It's Not You I Want

It's Not You I Want
Baikans



"entrance Why just stand up, do not pegel you from earlier sling azizah"


"you who brought Azizah, I'm not good"


"subhanallah Zaskia, we're still legally divorced, what's wrong with you, so you want to part with me"


"b-not that he meant, a-I don't taste the same.. alesha" zidan pushed his eyes off guard, the azizah that was in Zaskia's arms he took, he took,


"what do you think I'm with Alesha?"


"your wife, her son must be as big as Azizah right"


Zidan stopped his steps hearing Zaskia's words, behind which his body stared at Zaskia


"Alesha is not my wife, and the child in Alesha's birth is also not my child, my wife is only one. You, my child is also just azizah, I have never cheated on you at all, I have a reason Why that day you saw me walking with him, Alesha is also married, satisfied you" Zidan looked at Zaskia coldly, and, he resumed his steps bringing the sleeping azizah into the room


"so all this time, I was wrong, my husband never expected me, but why are they so close, what does it have to do with alesha, to zidan segitunya" Zaskia satin.


while Zaskia, the woman was sculpting, trying to digest the words of zidan, her tongue was a mute, she could not say anything, other than istighfar


Zaskia did not budge in her place, until Zidan returned from the azizah chamber


"you've eaten" Zaskia flinched with zidan's question, saying,


"uhuh?" belo Zaskia


"you've eaten" Zaskia just shook her head


"want to cook something in the kitchen, I miss your cooking"


"ii-yes I'm sure of something, what do you want to eat"


"what's important is that you cook, remember the kitchen, don't need me to deliver, I want to clean first"


"ii-yes"


...


Zidan came back down with a fresher appearance, the man had just finished his bath, Zidan could not hide his smile seeing the thing he longed to see again, Zaskia stood behind him with the stove on


"you're not tired of cooking with that rich veil, Relax Ki, I'm still your mahram, I'm still your husband, your whole body is halal for me"


again Zaskia gasped in shock, the cookware she was holding fell on her feet


"Allahu Akbar" said Zaskia, zidan quickly approached, sitting in a row before Zaskia


"you don't papa" Zaskia who looked down at the face of zidan who looked up at him with a worried look


"aa-i don't papa ko"


"again daydreaming what the hell, until not focused on it"


"if you have nothing to do with her, then why are you so close to her, to the point of canceling an appointment to take me to check on her, and would rather go with her" it was clearly Zaskia whom he had been enduring for a long time.


Zidan stood up to pull his long hair


in his face in the woman in front of him, with a difficult gaze to understand


"do you remember Azam?"


"Azam?"


"Hem, my best friend Azam, who once mentioned your existence in the night entertainment scene at that time"


"yes I remember him"


"Azam died 6 years ago "


"inalillahi wainnailaihi rojiun" zidan turned off the stove that was still burning, he held the wife's cold fingers, his eyes could not be separated staring at the wife's face that looked shocked


"sit down and I'll tell you everything" Zidan led Zaskia to a chair


"Azam left Alesha who was pregnant young, I came to see her which turned out to be the last day of Azam, Azam entrusted Alesha to me because Alesha had no one but Azam, and... azam's parents never condoned their relationship, at that time Azam asked me to marry Alesha "Zaskia looked up at Zidan


"yes... Azam asked me to marry Alesha, he wanted me to take care of his wife, obviously I refused that ridiculous thing, I do not want to hurt you, hurt your feelings, you are my only wife, I want to be, forever and will not be replaced "zidan rubbed Zaskia's face gently


"i will never be able to wish on our love Kii, in the end Azam asked me to look after alesha until he found someone who can accept Alesha as she is"


"i'm just afraid you can't accept Alesha's existence, and I hide Alesha's existence, to keep your feelings Kii, but it turns out that my decision was wrong, it just hurt your feelings Kii, sorry.... sorry for never being honest with you, sorry to hurt your feelings for hiding Alesha, I never meant to hurt your feelings kii, I'm just afraid you're disappointed and can't accept Alesha's existence "


"ziiii" said Zaskia and embraced her husband


"sorry, sorry--I've misunderstood you, sorry, I doubt your sincerity zii, sorry for missing these five years just because of my prejudice about our destiny, sorry" zidan rubbed the back of Zaskia who started going up and down from crying


"huus, don't cry anymore, ugly Lo if you cry "Zaskia is getting sobbing in zidan's arms


"all of these events have become our destiny Kii, the destiny of me and you, maybe with this our relationship is getting better, make all the lessons, I am also a lot wrong to you, I am also wrong to you, five years of punishment have been given to me, Kii, never go again, please, continue with me, until death separates "


Zaskia nodded


"b-but how is our divorce zii, they've already given us our divorce papers"


"you want a divorce?"


"no. I don't want to split, I want to be with you zii, aging to heaven" zidan took off his embrace, he said,


"where is the letter "


"it's in my bag, in the living room, why?"


"i want to sign the letter" Zidan moved from his seat, followed by Zaskia who was afraid, if zidan really would sign his letter


"ziii, no" said Zaskia, but the man didn't care, instead of the brown envelope from inside Zaskia's bag, Zaskia was afraid not to play, afraid that Zidan would actually sign his letter


"ziii" zidan turned to look at Zaskia with a cold look


"this is what you want" zidan held up his letter, with a single pull of zidan tearing the letter in front of Zaskia


"done, problem solved" zidan smiled.


"zii"


"whaa"


"I-that's"


"already ah, I'm hungry" zidan pulled Zaskia's hand towards the kitchen, zidan also removed the scarf that Zaskia was wearing, there was no rejection from the woman.


"what cooking, Hem" zidan hugged Zaskia from behind, the woman was coolly stirring her almost cooked cooking, Zaskia slightly tilted her face to see the zidan who was putting his head on her neck


"random cooking"


"your new menu"


"not a new menu zii, in your refrigerator there are only a few ingredients, I do not know what to cook, yes already cook existing only"


"ayyh, I forgot to shop, because I thought you kept asking cheerfully because of jealousy" Zidan smiled ignorantly


"however I still do not like to see you pay attention to him zii, yes even though my prejudices have been wrong, but still, your closeness makes me hurt zii"


'I'm sure there's nobody home"


"sorry baby, now my attention is all for you, my lady forever"


"promise"


"iyaaa, baffles"


"thank you for waiting for my return for five.this year zii"


"and you owe me a lot of stories, you have to tell me where you've been all along"


"i don't want to "threaten Zaskia


"if you don't want to yaaa no need" zidan took off his arms passed from there, with the annoyance made, Zidan,


"yes, I'm kidding ziii, I'll tell you later


, remember the age of zii is 33 years do not like to snack atuuh" shouted Zaskia


"whatever" replied zidan briefly


^^^^^"actually this is not what I wanted from their story but I changed the story heheh" maybe some more part of the story was finished ^^^^^^