"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Surprise for the Eagle

She walked into my room, she came over and hugged me.

"Mother....!" call it a little screaming. I was surprised, lest Sya see and hear when I was insulted and rebuked by Mother. I'm sure Mom's screams while insulting and rebuking me are very clearly heard upwards. I'm worried about my psychic, always hearing and seeing Mom cursing at me. Mother really did.

I returned Sya's embrace, the rest of the crying was still there. She looked at me and grabbed my face.

"Mother crying because of nene huh?" tanyanya while with her understanding rubbed my tears. I was moved to see Sya so attentive like that. I did not say, I hurriedly dried the tears with the tissue on the table.

"No, nene's not angry. Now we have lunch first yuk. I must be hungry" I lied while shifting my focus by asking him to eat. After I regained my composure and my face was not grim anymore I took Sya down.

But the rest of the heartache was still there and had just passed, and I became hesitant to step up. But I have to take Sya to the dining table and eat. While in the middle room there is Mother and Sister Sonia. I wish I was strong, and no matter what Mom would say. Although I'm definitely talking again and inciting my heartache again.

I passed by Mother and Sister Sonia just like that without turning my head or taking them out to eat. I won't seem to care anymore, I've had enough heartache and humiliation.

"Come on, what do you want to eat?"

"Bi Narti, please drink it Yes. I want to drink mustard juice. Make yes.." I say. Bi Narti immediately passed and obeyed.

"Mother.., I want this," pointed it at the soy sauce made by Bi Narti. I took it and put it on Sya's plate.

"Okay.. ya, there are guests you do not nawarin eat. Never mind nawarin, just treat no." Mother approached in tandem with Sister Sonia. I didn't return his words, just glanced at him and made small talk.

"Come on... Ma'am, Sonia's sister, have lunch!"

Sonia's mother and mother sat in their seats. Mom's eyes stared one by one at the dishes. "Just like this....!" petty word.

"Let's go, baby, take the meal. We have to eat first before going to the show," Mother asked Sonia.

I focused on my food and Sya, I hurriedly ended my lunch anyway I'm not the old type to eat. Only a little more spent his meal. Shay's mustard juice came.

"Den Sya, here's the juice." Bi Narti put mustard juice on the edge of Sya.

"Thank you Bi Narti....!" sya gemas. I'm so moved to see it. Apparently the upbringing of Mas Elang applied Sya so well.

Sonia's mother and mother started bribing her food. Before the two of them ate, don't forget Mom blabbed first in front of the food.

"It's just plain food, even though the Eagle has a fancy restaurant whose menu is luxurious as well. Serve here that fancy dish cake." Mom's face looks upset.

"See, let's drink the juice. The liquid hunt will not taste good, you know!" He ended his meal and started drinking his mustard juice. She looked at me and Sya who had finished eating. I tiptoed while carrying the dishes and glasses used by me and Sya to the sink. Bi Narti greeted me with an unpleasant attitude.

"Let Bi, I wash my hands. Come on, Shay wash your hands first." I called Sya to wash her hands first in the sink.

Me and Sya, passing from the dining table. One step later I heard my mother scream.

"Don't know any manners and manners, guests are still eating left behind. Origin from the village, yes so," my mother told me. I just straight pretend not to hear and focus on saving my fingers I take to the stairs.

"Yes, if it's lunch we're boci yes, aka bobo ciang.but don't immediately boci, Mommy is afraid of fat. We play Doraemon cards first yes," I said loud, deliberately let you overheat seeing me who was careless.

Actually I am trying to be weak and strong, if I look weak and down in front of Mom, then I will be more courageous. I honestly don't want to be disrespectful or go to Mas Elang's biological mother, but only with this is my defense that I am capable of right now. "*I'm sorry Tone Bu*," I thought.

"Start brave of him, outstretched no Eagle. I'll tell Eagle that you don't have the same manners as in-laws and Sonia as guests" he sizzled so annoyed and anxious at me. I passed by and didn't want a word to reply again, maybe this way I'll stop babbling.

POV Author

Eagles run Pajiranya cars on large roads connecting between cities and between provinces. While in the rest area, he surprisingly met Mayang. After finishing his lunch there, Eagle went to the rest area toilet to fulfill the call of nature.

"Brugg....!" The eagle collides with a person, and the hand of the person holding on to the shoulder of the Eagle holds his body so as not to fall. The two were so close and close. The eagle tried to kindly hold the person's body with his left hand which was accidentally right on his waist.

When the position of the two is stable, the Eagle can only focus and look at who the person who collided with him.

"Darling....!" to his surprise, the Eagle immediately released a touch of his hand from Mayang.

"Elang.could we meet here. Is this what you call a soul mate." The eagles did not like the talk of Mayang just now.

"Sorry, I don't have much time to wait for you to talk" the Eagle passed by thinking wonderfully about Mayang being in the same town. The eagle made his way to the car park and got in and quickly started the car engine. The roar of the car engine is now heard, Eagle drove his car leaving the rest area with a raging heart.

Mayang stared fixedly at the departure of the Eagle while sharing a sly smile.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mas Bintang! I think Mayang followed me. Just now at the rest area I met him. We hit the toilet. Something is strange, Mom. I suspect this was planned Mayang. However, to my astonishment, how did Mayang know that I was out of town?" The eagle was talking on the phone with someone called Mas Bintang.

"Relax El, I'll monitor and send my men to watch over him. Be careful El, I'll wait." The answer on the other end of the phone just made the Eagle calm down a little. Eagle, end the phone. Then return to pass Pajiranya with moderate speed.

"*Honey, how did he know I was out of town*? *Is there a stalker*?" The eagle was still thinking hard about the existence of Mayang in the same city as himself. Now the eagle must be more careful. And the Eagle has not been able to guess what devious plan Mayang will do?