"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "
Out of Town



I don't know what time Mas Eagle came home, I woke up when my cheeks felt like someone was raining a kiss. I moved slowly, fumbling and gnawing my imperfectly open eyes. My eyes were moving throughout the room.



"Well, it's sleeping!" sapa Mas Elang surprised me and spontaneously made me feel ashamed. For a moment I stretched my muscles to restore their flexibility.



"Mas..pardon me, I fell asleep while I was nagging! Did you go home?" my words cover my shame in front of a husband who has only been a husband for a few months.


"Yes that's okay, it's your job to take care of Sya and serve Mas, so there's no need to feel bad like that!" he said as if he knew what I was feeling right now, making me even more ashamed. Moreover, Mas Eagle is now back warm, not flat like yesterday.


"She's still sleeping, she's soundly. Let's move!" Take it while pulling my hand gently. I obey, but in my heart misgivings. Because gelagat like this can be guessed, Mas Elang would want to spoiled and release longs, even though last night was two rounds. Mas Elang did not let the slightest I was unemployed, knowing his fast for three years to resist his desires.



Before that I immediately went to the bathroom, to brush my teeth and wash my face first. For after all, I do not want the Eagle to smell from my mouth or to see the belek from the corner of my eye.



Mas Eagle was already in bed with his longing eagle gaze. I know very well that gaze, that death gaze that I like very much even though it is sometimes scary.


For a moment I walked towards the door, making sure the door was locked or not. Apparently, twice already. But why did last night Mas Eagle accidentally not lock?


"Had locked the door, baby....!" said reassuring.


"I'm just afraid....!"


"This time Mas key, afraid Sya suddenly entered and look for you!" the reason.


Without waiting for long, Mas Eagle gently attacked me, then the more fierce here. So that the Baratayuda War was fought, ending the victory of both sides.


We were drooping, but Mas Eagle immediately embraced me showering me with naughty kisses, I was afraid Mas Eagle asked again. One round can last 30 minutes, if you ask for more I can be exhausted. Lucky Mas Eagle just kissed, after which he hugged me tightly while whispering something.



"Never leave Mas, under any circumstances, cuppp....!" whispered, while peeping my long forehead. Whisper it like a warning, and I never thought to leave Mas Eagle or Sya, they are packets of kumplit that I will not be able to leave behind, for my love and my love for them has been imprinted in my heart.


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That afternoon, Mas Elang took us for a walk out of town. The place where the famous restaurant is located. The restaurant business that still remains and stands strong since his separation with his first wife, Mbak Mayang.


"Bi Later and Mang Ujang we go first yes, take care of the house well! If there's an ex-wife of mine, please arrest don't enter. Later in front of me also ordered Mr. Nanang to stand guard!" the instructions were Mas Eagle before we left.



I gasped a little when Mas Elang warned Bik Narti and Mang Ujang, so as to restrain his ex-wife from entering, if one day comes. That is, Mbak Mayang most likely there is an intention to visit this house. The main goal is to take Sya from the hands of Mas Elang of course, as it was once thrown from the lips of Mbak Mayang, during the dinner incident at the restaurant. And I was so worried about hearing that.



"We're staying there, Pah....?" Mas Elang nodded while rubbing Sya's head affectionately.


"Asikkk..., we're staying there Mother....!" her chattering was gleeful as she hugged my neck and kissed my cheek. I was so happy to see that cute boy excited.


"Sir Nanang, take care of the post! Tell Usep also not to let my ex-wife in the gate! We go first!" pamit Mas Elang after ordering first to our home guard. Mr. Nanang nodded respectfully and opened the gate.



Mas Elang's Pajero's car came out the gate and slowly cut through the streets of the city. Sya chattered continuously in the back seat, while playing her toys that had been brought. Half way, Sya then no longer heard his chatter. Apparently he's asleep. It would be nice to fall asleep, because the trip out of town takes two hours.



I will not waste my first trip out of town with this Mas Eagle by sleeping. I want to keep accompanying Mas Eagle awake until arriving at the destination.



Slowly Mas Eagle slowed down the speed of the vehicle and deliberately slightly mepet to the left lane. His left hand suddenly grabbed my cheek and grabbed it, while his right hand was still driving. Then his left hand grabbed my nape and brought it closer to Mas Elang's face, and the kiss was inevitable, along with the Pajero car that stopped.



I was surprised, on the way Mas Eagle had time-four kissed me. Luckily Mas Eagle stopped his car right under a big tree. I was a little rebellious to take off Mas Elang's lip.


"Mas..., you'll be there!" I said stop the activity of Mas Elang. Mas Eagle did not seem to hear, he even further deepened his grip.


"Mas kangen with you Nada.., after all we are newlyweds," the reason then scooped back these lips. For a while we were clenching each other and spilling a turbulent taste within each of us.


"Not to worry, the glass is dark. It will not be visible from the outside!" obviously Mas Eagle when he saw me staring out and worried that someone was looking.


The delayed journey was now resumed, occasionally Mas Eagle glanced at me and smiled meaningfully.


"Darling... Are you happily married to Mas?" suddenly tanyanya.


"Happy....!" shortened kataku. "I'm happy, even more so have Mas Eagle and Sya," I said without hesitation. Mas Eagle looked at me for a moment and smiled happily at my answer.


"If one day you don't succeed anymore and only rely on one effort, are you ready?" suddenly the Eagle asked me something sensitive, for this question reminded me of the scathing words of Mother-in-law.


"You are present in my son's life, just seeing his property and just as his bed-bearer. If the eagle has fallen and is poor, you must have run away!" the hardship was the other day, when our wedding had only happened one day.


"I accept you for who you are, not for receiving you because of her wealth like your mother once said. As long as you try and keep supporting Me, I will remain faithful with you until you rise again!" my answer was accompanied by tears. Mas Eagle felt guilty about the question earlier when he saw I was in tears. The Eagle knows how I feel. Because the humiliation of my mother-in-law is often thrown in front of Mas Elang.



Mas Elang rubbed the tears slowly which now began to pour. "Mas sorry yes, Mother is so, she was disappointed with Mayang so much that you suffered. Have patience, dear....!" said comforting.



It did not feel the Pajero car we were riding arrived at the spacious courtyard of a famous luxury restaurant in the city. The name of the restaurant is clearly "Restaurant Storage", possibly a combination of the long name Mas Elang and the first name Sya. Previously the name of this restaurant is not that, after divorcing his ex-wife then changed the name to "Mustakya Restaurant".