"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "
Getting Mired Among the Feeling of Anxiety



Mas Elang stopped his steps as the phone call from his HP rang. I'm not so clear with whom Mas Eagle is talking. But judging from his facial gestures when responding to the interlocutor, it seems to receive a call from someone important or influential.



I approached Sya who was a henchman playing cars accompanied by snacks that had been given Mbak Marisa.


"Bi.. This please snack keep it in the refrigerator only. Later if Sya wants to just take it in the refrigerator," I told Bi Narti. Bi Narti complied and immediately grabbed the pocket of crackle given Mbak Marisa a lot.


"Come on, take a nap first. The time is past, you know," I asked as I grabbed Sya's fingers and led her. When he wanted to go up the stairs, Mas Elang and I passed by. The eagle looked at me but I immediately threw away my face.


"Papa... Oh, yes, it's bobo noon!" sya said goodbye. Mas Elang grabbed onto Sya's shoulder for a moment and then moved towards the kitchen.


POV Author


In the kitchen, the Eagle deliberately looks for Bi Narti who is tidying up a snack given by Marisa for Sya.


"Let's....!" his submissive call made Bi Narti shocked.


"Ehh... Den Eagle! What's up, Den?" Bi Narti stopped his work for a moment and focused on the Eagle.


"I want to ask, but Bi Narti has to answer honestly."


"Ask what, Den?" Bi Narti frowned in astonishment and curiosity.


"When I go out of town, does my wife often go out?" ask the Eagle while putting his left hand in the front pocket of his pants.


"To Bibi's knowledge, Non Nada was once the way out when Den Elang went only once, but it was both with Den Sya and was picked up by Mr. Udin," explained Bi Narti. Eagle mangosteen.


"Lantas was Mama and Sonia staying over, huh?" The eagle was curious.


"Yes, Den. Madam Besar and Mbak Sonia have been here for almost a week" Bi Narti replied.


"Sunday?"


"Yes, Den, a week."


"Aunti saw nothing suspicious not of Sonia's movements during here?"


"Emmm.. why....!" Bi Narti seemed hesitant to continue his words.


"What's that, Bi?"


Bi Narti was silent for a moment, he seemed to think.


"At that time, the day before Den Elang came home from out of town and precisely Non Nada took Den Sya to go out, Bibi saw Sister Sonia out of the room Den Elang. Just then Aunt saw from the top clothesline, it happened that Bibi was drying clothes. Had wanted Bibi to reprimand and chase, but Sonia's mother had disappeared down to the bottom," explained Bi Narti.


The eagle was stunned to hear Bi Narti's explanation just now. Marisa's suspicions are correct. He is now convinced that the one who stole the certificate of PerkaSya Restaurant is none other than Sonia.


"Sonia....!" he screeched while smashing his fist in the air.


"When my wife left, did she forget to lock the room?"


"There is no way Den, all this time Non Tone always locks the door, really," Bi Narti tepis.


"Try Den Elang install CCTV in front of the door of the room Den Eagle, it could be that the out and out of the room will be seen," said Bi Narti gave his proposal. Eagle nodded.


"There is a truth Bi Narti," muttered the Eagle while turning his body.


The eagle went up the stairs and entered his room. Then open the closet and take out a few pieces of clothes that he looks like he will pack in the suitcase. And sure enough, the Eagle grabbed one of the medium-sized suitcases and put in the strands of his clothes. Where's the Eagle going?



After finishing packing his clothes in the suitcase, for a moment the Eagle headed to the storage cabinet of his important papers. The eagle stared at the neatly arranged pile of files there, which Bi Narti had tidied up yesterday. When the Eagle found the PerkaSya Restaurant certificate missing, the pile of files was still neatly arranged. Sonia was very neatly hiding her tracks. But Bi Narti's eyes already knew.



"I will not let go of you Sonia, for you have dared to betray. I felt guilty for Nada, my wife whom I had never defended when I was arguing with Mama" he murmured in anger.




"I miss you, Nada," he muttered with a smile as he headed for the connecting door of Sya's room.


While in Sya's room, the Eagle found Nada on the balcony of the room, while Sya was soundly asleep.


"Great you baby, good at putting Sya to bed quickly" he praised as he opened the exit to the balcony. Slowly open that door.


Before Nada realized her presence, the Eagle quickly embraced Nada from behind. Tone of shocked roaring. But he could not move, because the Eagle had locked his movements and rested his head on the recess of Nada's neck.



"Darling....!" The eagle whispers romantic words in the ears of Tone so that Nada feels amused.


"Mas.. stay away, Tone amused," prevent the Tone that is not hosed Eagle.


"Let's go to the room... I miss you, baby!" The eagle had brought Nada's body from the balcony into Sya's room, then closed the door slowly. The eagle herded Nada's body towards the connecting door, quickly the Eagle opened it then entered and locked it quickly. Now that Nada's body was lifted up, she lay it on the bed. The tone revolted and rose, but the Eagle held it back by wrapping his hands around the waist of the slender Tone.



Nada really did not want to serve the Eagle in this upset mood, which she still felt was only the wound that her mother-in-law had inflicted, and the Eagle did not try to heal her.


"The Eagle only needs my body to fulfill its desires. She doesn't feel, how deeply does she hurt me?" Tone spoke in his heart.


"Mas.no, Nada is not feeling well." I said.


"Don't dodge, I know you're trying to avoid me. Because of mom's problem, right?" guess Eagle.


"Nada does not want Mas," refused Nada looked away as the Eagle approached Nada's face.


"I want to go a few days to uncover and bring the traitor to prison. So please let me let go of missing you."



"Go....?" Tone a little surprised.


"Come on....!" The eagle touched impatiently and held the body of Nada so as not to move much.


The eagle managed to land a soft kiss on Nada's lips for a few seconds. He lifted the lips for a moment and said, "I love you, baby. And you never leave me, no matter what." Then the Eagle launched his kiss back which is now increasingly violent and demanding passionately. Tone was helpless with the passion that the Eagle offered, so somehow at first, the Tone that wanted to resist now instead gurgled to receive the attack of the Eagle's longing. And the longing of the Eagle that was stirring was already channeled.



The eagle smiled happily at the side of Nada who was still thinly covered. Kissed back lips Old tone, Silent tone does not reply. Then another kiss he landed all over Nada's face.



After the heat struggle, now Nada has occupied the bed and pensive. He saw the red suitcase under the bed that Eagle had prepared earlier. While the Eagle stood in front of the mirror, dressed and tidied up his shirt. Tone only saw from the end of his eyes. Although the struggle had united the two bodies, but somehow there was still a sudden confusion Nada felt. And that upset still exists.



"Mas go first yes. I can't wait until I wake up. Mas has been chased by time," he said, landing a kiss on Nada's cheek.



"Wait....!" hold Tone.


"Why dear, you're going to miss your husband so much, right?" he said confidently.


"No, Nada will just return this....!" said Nada flat, while giving an ATM card that two weeks ago Eagle had given to him.


"Why....?" The eagle was astonished by the disappointed look.


"Nada doesn't need it!" he said and passed to Shay's room.


"Yang Nada needs your sensitivity and defense Mas, not just the words of love spoken. But Mas Eagle has never been sensitive to the feeling of Tone." Inner Tone crying.


Eagles want to follow Nada to Sya's room, but because of being chased by time and there is an appointment with someone, Eagles can not ask for more explanation from Nada. The eagle left without being ushered in a wave and the look of love Nada again.