It's Not You I Want

Shopping money

"Zil, where's the soy sauce"

"In the closet near the refrigerator mbak"

Today for breakfast__ kiya who makes, while zila arranges the dinnerware on the table, zila holds the bottom of her stomach, slightly bowed to grab some dishes in the closet.

"Bak Kiya don't"

Kiya gasped in shock at her making, her hands came to a halt when she wanted to add chili sauce to her homemade fried rice, in her confused zila gaze

"Why Zil"

"Zila forgot to tell you, Daffa can not eat spicy mbak, he can sweat coldly eat fried rice made by mbak"

"Jeez Zil almost, Kiya took a plate from zila's hand, to set aside the fried rice for Daffa, before Kiya poured the sambal into the pan.

"niyh Zil"

"Makasih mbak" Placed his one plate without sambal on the table.

"snake"

"Hem" answered Kiya briefly, as she was busy with her cooking

" Bang Zidan Gimana at home"

Kiya frowned, confused by the question of her sister-in-law. Kiya Transfers the fried rice from the pan to a larger rice bowl, then placed it on the table, and then placed it on the table,

"Max you what Zil is, Ya__Abang you are rich like "

"Last night why the urn broke, you guys didn't fight"

Kiya's hand stopped cutting apples, kiya did not budge, her gaze Just looked down at the apples that she had not cut.

"Mbak" Feeling Kiya daydreaming, zila moved Kiya's shoulder

"em_m yaa" Kiya answered

"Don't daydream about mbak"

"ahh, the urn ain't on purpose to Zil's gang"

"Don't get the shards right"

Actually zila was not satisfied with Kiya's answer, there were still many question marks in her head, but zila paled to ask, may her mind be wrong even though this is true, zila should not be too meddling with her brother's family, yang zila knew his brother would never hurt a woman.

"no" Kiya replied briefly

"Zila wants to go to Korea"

"Yo we go to Korea, you come with us when we get home"

"Totally desire, but later if it's born" Zila said while stroking her stomach slowly

"snake, don't come to England anymore"

"No Zil, Alhamdulillah already got a job in Korea, so it's not far away from your brother"

"Wiis, it's getting sticky"

"It could be you Zil" Kiya smiled briefly, saying,

Hearing that his brother-in-law had settled in Korea zila was a little relieved, before his Kiya worked in England as a researcher there.setau zila__ his brother did not allow Kiya to work in England, her brother also asks Kiya at home, but unfortunately Kiya is the type of woman who is hard with her stance, after graduating S2 Kiya gets a job offer in the UK as a researcher , Zidan strictly forbids it __yes because he wants his wife to be in Korea with him , but because Kiya is very ambitious to be a successful researcher, happily accepts the job offer , that's what zila heard from Farah's mother, Zidan told her how stubborn Kiya who remained working in a different country to her

While waiting for Zidan and Daffa from the mosque they both __zila and Kiya spend time sharing the story in the living room, The two are the same telling the happiness of their household, neither Zila nor Kiya wanted to expose the private matters of her household, the living room was filled with laughter zila and Kiya.

"Assalamualaikum" Zidan and Daffa together

"waalaikumsallam" Kiya stood up first to open the door, kissed the back of Zidan's hand, zila noticed the two, there was no strangeness at all, zila also kissed the back of Daffa's hand after her

"Eat Yo, let Kiya make fried rice"

finished eating__ Daffa prepared to go to the hospital, today there is a schedule of operations that Daffa must do, forced him to keep working while zila asked permission from his office.

"Where are you going today" Daffa was busy hooking up the buttons of his shirt with his back to the zila, while Zila sat on the edge of the bed waiting for Daffa to finish.

"you know too but Brother said, wanted to be searched by a friend of his friend in Korea"

Daffa also sat himself beside the zila, put his hand on the belly of the zila, at first he let it sit, but saw no response to the rejection of the zila , Daffa stroked slowly the distended stomach of zila.

"Son papah what's up son, 3 months we meet baby, healthy and healthy continue baby, do not bother mamah, just papah aja that mamah nyusahin"

"You said what the hell daf" zila who had put on a happy look turned to be upset, zila did not like what daffa said earlier

Daffa who felt zila began to change his emotions, again sitting firmly beside the zila who initially bowed slightly to make it easier to talk to the baby.

Daffa tidied her zila hair behind her ears, with a sincere smile on her face, Zila was increasingly confused by her husband's behavior, a smile that made her happy, whereas I just said that he was troubling zila.

Daffa stroked the zila cheek that he had slapped there, Daffa's hand stopped stroking, but still faithfully cupped the cheek of the zila, in the face of his wife's beautiful eyes inside, the, slowly__ her hand went down to hold Zila's right hand.

"you why?" Zila asked in surprise with Daffa, you think it's normal, but for zila it's weird

"Later to go with Zidan, the money that you love to use yes, it's a duty to make your living Zil, you can save your salary, you can save it, do not make the more sinful mas Zil , with no use of money from the mas, mas increasingly feel like an evil husband"

No answer, zila asked what was wrong with Daffa's attitude even given advice about money that Daffa loves but never zila use except for kitchen purposes.

"Yes, wear it, buy what you want, buy new clothes, bags, shoes, whatever because the money is yours"

"Next week we'll walk with you how you want"

Honestly zila was so happy to hear him, this is what he wanted , the road together with Daffa but during his life two__2 years do not take the road to chat was wrong in the eyes of Daffa.

Zila shook her head, a direct response from her brain to reject Daffa's invitation, even though from her heart was eager to agree

"why" asked Daffa softly

zila could not express her heart, she was disappointed in Daffa, she was all self-serving, she was only afraid of being carried away by emotions when faced with the past.

"i want to be home, rest"

"Ok ga papa, if you are not ready, mas ngerti ko, everything is not easy for you, everything that is already outrageous mas lasin but mas promise you will no longer understand it, it is, sorry about yes"

Daffa brought zila into his arms, On the back of his strong woman who still wants to be with him after everything he did to her, Daffa admitted to being stupid for ever wasting his wife as good as zila

"Don't go again yeah"

"stay on the side of the mas yes, mas can not make you forget all the bitter memories in our past, but mas promise from now on mas will make you happy"

Daffa drowned her face into the zila neck, zila felt the sincerity of Daffa's words, zila returned Daffa's embrace.

The hug continued if there was no knock from the door of the zila room

...Sorry if there are many typos, thanks for stopping by this amateur writing hehe...

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