"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "
Reasons Why I Hate



I really didn't get out of thought with Mas Eagle, either intentionally or somehow. The incident that was related made me very embarrassed, like I had no face. Though as far as I was concerned, just before we had a relationship, Mas Eagle locked the door first. But instead of claiming to be unlocked, so what did Mas Eagle mean?



Although the relationship we did was a legitimate relationship, but I was embarrassed half to die because I had been caught by others.


I immediately got up, to clean myself when the time has shown at 10 pm. Luckily the bathroom in our room had a shower, so I did not hesitate to immediately take a big shower right then and there.


"Honey.., no need to go to the room. Bi Narti had accompanied him, Mas had already told him!" prevent Mas Eagle from stopping my steps towards the door. "Right Mas, Bi Narti is already in Sya's room?" I try to convince. "Have gone to sleep" he said, patting the bed next to him. I obeyed and immediately laid my body beside Mas Eagle.


Mas Eagle quickly hugged my body tightly, even though he had not cleansed himself after the battle earlier. It feels very comfortable to be hugged by your husband while sleeping. My inner.



Early in the morning My mother-in-law has come, it is not wrong to definitely meet Sonia Ma's mother who is predicted to be betrothed to Mas Elang by Mother-in-law.


The sound of his bells filled the room, I who was in Sya's room, was surprised by it.


I'm grateful that the fever has healed, now that Sya has seemed to improve. Suddenly the Eagle came to the room.


"Hello baby, Papa's hotshot. How has his fever been cured?" tanya Mas Elang hugged Sya and then hugged her.


"It's dong Pah!" answer the gomass. Mas Eagle kissed Sya's whole face so fat.


"Come, we're going down! We have breakfast first!" bring Me the Eagle.


Upon arrival downstairs, Mother and Sister Sonia looked to be at the dinner table, compactly staring at us, then last at me with a cynical look. I approached Mother intending to regret it, but her hands brushed as if busy pouring rice dishes onto the plate. I was a little surprised, to hide my surprise I tried to make small talk.


"What time is your mother from home?" my many. "Please, dear Sonia dong, give me that vegetable bowl!" kelit Mother's. I'm the one making small talk, but Mom's busy with Sonia's mom. Mas Eagle was just busy playing his HP, whether conscious or not with the situation just now.


"How's Sonia's mom, sleeping well?" I shifted my stiffness in front of Mom by making small talk to Sonia Ma'am. "Where can it be good to see the person he loves even forced to satisfy the desires of a stupid woman....!"


"Mother...!" reprimanding Mas Eagle suddenly with a rising voice, while putting his HP on the table. His face was now staring fixedly at Mom.


"Oh apparently Mas Eagle noticed our conversation just now," my inner.


Mother's words just honestly hurt my heart, the incident happened last night, clearly discussed clearly by Mother's innuendo. But what Mother said was not true, that I forced the Eagle to satisfy my desires. And most hurtfully Mother called me a foolish woman in front of others, in front of Sya and Mas Eagle who was unable to defend me in front of Mother and Sister Sonia.


"When at the dinner table please don't discuss anything other than eating!" resolute Mas Eagle.


"Eh... Oma's granddaughter, is she healed, baby?" suddenly Mother greeted Sya as if to divert the conversation Mas Eagle. Since then, she has been at the dinner table.


Actually I feel lazy to be at this dining table, especially Mother and Sister Sonia who clearly discussed the incident I was arrested last night, it means Sister Sonia has told her "discovery" to Mother. How ashamed I am.



"When it comes to a husband and wife, the door is locked. Don't intentionally make someone else's spectacle!" syndicate Mother. How unfortunate I am, it feels like this face wants to be placed far away not here. Moreover, Mother's words are not filtered, considering at the dining table there is Sya, a boy who is still 5 years old.




For this time I felt Mas Eagle defending me. The breakfast event that started a little drama finally went without a sound, but still left the cynical gaze of Mother and Sister Sonia to me. Since Sya has just recovered, then today Sya is still allowed not to enter school.



After breakfast, Mas Elang paid his way to the restaurant, receiving financial statements from the treasurer and his personal assistant. Mother and Mother Sonia still want to stay at home.


After Mas Eagle completely left, Mother and Sister Sonia began to show her fangs. He deliberately spouted and insulted me in front of Sya.


"Based on cheap women, marry for chasing my son's property. Not only was he made a bed satisfied. There's no price. Still fast Sonia, beautiful, socialite woman, rich and highly educated man," despicable mother without hesitation.



I was wide-eyed not expecting what my mother-in-law said, rude and without a sieve. In front of the children, once again spoke very rudely.



"Please ma'am don't be like that, Mother's speech is not worth throwing in front of children under 6 years old. This is my mother's grandson. What will be his attitude can be rude like Mother, imitating Mother. While this time is a golden period, he can be a great imitator, as we show it is not good, then it is feared that it will imitate not good!" I said defend myself while holding clear details in the eye.



"It's a lot of your talk, you're just looking face to face. Loving my granddaughter because she wants to!" I'm accusing you of getting angry.


"Nene... Why did Nene speak angry to Mother, see Mother until crying?" rebuke Sya suddenly. I who realized it, immediately brought Sya upstairs to the room Sya.


Mom just looked at me pushyly and didn't know what else to say with Sister Sonia, which obviously they heard happy laughs.


Being in Sya's room, I tried to hide my crying by reasoning to the bathroom. The cute boy was obedient and waiting for me on the sofa, while I cried shedding all my sorrow at Mother's words.



I don't know why my mother-in-law dislikes me so much, I don't like it because I'm just the son of a commoner, the son of a welder and a grocer. According to Mother, I am not worth his family. But the name is love, does not it not look at status? It should have been like that, but for my mother-in-law, status was so important.



I came out of the bathroom with slightly puffy eyes. Immediately I took out the sow powder that was on Sya's dressing table, to cover the veil in my eyes from Sya, the conjoined child that I really loved like a real child.



I accompanied Sya to play in her room. He played with his toys, occasionally taking me to his game.


"Mother, Shay!" she said while looking at me, Sayu. Sure enough the cute boy had his eyes smeared and red, perhaps the last medicinal effect that had been given after eating, so I was sleepy. Finally I also fell asleep when I cheated and patted Sya's ass.