"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Back to the house

"Mama... What are you talking about in front of Bi Inah? It's inappropriate for Mama to talk about the disgrace of a daughter-in-law's son to someone else. Mama knows, El ngajak Nada was here no other so you can get better and get along. But what, Mama instead makes this relationship more runyam. It is only fitting that Nada has been reluctant to meet Mama, because Mama herself gives distance and never wants to accept Nada!" said Mas Eagle slightly shouted and Tone high. Mom seemed excited to feel caught by Mas Elang and I.

"Ti-no El. Not Mama recounts the disgrace of her son-in-law, but... Mama's talking about soap operas together, Bi Inah." Mother argues.

"Reason... Eagle knows, Mama told Nada, right? El, disappointed with Mama....!" said Mas Elang while turning over and walking stomping his feet to go to the room occupied by Sya.

"El.. wait....!" Mom's chasing Mas Eagle. Seeing this incident, I immediately walked away and ran a little sneak up and out the door.

Along the way my tears broke, I was really hurt by the words of the mother that were clearly heard talking about me to Bi Inah without shame. Again and again, the mother is not bored to open the disgrace of the son-in-law in front of others. This is no disgrace to us, for we are a legitimate married couple, who by chance have been shampooed and wet and seen by mother. But basically mom really hates me, so anything she sees will always be negative.

Mother is very heartless and heartless, did not yesterday mother had apologized for her mistake which she said had cornered me when the certificate of PerkaSya Restaurant was lost. But now, when Mas Elang intended to reconcile me and bring me closer to mother, apparently mother was found out.

This also did not escape the attitude of Mas Eagle who forced me to go to mother's house. If only Mas Eagle did not insist on immediately reconciling us, maybe the incident of mother talking about our disgrace to Bi Inah would not have happened. All because of Mas Elang, Mas Elang trigger mother always scoffed and talked about the problem of bed in front of others. This is for the umpteenth time, it feels like this time I am very tired of trying to survive with a husband who is completely insensitive to the feelings of his wife.

My tears are getting broken, achingtt... once, the heart and chest are getting crowded, plus the pain in my head appears again, the more it feels this heartache. The heart and physical pain of headaches are both jolting and racing as if it were nice to see me in pain. I tried to ease my headache by lowering my body. I sat down and squatted my right temple. I let my body sit on the sidewalk.

At the same time, a car stopped and honked. Apparently the Eagle who caught up with me. How not, my go has not been far from around the housing of the mother's house, and I was already a headache that suddenly whack. My body could not walk anymore and stopped and sat my body on the sidewalk.

"Darling... Tone....!" Mas Eagle's voice called out to me and I only faintly heard. My body was lifted and put in the car. Inside the car was the sound of a little boy worrying about me. She was calling my name.

"Mother... Mother....!" Sya called and then held my shoulder which is now leaning on the car seat. I closed my eyes to ease the pain in my head that was still feeling. It felt so hard that I could not open my eyes. Suddenly Mas Eagle gave me a bottle of mineral water and thrust towards my mouth. I tried to gulp down the mineral water a mouthful, then leaned back again. The voice that was calling out was no longer heard.

Mas Eagle's car slowly walked, the roar of his engine began to sound. And the car is speeding up, splitting the streets of this city.

But only a few minutes, Mas Eagle had stopped his car. I slowly opened my eyes while enduring the lingering headache. It turned out that Mas Eagle stopped his car in front of a clinic. I feel astonished.

"Yes be quiet first yes, later if Papa has dropped Mother, then Yes, Papa put it down!" Mas Eagle tried to persuade Sya who had been silent since, but when he saw the movement of Mas Eagle at least made Sya wonder and panic. But the smart boy was obedient and seemed sorry to see me.

"Come, down!" tell Mas Elang while grabbing my left hand to carry it. I immediately brushed off because I was confused about being flanked by Mas Eagle, I was not sick. Just the heartache I felt and the impact it had on my head.

"Where are you going, Nada, Mas?" I asked in surprise while holding back Mas Eagle's hand.

"Come, let's go to the clinic and treat the wound on your temple."

"No, you have to go to the clinic. The wound on your temple is causing a headache, "forcibly do Elang Mas again.

"No, Mas... Tone to be treated with Bi Narti. Don't always force the tone." Once again I refused Mas Elang's invitation.

"Don't be stubborn, Tone!" he said a little high.

"Please, Mas. The tone does not want. Better get home quickly let's get there quickly. Poor Sya, tired from long on the road." I gave an excuse. Mas Eagle finally relented with a sad face disappointed because I denied.

"You are beginning to argue, but for your own good." Mas Eagle mumbled as he got back into the car and fixed his seat belt, and glanced at me grimacing. He split the road back to our house. I just kept quiet, and lazily replied again Mas Eagle.

Mas Elang's car arrived in front of the gate of the house when the clock showed at 18:30 p.m. The gate was opened by Mr. Nandang who happened to guard on the night shif, replace the same Usep.

When the car was perfectly parked in the yard, I immediately went down with a head that really hurt but I could stand it. Until I don't ignore it.

At the doorstep, Bi Narti was already welcoming.

"Non Nada, how come back?" Bi Narti shriveled in wonder.

"Bi.. Please make me Ginger Tea yes, I feel a headache. Also my bandage will be opened, please" I ordered as I slid into and towards the stairs.

"Good, Non."

Arriving at the room, I lay my body down. The pain in my head is still there. I tried to get rid of it by kneading slowly.

Not long after, Bi Narti came and went inside the room not forgetting to knock on the door.

"Come, Bi!"

Bi Narti brought Warm Ginger Tea and P3K tools to treat wounds on my temples.

"The wounds on his temple have already begun to dry up, Non. Aunty only needs to give alcohol and ointment outside," said Bi Narti. His hands swiftly treated my temple. When it was over, Bi Narti helped me sit leaning on the headboard.

"Drink first, Non!" Bi Narti, while offering Warm Ginger Tea.

"Thank you, Bi!"

"It seems, Non Tone headaches are not due to injuries in the temples."

"It's okay, Bi. It's a regular headache. Maybe soon after drinking this Warm Ginger Tea, my headache will disappear," I said to calm Bi Narti's worries. While Mas Eagle was looking at me from the connecting door of our room and Sya, with a slightly irritated look. I'm either upset that I don't want to be taken to the clinic or something, I don't know.