It's Not You I Want
Caught
ever read a piece of writing more or less like this" Before we were born into the world, God has revealed our walkers from birth to death, whether birds or not, likes and sorrows, he said, until finally humans decide to be born" whether what makes humans choose to be born, whether happy what they see before birth right, whether true or not the writing, or not, but surely the mani had seen something that he finally decided to be born
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"where are you son, you're angry with mother" Zaskia shook her head in Farah's arms, not the slightest bit she could hold hatred for someone as good as Farah
"no Bun, no"
"continue why you go, son, you are angry with zidan, zidan angrilyin you, what you have done to the daughter of Zidan's mother" Farah stared with tears in her eyes at the boy
"sorry mother, Zidan who made Zaskia go" zidan looked down inside
"don't blame each other, it's all Zaskia's desire, Zaskia's departure is not anyone's fault, don't blame yourself"
Zaskia again hugged the woman in front of her so tightly, the cries of the two broke.
"Jagan never left again yes, son, if you are not able to live with zidan, come to the mother's house, so the mother's child "were so sincere Farah, Ali continued to rub the back of the wife, Ali continued to rub the wife, calming, the last five years were the toughest years for Farah, although initially Farah and Ali did not approve of the relationship between Zidan and Zaskia, but eventually they realized, Zaskia was not that bad woman.
"Yes mother"
"no, Zidan won't let Zidan's wife go again Bun"
"same promise mother, you will not hurt your child again"
"iyaa mother, zidan promise, the mother herself right how to live a five-year zidan without Zaskia?"
"there is no spirit of his life Bun, zidan will not repeat the mistake for the umpteenth time "
"mother hold the word you said zidan "
...
"Where are you doing" they sat in the living room, enjoying a cup of green tea that Zaskia made with chocolate pastries
"Alhamdulillah well, the doctor said this is all the power of God, the end-stage brain cancer that Zaskia Suffered disappeared after 6 surgeries, not a short time, but when Zaskia wanted to do another 7th operation, the doctor said there was no more cancer lodged in Zaskia's head "
"mashallah "all give thanks
"you're great, son, you can get through on your own, I'm proud of you son" Ali gently rubbed the top of Zaskia's head, the family sat down to share stories, stories, stories, the day of the day they passed without each other's presence, a dime sounded uncharacteristically zidan let out a laugh that they thought was crisp but quite entertaining.
"after the night azizah slept with Grandma the same Grandpa ya" azizah nodded, Barbie doll who just zidan Beli still faithfully was in her sling, the little eyes were turning cute, the little girl, the, the clock was pointed at 10pm, it was past the time of the child's sleep, Ali who understood the condition of the grandson, carried the small body to the room in the afterlife Farah, zaskia cleaned dirty dishes and glasses on the table.
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"Ki, have you ?"
"em, in a minute"
"come on Kii, I'm sleepy"
"you go ahead aja zii, I settle this for a while" Zaskia compiles various kinds of fruit that Farah and ali brought into the refrigerator
"honey, I want to be with you"
"since when did the zidan I know become spoiled rich gini"
"since you have gone and left me, I continue to realize I am fragile without you" the man stood up from his seat, walked over, his hand now perfectly coiled around Zaskia's slender waist, and he was very close, his head he put on the shoulder of the wife
"since when did my husband become poetic and spoiled gini-rich" Zaskia stroked the back of Zidan's hand.
"ayoo, sleep, I want to be hugged" whispered Zidan in Zaskia's ear
"yeah"
"ahem" Zaskia's eyeballs opened perfectly, zidan quickly let go of his embrace, the deheman's voice from Farah, resuscitating his two, if they were in the kitchen instead of in the room.
"mother"
"kalo want to be friendly, in the room dong nak, not in the kitchen" teased Farah
"ii-iya Bun" Zidan walked wrongly towards the second floor, while Zaskia continued to compile the fruit with a feeling of shame.
"why haven't you slept Bun"
Zaskia Scratching her nape covered in syar'i hijab, misbehaving
"if you need something, tap my room aja Bun, Zaskia to the room first "linger there, can Zaskia die of fleas, better enter following zidan.
Farah chuckles amusedly at the behavior of her son and daughter-in-law .
....
Zaskia came in with a bent face
"you're really, zii, you're not feeling well" Zaskia grumbled, sitting in front of her dresser after removing the hijab she was wearing
"Lo ko I si, what's wrong with me"
"you're nenyye, what's wrong with you" Zaskia imitated a deflated alif who was going viral on the tick for his speech
"you nenye, what's wrong?"
Zidan laughed at the wife's behavior, upsetting her Zaskia was funny to him
"yeah, yes I'm sorry, but we're not wrong we're husband and wife "
"yes, but don't make your mother look too zii time" Zaskia threw the cleaning cotton in the trash, she stepped into the bathroom, and she stepped into the bathroom,
"just relax Ki, just mother as well" said zidan slightly yelling for Zaskia to hear from inside the bathroom that is not closed door
"whatever it is" the annoyance was still clearly visible from the woman, she slept on her back to the husband, felt neglected, zidan eroded the distance between them, her hands back perfectly coiled in Zaskia's stomach
"don't be angry dong, if you're angry ugly know "
"you why I'm ugly zii"
"ee-wow that, baby "dead zidan, not his solve the problem, the man just adds to the problem
"ah ah I'm sleepy, mending you sleep too"
"honey I am, what should I do lest you get angry again, Hem"
"want me to buy you a present"
"want to walk" Zaskia silenced, her eyes closed, reluctant to chim in on Zidan's words
"honey, don't shut up"
"i sleepy zii, sleep mending deh"
Zidan tightened his embrace
"tomorrow to come with me to college?"
"wrong"
"want me to know my co-worker, how, would you like to?" Zaskia Nodded
"ok deyh, now we're sleeping, good night my wife"
"evening is my husband, who is spoiled"
"i love sekebon, pokonya "the corner of the lips lifted hearing the funny dreadlocks of her husband
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"be careful father mother, later if there is a holiday we are walking to Bandung "
"yes, son, if so the mother's father left first yes, assalamualaikum "
"waalaikumsallam "
"drug Grandpa and Grandma"
they are also neat, today zidan wants to bring his son and wife to work for the first time, zidan wants to introduce his wife, so far zidan know his wife is often a warm conversation on campus, the question of what kind of wife zidan not infrequently he heard, not to mention a lot of gossip circulating about the departure of the wife, zidan also wanted to show them if so love the wife, if so love the wife, no one can replace the position of Zaskia, zidan knows many students who put their hearts on him, not only from among students, from co-workers there, too, not psyche but it is like that in fact, zidan is often betrothed from one woman to another.
