It's Not You I Want

Zila's fear

Prang

The sound of shattering made Daffa let go of his embrace, both of them turned around, it turned out that behind them Zidan was standing with his hands folded on his chest.

"You guys, you don't remember the place, it's here and there"

Zidan said as he picked up the plate he dropped by accident.

Both are wrong behavior such as being caught stealing at home.Daffa scratches his nape that does not itch .

Zidan brought the plate he dropped to the washing place, there Zidan nudged the shoulders of the zila who was still wrongly behaved because he was found in the embrace of Daffa.

"What a bang" in an annoyed tone

"You want to uwwu uwuu an in a room only, your eyes become tarnished" Zidan sneered

"a funny bang" Zila put the cooked rice on the plate, then the plate he brought to the table

"Well bang, will you eat bang?"

"well, you're still full"

"Where's Kiya's sister?" zila turned to the left and to the right looking for kiya's whereabouts

"Kiya is sleeping again" replied Zidan briefly and passed leaving them both

as Zila sat next to Daffa, Zila placed a freshly fried chicken into the Daffa plate, cutting the chicken from a large piece into a small piece

"Don't pout on dong"

Not answering, zila shifted the plate in front of Daffa, zila poured water into the glass.

"now eat" Zila shifted the full glass also to the front of Daffa with a bent face

Zila's steps came to a halt as the daffa blocked her wrist

" i'm going to take a break, let go"

"here to eat"

Zila let out a rough breath and again sat down beside the daffa, zila leaned her body on the back of the chair, gently rubbing her stomach.

"You ain't eating"

"no"

"why"

"Satiety aside__ Daffa"

"Yes, I ate first, and we'll continue in the room"

Zila looked at Daffa cynically, while Daffa only smiled ignorantly

"You're a really good cook, since when can you cook"

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"Emm, since marriage"

Daffa turned his head towards the zila, zila pointed her hand towards Daffa's lips, gently rubbing the Daffa lip settlement

"eat ko rich little boy, cupper Wherever"

Daffa grasped the wrist of the zila, which was still floating in the air

Daffa kissed the palm of the zila, then gently rubbed the zila hair covered by Khimar instant, if Daffa knew his actions just now almost made the zila suffered a sudden heart attack

zila straightened her seat, cleared her throat, and the nervousness disappeared in her heart

"why is your face red"

Blouses

zila touched both of her cheeks, more precisely covering her cheeks with both hands.

"don't close it, I like to see it" Daffa lowered his zila hand from his face

"isss, I'll go to the room, if the meal is over, just put it there, I'll wash it"

Zila couldn't stand lingering there, Daffa could always make her meet red.

Daffa shook his head, looking at the adorable behavior of his wife in his eyes.

.....

Finish eating__Daffa washes his dishes, then Daffa takes a reading book for him to read in the room later.

Chequelek

the sound of the door made the zila shift her focus to the door

Zila did not sleep, but rather enjoyed watching the drama on her bed.

Daffa entered, and locked the door, zila returned to focus with her drama, not caring about Daffa who was already sitting leaning against the bed dash.

"Watch what my adorable wife___"

"don't start daf"

"you too are beginning, so don't upset me"

"iya__iya, watch what's so serious"

"drama"

"emm"

Daffa slashed his body to align with the zila, Daffa clenched the zila and placed his head on the zila chest, Daffa occasionally swiped his face into the zila chest, Daffa also stroked the zila's distended belly, the zila gave a smile, Daffa said, and rubbed Daffa's back that still hugged her like a little child spoiling with her mother

"His drama told me what it was about"

"there are women who fall in love with a man, it turns out the man also likes the girl, and the man ventured to propose the girl "

"They finally got married, their marriage filled with the happiness of the man so loved his wife"

After saying so, zila stopped her speech, feeling that there was a wrong sentence, her swab also stopped on Daffa's clothes, she said,

Daffa understood very well what was now in Zila's mind.

Zila tried to find another topic to divert the conversation

"Daffa, I'm scared"

"fear what"

'I'm afraid of giving birth"

"why"

"i've learned about the birth process and it hurts amazing"

"yeah, you are Cesar's son"

"Ga__I will still give birth normally"

"yeah, do not be afraid anymore__mas will continue to be beside you"

zila clutched firmly with the T-shirt used by Daffa, her grip signifies that zila is really as scared as that

"Zil, my friend's friend would like to visit home may not"

zila frowned, puzzled as to why Daffa asked like that, this is his house !

"This is your home daf, you're free to bring anyone here"

"You weren't angry, you were rich at the time"

"don't remember me with events that not only hurt my feelings but that day you hurt me physically"

Daffa stared fixedly at the face of Zila who was also looking at her

Daffa tightened his embrace at zila's waist

his words could no longer apologize for zila, no matter how many words of apology he said he would never heal the wounds he had given to zila.

"Don't stop I like it" Daffa again put a zila hand on his head,

"Daf, if I go, I want Zahra to take my place"

"You say what Zil is" Daffa changed his position to sit, with Daffa's sharp eyes looking at the zila, Daffa did not like what the zila said

"Yah__ we do not know what the future will be like"

" Zil how many more times I have to tell you, we'll both be the same guard, we'll continue together , no one will be able to replace you no one will be able to"

Daffa grasped both hands of the zila, the look in his eyes signifying the sincerity of his every utterance

"so please, stop saying Zil's nonsense"

zila nodded, I don't know what that nod meant for what, anyway,

"daf, our baby kicked" zila sumringah told Daffa about the baby

daffa quickly went back to lying in the same position before

"Zil, he's kicking"

"yes"

Daffa who usually just stroked the zila belly from behind his shirt, now__Daffa put his hands on the shirt that was worn by zila.

zila briefly stopped Daffa's hand, but Daffa looked at him with a pleading gaze, finally allowing zila

"Times like this are more pronounced"

"emm, it's up to you"

"zilla"

"Hem"

"sorry mas ga there at the beginning of your pregnancy, must be very difficult yes"

no answer, Silent for a moment, after he knew what was on Daffa's mind, Daffa sat facing the zila and stole a kiss on the lips of the zila,

...Sorry there are so many typos...