"I'm Tired, I Want to Give Up "

Meet Ms. Marisa

My body suddenly shook and slumped down the sofa after I was fully dressed again. I was crying, disappointed and sad beyond measure.

Mas Eagle went back to the sofa and put his shirt back on, he saw me crying under the sofa. He grabbed my shoulder and lifted my body.

"Come, let's go to the room!" I pulled him into the room by passing by Mother and Sister Sonia who gaped at us.

"Mama go home, take the future mother-in-law Mama's dream away from the Eagle's house. And the Eagle insists do not set foot in this house if you only want to scorn the Eagle's wife. Go Ma!" Get rid of Mas Eagle while pulling my body. I was wide-eyed to hear the words of Mas Eagle.

"How dare you throw Mama El away, for the sake of your bitch wife. Durhaka you Eagle did that to Mama. It's all because of that poor woman. You always defend him. Look out, you won't let me live happily with the Eagle. You bitch!" Hardik Mum bustling without shame.

"Enough Ma, don't mention Nada with a dirty name from Mama's mouth. Now leave! And remember, don't injure your feet here if you just want to insult and scorn Nada!" Shouted Mas Eagle defending me. Any defense from Mas Sakti was free, because I was already hurt and disappointed by Mother's speech.

"Huhhh.. You will regret that the Eagle has dared to drive Mama away!" Mama's timed timed go followed by Sonia's mother behind him.

The Eagle took me to my room and sat me in bed, while I was still in shock and crying. This shame really makes me feel lost face. I can guess, this incident will definitely come out of the mouth of the mother-in-law to be conveyed to others, whether it's her tourist friend or her social friend.

I brushed aside as Mas Eagle was about to grab my body, I went to the bathroom drowning my sadness and embarrassment.

"Darling.., I'm sorry!" He said behind the bathroom door.

The shower I turned on to muffle my crying. This time Mother's words and the confidence that Mother deliberately watched for 15 minutes according to Mother's confession, really made Me more sad and hurt. Why can you let the shameful incident to be deliberately watched, not go to avoid pretending not to know?

What proper word should be pinned to such a Mother? Wajarkah the actions of his son-in-law deliberately used as a spectacle, which in the end became the material of his ridicule? I don't think about Mom's attitude. This heartache.

Mas Eagle's bang on the door is now heard more clearly, he yelled to seduce me to open the door, but I didn't mind. I was angry with the Eagle. The second incident this time was also due to Mas Eagle who refused to take me to the room. Mas Eagle who accidentally did not lock the door to the room when Sister Sonia caught us. It was Mas Eagle's intention, he pretended to lock the door, but apparently not.

I became confused, Mas Eagle meant what did that do? Want to embarrass me in front of Sonia's Mother-in-law and Sister-in-law or something? I really don't understand. What is clear is that the actions of this Eagle made my heart hurt.

An hour ago I cried in the bathroom, the sound of Mas Eagle banging on the door was gone. I think Mas Elang left because he was going to pick Sya up from school.

I immediately cleaned myself for a big bath and ablution. I should be able to get rid of my swelling and swelling in front of Sya. Anyway, I can't know I'm hurt. But how can I hide the feeling of anger towards Mas Eagle in front of Sya?

"Mother... Mother....!" He shouted, followed by Mas Eagle to the stairs.

"Be careful, don't run dong!" sweat Mas Soft Eagle. Mas Eagle had not yet realized that I was in the kitchen, I deliberately wanted to avoid Mas Eagle because I was angry.

Mas Eagle only realized I was not at the top, seen him who went down the stairs and towards the kitchen. I turned around and pretended not to notice. But instantly my body was hugged from behind.

"Darling, forgive me. It is wrong not to follow your invitation to go to the room. Again, I'm sorry. Come on, let's go to the room first, and I'll wait for you and find you the mother!" Persuade Mas Eagle to seduce me and apologize to me. I was silent and did not say the words of Mas Eagle. Then the Eagle led me up the stairs.

"Honey..in front of Sya, Mas please pretend to be nice to Mas, for the sake of Sya. Please." please." Really please.

"Mother....!" He shouted while hugging me tightly. Geez...how can I show a sad, disappointed and angry attitude to Mas Eagle in front of Sya, a connected child who is very dear to Me. I hugged him back tightly, the remnants of sadness when it got a scorn from Mama-in-law slowly plunged freely without I can stand it.

"Why are you crying?" ask when I realized I was crying.

"Oh. emm... Mommy cries because so unfortunately Mommy is the same. Come on, let's go down to lunch first," I asked as I reached for Sya's hand.

Two weeks since that incident, my attitude towards Mas Eagle was a little cold and Mas Eagle noticed it. How not, the words of Mother who was very spicy at that time.really still ringing in the ears.

Somehow at first, Mother who since the incident we were caught doing "it" in the living room had never been to Mas Eagle's house again, suddenly came and begged Mas Eagle not to throw him away. She said I miss Sya. Mas Eagle consumed his seduction, so that Mother was allowed to return freely in this house as she wished. Hopefully this time I will really turn into a good mother-in-law, I hope.

Tomorrow, when Mas Elang has taken Sya to school. Mother left. His attitude in front of Mas Elang is now a little change. No longer did the slippery ceplos satirize me, but behind Mas Elang was still cynical and looked at me unfriendly. But I don't care, I'm already sick with Mom's talk, so my attitude is a little cold towards her.

Time shows at 9:30 WIB, suddenly Waku's phone rings. I casually picked up my HP and saw who was calling, a really bad tumben. Apparently Ms. Risa, Mas Elang's cousin and my former Supervisor when I worked first at the famous Supermarket in my city.

"Assalamu'alaikum! Yes Ms. Risa, tumben called. What wind is there?" [I]

"Yes nih Nad, Mbak kangen want to meet you while there are things you want to say. You can come no?" [Risa's Mother]

"Less knowing Ma'am, Nada must ask permission first with Mas Elang. Nada also kangen want to meet Mbak Risa." [I]

"Please ask permission first, even if you go, El will not be angry, because you will meet with Ma'am." [Risa's Mother]

"Yes, Nada Permission used to be the same Mas Elang. Where do you want to make a deal?" [I]

"Ordinary place, in the cafe next to the Supermarket" [Risa Bak]

"Okay Ma'am, look forward to it!" [I]

We also ended the phone call. I immediately contacted Mas Elang, although I was still cold to Mas Elang, but for matters to leave, it is mandatory to ask permission first. The phone apparently didn't pick up, and then I sent WA a message. Without waiting for my message to be answered, I am getting ready to go to see Ms. Risa. Don't forget I said goodbye to Bi Narti.

When my online ojek has arrived at our appointment place. Finally I met Ms. Risa after months of not meeting. We miss each other. And there is encouraging news, apparently Mbak Risa will soon get married. He gave me a wedding invitation letter. I'm so happy to hear that. After we were satisfied to take off the kangen and eat the food that Mbak Risa bought, we ended our meeting. And I'm back home using the online motorcycle again.