"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Disappointed in the Happy Park

We arrived at the Garden of Happiness with my sad and disappointed feelings. Trivial problems may be for some people, but the afternoon streets in the park just plain in question. It is not a matter of his walks in an ordinary place, but the need for communication and explanation at the beginning, that is more important.

"Come, come down, we're here!" exclaim Mas Elang invited us down. I really don't want to go down because I'm still upset. But for the sake of appreciating it I went down while leading Sya, I followed Mas Eagle.

"We look for a quiet one, yes" he said while looking for a slightly quiet place. Happy Park is a park that is already known to people, so most people often make a place kongkow young people, parents, or traders, all kumplit here. But if this afternoon the visitors are a little reduced.

Luckily we found a quiet place and an empty chair. We sat there.

"Come, Sya. Sitting here, we take pictures of the four of us with the baby," Mas Elang asked. Sya obediently and I too, Mas Eagle placed his HP in front of us with timer mode, then we took a photo together. Mas Eagle in flirtatious fashion stole a kiss on my left cheek, then his left hand held my belly.

"Mas Elang thought we were taking 4-pictured pictures, with the fetus I was carrying. I was sulking, forced to smile happily in front of the HP Mas Eagle camera.

" Come, Shay, get ready! We said HAPPY FAMILY together. Honey, say happy family yes!" her anjurnya while giving a cue when we started to say happy family.

We began to act and follow the direction of Mas Elang, while shouting the phrase HAPPY FAMILY. There were three poses that Mas Eagle directed, again kissing the cheek, head and standing together.

"Honey, I want to take a picture with a pose kiss your sweet lips, later yes when we go home do both," whispered Mas Elang while looking at my chin. Mas Eagle this time really acted funny, in order to avoid my sulking earlier.

"Duhhh .. It feels cape right. Papa wants to find a drink as a snack for Sya and Mommy. Papa to sebrang first yes, yes. Wait with Mommy here, Papa find food there first," said Mas Elang while pointing to sebrang there that many artisans sell food.

Me and Sya sat waiting, playing throwing balls that happened to be in the park.

"Come, Shay, throw again" I said, raising both hands to catch the ball. Again it fell because Sya was less far away throwing it.

"Wahhhh ... far away Sya, tumben far throw, Sya cool," I praised as giving a thumbs up. Sya ran small chasing the ball away from his throw.

His footsteps came to a halt as someone tried to stop him.

"Yetoo!" his screams sounded frightened. I directly looked. I immediately approached Sya who was now in the sack of a mature woman.

"Sya ... why?" I immediately approached the two to ascertain who the adult female was. "Mayang Ma'am ....!" hisisku.

I immediately grabbed Sya's hand. She hid behind me with fear.

"Meeting again we are here, I happen to want to meet my son who has always been blocked by Eagles" he said incorrectly. Naturally Mas Elang prevented Mbak Mayang to meet his son, the way Mbak Mayang just always mengurakan and sometimes hurt.

"See, this is Mama, honey. Comehere!" bujuk Mbak Mayang's. She got more and more frightened and held the end of my skirt.

"You don't stop me from bringing my son, you don't have the right" said Mayang angrily. I keep trying to protect Sya who is really getting scared let alone hear the voice of Mbak Mayang who screamed.

"Sir, please speak softly, there are minors here, who do not deserve to hear dirty or rude talk" I recall.

It seems like Mbak Mayang not only wants to just take Sya, he also deliberately wants to hurt me who never had a problem with him. I'm sure all those words he got from Sonia's sister. Sonia's mother really had the heart to humiliate me in front of others by spreading untrue news about me.

"Enough Ma'am, all of Mbak's words are not true, and I beg you to lower the volume!" I remember again even though my feelings were not good enough to cry. Crying because of the words of Mbak Mayang reminds me back to all my mother's dirty talk to me.

"Being Eagle's wife but losing you, I used to be loved everything and loved by those stupid in-laws. Look at you, just invited to take a walk to a public park like this. I used to go abroad and honeymoon to the Maldives. You don't know where the Maldives are, do you?" the cerocosnya don't want to lose. I was getting less and less strong to hear the chattering of my head suddenly dizzy and I tried to hold on.

"Come on, Shay, we're out of here" I asked.

"Hey .. don't go," he kept chasing after Sya and caught Sya's hand. I fell for a moment while shouting to call out the name of Sya.

"Yes .... "

"www .... !" I squealed to hold my stomach and body so that there would be no hard blow to the ground.

"Yes, Tone ....!" mas Elang's screams suddenly sounded and the footsteps of several people were heard approaching.

"Don't you touch Sya, I forbid you to touch her," cried Mas Eagle to Mbak Mayang.

Mas Elang helped me stand up that had crashed, fortunately I could withstand the impact was not until it really hit the ground. Then Mas Elang approached Mbak Mayang who has now been banned Mbak Mayang.

Suddenly from an unexpected direction, an adult man who was no stranger to me came to us who was now mobbed by park visitors.

"Darling, what's going on?"

"Master Zul ....!" hisisku.

"Zulfikar" whispered Mas Eagle.

Mas Elang and I were surprised to see Mr. Zulfikar coming. Mr. Zulfikar was astonished to see the scene before his eyes. He saw Ma'am Mayang who was blocking Sya's hand, while Sya rebelled in pain and fear.

"Urus your beloved wife, never again disturb the household life of others. If you need to lock him up. If he dares to interfere with my household life again, then I will not hesitate to report it to the authorities. And I made sure he would rot in prison" Mas Elang said, threateningly.

"Honey .. let go of the boy!" shouted Mr. Zul blaring. Ma'am Mayang who heard Mr. Zul's cry, suddenly released Sya from his check. Sya rushed towards Mas Elang and embraced and cried hysterically in Mas Elang's arms. I was sad to see it, Sya had to watch again the drama of parents who want to take their children forcibly. Why Mbak Mayang arrived trying to ask him carefully, everything can be discussed.

Mr. Zulfikar stared angrily at Mbak Mayang, then took Mbak Mayang away from the park. Before leaving, Mr. Zulfikar apologized to Mas Eagle.

"I'm sorry and I beg you to say goodbye" he said firmly while pulling Mbak Mayang's arm.

The three of us stared at each other. Angry when it was not so to the Lake of Love is now gone. Mas Eagles looked at me with regret for taking us to the Garden of Happiness, which in the end met with disappointment and anger.