." There was some relief in my heart when I heard Mas Eagle trying to defend me.

"Why the Eagle you don't realize too, here is Sonia waiting for your love. But you seem to be using your wife!" he said origin mangap while glancing his eyes at me who was sitting on the dressing chair. Pretty bad at what Mother-in-law said. So that I who was sitting on the makeup chair tiptoed towards the bathroom. Not a crybaby intent, but immediately Mother's speech made my chest tight and clear lips in the corner of the eye as if urgently wanted to get out.

"Still you defend your wife, look instead of greeting Mama, she went to the bathroom instead. The base is useless and doesn't know adab!" he was still not happy.

"Oh my goodness, Ma, still scorned and cursed. Please, make peace with my wife this time." Mas Elang said ending the sentence of application.

Mother seemed unhappy with Mas Elang's words just now, with her irritated face tiptoeing from our room.

"Defend continue, defend continue later if it is like the Mayang. You cry blood....!" sip at Mom while passing by in annoyance.

"No, no, no, no,." Mom's pentopel shoes are getting louder and louder down the stairs. With a furious stomp, until the stomp was heard into the bathroom.

After I tried to calm myself down, I came out with slightly puffy eyes. Mas Eagle grabbed me and grabbed me.

"Darling.don't listen to Mama. Mama's mouth is evil, but when her heart opens and realizes her mistake, she is a cute and good figure even though sometimes a ceplas ceplos," he persuaded me who immediately made my tears fall back.

"Mom will never like me, Mum wants you to be married by choice. Hiks... hiks... hiks.

sobs.

"Darling..have it. Don't think about Mama's talk, here is your husband's Mas. Mas hope you never leave Mas despite all efforts Mama wants to separate us. Now we better get some sleep." Invite Mas Eagle while embracing me. I nodded, but before following Mas Elang's invitation, I unraveled my Husband's warm embrace, I went to Sya's room to see him first through the connecting door of our room. The new connecting door was made by the employees, when we were out of town.

Since there is a connecting door, I am a little calm if I leave Sya alone in her room. If Sya wakes up, I can quickly approach her. Mas Eagle, indeed really pay attention to the safety of his only child.

The dawn is coming and the morning is coming. After the dawn prayer Mas Elang spent his time on the balcony of the room, it seems like he was on the phone with his business partner. Seeing that I was tidy and was about to move towards Sya's room, Mas Elang immediately approached me.

"Darling... is so beautiful.... " I cried, grabbing my waist. It was so spoiled, as if we wanted something we didn't do last night. I brushed aside because it was almost morning, I had to go to Sya's room immediately.

"Mas..stop first, don't ask now! It's early in the morning when she wakes up, she wants to take a shower and breakfast and go to school," prevent me while removing the arms of Mas Elang.

"Yes, I understand, Oklah Mas ask just kiss," he bargained. I did not refuse, so quickly Mas Eagle kissed my whole face including lips. The kiss on the lips is the longest. After a long kiss, Mas Elang held both of my shoulders and looked at both balls of my eyes as he said.

"Darling.don't ever leave Mas. Please.. be next to Mas forever. As long as you're still breathing!" he implored with glazed eyes.

I was moved to see Mas Eagle say such a plea, a plea that was often uttered. Sometimes strong, and sometimes sad like now. I concluded so traumatized Mas Eagle with a farewell, that often uttered the words of supplication to me with a sad and sometimes angry gaze.