"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Mother's Accusations

"That's why....!" Mas Eagle shouted while throwing the one on the dresser. All the makeup I always wear is scattered. I was stunned, as soon as fear enveloped me, I was only able to stand behind the connecting door of our room and Sya and stare at Mas Eagle fretfully. Want me to go, but Mas Eagle is still dominated by emotions. Let it go, I better wait for Mas Eagle to calm down.

Suddenly Mother came before I approached Mas Eagle. Mother was shocked and agape at the messy condition of the room. Before approaching Mas Elang, Mother had to look at me sharply while giving the thumb code down. I know what you mean, I'm glad I got mad at Mas Eagle. But the anger of Mas Eagle, I don't know yet because of what.

"El, what's going on. Why are you angry?" Mother asked so attentively as she rubbed Mas Elang's shoulder.

"Certificate of land PerkaSya Restaurant lost, Ma. And PerkaSya Restaurant is currently guaranteed status in the bank," said Mas Elang held back the anger that still exists.

"What....?" Me and Mom were equally stunned. Is it true what Mas Elang revealed, why the land certificate of PerkaSya Restaurant could be lost? Who has dared to enter without knowledge into our room. While I never dared to open the storage cabinet of important items Mas Eagle?

I approached Mas Elang who was now sitting on the edge of the bed and intended to give strength.

"Bas....!" my broom. Mas Eagle did not reply, he looked stressed and upset. His hands cut his head so that part of his hair was raised.

"You are Tone, usually just sit still and wander. It could be that the certificate of PerkaSya Restaurant was lost because of the carelessness of your wife, when she went where she knew there was a burrow in and she was not at home," Mother's accusation to me made me feel emotion instantly.

"Mom..where was the Tone of wandering without the knowledge of Mas Eagle. When Mas Eagle left the city, Nada only once out of the house and it was together with Sya. And we were escorted by Mr. Udin, the driver who was assigned by Mas Elang. If you don't believe me just ask Bi Narti, does Nada often wander?" my toilet defended itself.

"Look, your wife is good at snoring. Though without the knowledge of Mama, surely he was wandering. Narti and Udin must have been bribed by him, so that later fitting asked them would have done it, Non Nada only went once," refuted Mother increasingly cruel to accuse me.

"No ma'am, that Mom said all slander. Nada does go, but it's only once and that's with Sya" I said.

"You can be quiet no, I'm dizzy again. If you can't help, don't fight here. Exit all!" The eagle shouted and got angry and kicked us out. I got up and walked slowly.

"There can be enemies in the blanket in this house El, whose enemies are more if not the ones who are covered every night with you!" Not until my step towards the connecting door of our room and Sya, Mother spoke loudly and pointed directly at me. I turned my body back and approached Mom.

"What do you mean, enemy in a blanket? Nada couldn't have done that Bu, Mas Eagle Nada's husband, and Nada couldn't have betrayed Mas Eagle. Why would you accuse me of such a tone? Ever since Nada lived here, has Mas Eagle lost anything?" I deny defending myself.

My mind screamed, suddenly my blood flow rose to the crown and my fist was round wanting to get out of control. But tears, first mastered and can not be dammed.

"Mom could have done this. It could be the enemy's mother in the blanket. Mommy could be in cahoots with Sonia's sister. Wasn't it during Mas Eagle out of town, Mother and Sister Sonia nginap in this house. It could be one of you who is the enemy in the blanket," my assailants so hard not to hold tight in the chest because of Mother's accusations, while shedding tears.

"Tone..what are you saying, there's no way I can do that!" Mas Eagle rose up and chimed in our debate, Mas Eagle defended Mother who could not possibly be an enemy in a blanket for Mas Eagle.

"Yes Mas Mommy can't be an enemy in a blanket on her own child, right? And Nada, according to Mas Eagle is it possible to be an enemy in a blanket who wants to destroy her own husband? Tone is not the same as Mas Elang's former wife, so do not equate Nada with him," I said tearfully defending myself in front of Mas Elang because of Mother's corner. Although actually Mas Eagle does not accuse or suspect me as an enemy in the blanket. But I was already emotional at the accusations of Mother who cornered me continuously. I tiptoed and ran towards Kamr Sya then locked her up.

"Tone.. Listen to me, that's not what I mean!" shouted Mas Eagle who was unable to stop my steps towards Sya's room.

In my room, I was crying. On Mother's accusation, I'm really hurt. And I was disappointed by Mas Eagle's attitude as if letting Mom just point me out is not right.

I have to dismantle who the enemy really is in the blankets of this house. Whether it's Sonia's mother or sister, my suspicions point to Sonia's mother. Because when Mbak Sonia met and met face to face with Mbak Marisa, she was so angry and afraid at that time. It could be true what Ms. Marisa said, that Ms. Sonia conspired with Mbak Mayang.

My crying subsided, I immediately fixed my tangled makeup, I immediately reached for my HP in the bag then I tried to send WA's message to Ms. Marisa about today's incident.

ELang POV

I do not intend to defend Mama on the charge of countering Nada against Mama, I believe neither Mama nor Nada my wife could have committed treason. I just don't want Nada to say high to Mama in front of me, however Mama is my Mom, my real mother.

Although I admit Mama never liked Nada, but I can not say rude or harsh to Mama. And maybe this attitude at least makes Nada disappointed. I know, but I told you, I don't want to be rude to Mama even if Mama hates Nada.

Nada ran to Sya's room, I'm not worried. He did not run away from my life. Let me persuade him later when my fear subsides a little. Now all I have to do is investigate who actually stole the land certificate of PerkaSya Restaurant? I again had to ask for help from the Stars. Best friend and sister who always helps when I like and hurt.