"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

The Sadness of the Eagle Due to the Traveling Tone

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Meanwhile at the Eagle's house, Madam Sri Elang arrived at the Eagle's house when the clock showed at 7:30 p.m. Ms. Sri came in after the car parked well. He was in a hurry with a completely restless face. What's with Bu Sri, usually a flat face without sin is always attached to the look on his face.

"Assynoltom... El, Eagle....!" call Bu Sri while climbing the stairs. Bi Narti who was holding Sya intercepted Bu Sri.

"Sorry Nyah, Den Eagle is angry. Non Nada left, they had a fight," Bi Narti reported with a sad face. Sya who was in Bi Narti's arms hugged Bi Narti's neck strongly as if feeling frightened. Bu Sri was stunned as if shocked.

"*Tone goes, Angry eagle*?" the gum was full of questions. Bu Sri immediately rushed to the stairs and approached the Eagle's room. Arriving at the door of the room, Bu Sri saw the state of the room was very messy like a broken ship. Bu Sri was amazed. He did not believe the situation he had just seen. Bu Sri wonder what makes Eagle so angry? What kind of quarrel makes the Eagle angry?

As far as the only child of the puppet, never seen to be raging even betrayed by the class of Mayang at that time. He simply hid his anger with silence and decisive action. But now, when he saw the Eagle was angry and slammed the goods, Bu Sri felt unusual.

"*El, what's going on? Not usually you**awry even if you make an error*?" bu Sri's mind asked in wonder. Just this time his chest that was always so swollen, felt tight and felt guilty.

"El....!" tegur Bu Sri hesitated. Though all this time Bu Sri always felt power over the Eagle, but now he seemed struck by the state of the Eagle full of anger and mess.

"What are you doing Nada, so that my son is like this? My son loves you too much but he doesn't dare hurt me as his birth mother. You must take responsibility for the condition of this Eagle." Batin Bu Sri said. Bu Sri still blames the state of the Eagle like this because of Nada.

"*Where are you going Nada? Didn't you*love my son? But now go and Elang**like a lost person*?" Bu Sri said another word in her mind.

"El....!" Bu Sri tried to call back her son who was filled with anger. The eagle turned around and looked towards Bu Sri who had just realized it. The gaze of the Eagle's eyes was sharp and completely possessed by anger, thus making Bu Sri a little afraid.

"El... What's wrong?" Still trying to weaken Eagle's anger, Bu Sri came a little closer.

"It's all because Mama, Mama always hurt Nada's feelings. Now Tone goes and really goes." The eagle blames Bu Sri, his breath goes up and down.

"El... Mama's sure Nada won't be far away. He will definitely return," said Bu Sri full of confidence.

"Where do you know, Nada's going home again?"

"She's really going to leave the Eagle, Ma. It's all because of Mama. Mama often hurt him by constantly scolding him. In front of your friends even in front of ART. Mama takes too little for Nada. The Eagle knows Mama only considers Tone an ordinary person who married an Eagle because of the Eagle's treasure. But Mama was wrong, not a penny Nada used money or property Eagle, even Eagle once gave him an ATM card, tomorrow he returned it. When El gives the gift of an apology in the form of a diamond ring for the first time, he refuses. Is that what Mama calls Nada just want Eagle's treasure? Is that what Ma is like?" jolt the fiery Eagle, his chest descending up. Just this time Bu Sri saw the Eagle venting all the anger and unease in front of him with a high tone.

Bu Sri was amazed by all the statements of the Eagle, now that the Eagle had dared to speak highly of him. That means an Eagle's anger is already at its peak. Bu Sri lowered her head, she remembered one by one her actions to Nada. Was he so cruel, just because he did not get a daughter-in-law higher in social status than his former daughter-in-law, then Nada was the target of his hatred?

"*Nada.. Yes I hate you because**you are just a simple person present in the life of my son, Eagle. I was thinking, if I could get a daughter-in-law whose social status is higher than the Mayang, then I can show off and hurt the Mayang by showing my new son-in-law is richer and everything from Si Mayang. But... When the Eagle got you, at that time my pride seemed to fall, because Mayang who still always dropped me, because it only had a daughter-in-law who was not richer than him

Nada.... am I wrong to hate you because you can't be proud of me in front of other people especially the Mayang because of your social status?" Batin Bu Sri spoke about the truth why she hated Nada*.

"He's not coming back, Ma! Let alone treasure, I alone can leave Tada. The tone did not carry any treasures from the Eagle at all. The Eagle was sure, there was nothing incriminating him to stay with the Eagle!" toilet Eagle dusting. Bu Sri was stunned to hear the words of the Eagle just now, not usually he was like that flat and without sin.

"It's all because of Mama, Eagle hates Mama's attitude. Mama should be aware, why El always forgave the treatment of Mama and ignore the feelings of Nada. That's because El still gives Mama a chance to be aware of every rude and insulting word Mama has towards Nada. El does not want to say rude and not hard to Mama, it just wants to make Mama realize Mama's fault with Nada. Butwhat? Mama even more fun to hurt Nada with more crazy scorn, by humiliating Nada in front of Mama's friends." The eagle paused his speech for a moment and adjusted his breathing.

"Now there is no more Tone that Mama can despise at will in front of Mama's friends. Satisfied Ma, Mama satisfied right?" The eagle ended his high words accompanied by sobs, then threw his body under the bed. The bed that was always full of warmth of love from the Tone of the wife that she loved so much. But now there is no.

The eagle is now completely devastated by the departure of Nada, inexplicably it feels now Nada will really leave him.

Bu Sri felt sliced by the condition of the Eagle who fell because of the departure of Nada. All he was capable of was now staring at the Eagle with suddenly teary eyes. Things that almost never did Bu Sri do. But now, his only child is able to speak high in front of him just because of Tone.

"*You are Tone, my Eagle dared to say high*me. And because of you, the Eagle is now like a**who lost his way. You must come back to*Elang, Eagle must return respect*me*." Batin Bu Sri.

"Silence El... Tone's definitely back, he's definitely back. Tomorrow we start looking for Nada at your in-laws' house," Bu Sri persuaded in a worried tone.

"Tone will not return, Ma. And it's Mama, all because of Mama. Now Mama is gone from before the Eagle! Go....!?" The eagle shouted as if he had forgotten who he was and chased away Bu Sri.