"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

When the Eagle Gone

"Mother... Papa where....?" sya's whine and her cries instantly broke.

"Well there's work out of town, baby...! I pray Papa yes so that Papa is safe and smooth at his work, and comes home safe as well," I asked to silence the crying Sya. Not long from that VC Waku reads, Mas Eagle calls as if knowing Sya is missing him.

Sya immediately seized my cellphone after knowing that the call was her Papa.

"Papa... Why didn't Papa pick up Sya, why did Papa stay in Sya?" his whining was still accompanied by crying.

"Assalamu'alaikum, dear... ! Usually say hello, why not now?" persemat Mas Eagle. She did not reply she was silent and scowled.

"Yes.. say hello to Papa!" my perspiration. She looked at me la

"Assalamu'alaikum's chat... Papa...!"'s chat....!" sya said salute and looked at Mas Elang's face with a sad look.

"Darling... Why so sad? Back then Papa did not have time to say goodbye to Sya, because Papa was in a hurry and had been awaited by people. I am patient and wait for Papa to come home. Now, the school is being brought to pick up the driver first. Ok, Yes!" Mas Elang tried to give understanding to Sya.

"I don't want to be picked up by the driver!" said Shayt angry.

"Honey..please understand, Papa's son is good and handsome. Time is angry with Papa."

"Sya do not want to be escorted by the driver," said Sya once again.

"Then, for a while Sya was escorted to pick up the Driver but Mommy came along. I want to, don't I?" Mas Elang gave another offer. He seems to think.

"Will, will you?" rework Mas Eagle.

"You....!" answer Sya accompanied by a nod. Finally that adorable cute handsome boy could be persuaded.

"Yes... Please give Mother a moment!" the Teetah Mas Elang. He obeyed and thrust my HP into my hands.

"Yes....!" sahutku.

"Darling..I tipped Sya, tomorrow to Friday please accompany Sya to school. But you as always, don't have to wait. You just take it and pick it up. Mr. Udin I told you," said Mas Elang.

"Yes....!" sahutku.

"I'll close, I'll call you back at night." Mas Eagle immediately closed it without saying hello. Maybe it's in a hurry.

"Yes... have you come home, baby....?" Suddenly Mother came approaching from the kitchen with Sister Sonia.

"Grandmother....!" Sya slammed into Mom's embrace and embraced her. Although less close to Sya, but Sya always welcomes her Grandma with joy and looks like to be spoiled. However, Mother never understood Sya's wishes, Mother also did not like if chatting with Sya. Just say hello, at least that's how I've seen during this interaction Mom and She.

"Yes...your father went out of town, did he not want to come?"

"She, I want to join Ne. But Papa is gone," said the spoiled Shah.

"Yes, next time she will come, this time your mother will forbid you to come. So your papa didn't take you!" mother said it had an influence on Sya. I was slipping away for a moment.

"Oh my goodness, Mother....!" my reprimand while reaching for Sya from Mother's embrace.

He looked me in the eye, then slowly walked up the stairs. This child is fortunately obedient, otherwise, I'm afraid she'll hear Mom's no-no sayings. For all I know, Mother is very brave to speak inappropriate in front of Sya and without control.

After Sya entered the room that I watched from below, I now return to face my body to Mother and Sister Sonia. Although in my heart a little bit shrieked, but I made the determination that I would fight against the arbitrariness of Mother or Mother Sonia's beloved mother.

"It's great that you're good at controlling Sya, even though I'm sure you're not sincere. All I know is that your goal of being the Eagle's wife is to enjoy her fortune, right?" I'm not accusing you of lying.

"This tengginang crumb woman wants to try to enter the life of the Eagle, so just so satisfied bed she is already excited. Where would the Eagle make her pregnant, just a crumb of tenuous! Not going to give birth to superior seeds like Sya, my granddaughter," said Mother Ketus as if to hurt my heart as much as possible.

It hurts my heart, it hurts to hear Mom talk like that. I wanted to feel like I was crying right then and there, my eyes glazed over. But I held him back so as not to go out and take my breath in. Immediately I took a stand in my heart. "*Oh Allah, strengthen me*!" batinku.

"Shameful, just in front of us he just wanted to be invited to make out with the Eagle. Low-class, even though he was already a humiliating Eagle. The eagle does not really love you, that's why he deliberately shows your perverted deeds. How low are you, right, Nada?"

"Where is the Eagle willing to uplift the dignity of this cunning woman, except to demean her. You trash, cheap." Mom quickly became an insult to me. Apparently the way Mas Eagle was to try to make Mother and Sister Sonia jealous, very powerful. But now backfiring for me, I was insulted. I feel not strong, the defense of my tears as if to break down.

"Enough Ma'am, don't insult the continued tone. Tone is not as low as Mom's petty mind. The mother just hates Nada and is still obsessed son-in-law whose wealth is standard with Mother, that's why Mother always considers low Tone. Though I know, the daughter-in-law that I want to choose is not necessarily good behavior. Just look at it later Mom, I will receive a proper reply for insulting Nada. Now you can say anything about Nada, but one day you will get a reply to what you said just now" I shouted and shed tears. My defense broke down, I couldn't hold back my tears.

"Heleh. You dare to swear me, not to. Sonia is still the best potential ghost. Have attitude, smart, classy and good behavior. Unlike you, it's lowly, cheap again." Once again Mother insulted me mercilessly.

I looked at Mom sharply, my tears still pouring out. I swear, I'm not fighting anymore, it feels like my knees are limp.

"If the Eagle loves you, what is the proof? He alone never dared to give you treasure or money in your name, different when the same Mayang, so dear and love, Mayang is given treasure in the name of Mayang," mother said while playing her lips as if sick of seeing me.

"Mother is proud of Mbak Mayang, but the proof is that he can deceive Mas Eagle and leave Mas Eagle. I, though I am not entrusted with the trust of property in my name, am still fed. Anyway, I told you many times in front of Mom that I am not crazy treasure like my ex-daughter-in-law. But, why does Mom always say that I married Mas Eagle because of his property. Which treasure did I spend? Answer, Mom?" I stared back at Mom.

Mother did not answer, she was furious to see that I could still answer and defend myself. I just want to shut up and cry. While my chest tightened, I could no longer bear the blessings. Slowly I went up the stairs and walked slowly up to it while holding onto my claustrophobic chest.

"Nada... dare you speak in front of me I-I, you impolite! No attitude!" hardik Mom again shouted. My mother was furious with me who spoke by saying my name with "me". Mother had always heard me say my own name rather than "me", if so Mother thought I was rude to her.

"Not polite, parents talk you away. The basic crumb!" Mom rebuked again when I was upstairs. I stared intently at Mom with tears still flowing.