It's Not You I Want

Daffa Memory

"Daffa"

Daffa who was buttoning his shirt turned towards zila

"This is your room key"

Daffa stepped closer to the zila, who was standing in the doorway of his room Daffa grabbed the key from the zila's hand

"Yes, this is mine, see where,"

"Under the living room table"

"ah, thanks Zil"

"yes, let's get off I made breakfast"

"yes you go first, I'll follow you"

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At the dinner table, silence, no chatter, both are just busy putting spoons in each other's mouths, only the clang of a wall clock that occasionally breaks the silence other than the sound of spoons clashing against each other.

"Rome what time" asked Daffa after sipping his water

"Hour 5"

"wait in the office I'll pick you up"

"What's not a hassle"

"You're my wife, it's my responsibility, I should have picked you up"

"but later you have to go back to the hospital"

"I can take care of my work, you just wait in the office later I am there, at 5"

"Yes"

Finished cleaning their cutlery, zila returned to her room, zila Replaced her instant hijab with a black pashmina hijab. a little lip-brightening was finished, zila grabbed her little bag and was ready, so she had to make her go, zila was ready to go to the office between Daffa for the first time.

Zila had not yet come out of the room, zila stood looking at herself in front of the mirror, her daily activities talking to the baby in her stomach.

"Mamah children are getting a big meal day well, healthy healthy continues yes son"

In his elus his distended stomach twisted in all directions, this activity had become a daily zila habit. Zila who was engrossed in her activities was startled by Daffa embracing her from behind, Daffa's sturdy hands perfectly coiled around her Stomach, Daffa who was taller than the zila buried her face in the zila neckcloth, Fortunately, Zila had worn the hijab if it could not be ascertained, zila could feel the breath of Daffa clearly.

One hand of Daffa clasped the fingers of the zila tightly, and another hand stroked the belly of the distended Zila, Do not ask what the state of the zila is now, zila was only able to bite her lower lip channeling her nervousness while staring at Daffa who was swerving her from the mirror reflection.

"Don't be bitten, your lips can be swollen" Daffa's heavy voice greeted the hearing of zila, zila was nervous not playing, zila Just lowered her head to hide her face that had been flushed like a boiled crab

"Papah boy, papah can't wait to hug son"

"You're not naughty to be in there"

"don't call my son naughty daf, later he cried" Zila did not accept his son called naughty Indirectly by Daffa. Daffa chuckled at his wife's innocent remark

"His daughter, or his weeping mother"

"That's the thing"An irked zila's answer

"Is he really quiet like this Zil, why am I not understanding anything"

"Maybe the baby's sleeping"

"Sleep?"

"Yes, last night she stayed up, the baby last night was active, kicking on, until I couldn't sleep"

"You ain't waking me up"

"Make"

"Let's take care of the baby's movements"

"When you don't feel anything, the guy last night your hand just kept on my belly"

"So, maybe I slept too well, not as usual"

"Why"

"because it's hurting you, my wife"

Blouses

zila cheeks blushing red, lingering in a position like this in addition to the constant Daffa chatter can zila cancel to the office because it can no longer walk with limp feet , hearing Daffa's words

"We must go" Zila removed Daffa's hand from her stomach.daffa did not hold back the zila, and let the woman walk first, Daffa smiled as he watched the zila's back from behind.

"I just realized, if you're that funny Zil" Daffa said softly.

The flashback

"Daffa Lo what message" asked Adam

"What aja"

"Yes" answered Daffa

"Tu cewe I see rarely get along deh, he just have one girl friend"

"lo's mouth is rich girl yeah, wonder gw"

"but right daf, just look at him eating himself at the corner table, the rich guy that's hard to socialize"

" Let's not be dealt with"

"gw so curious how his life, maybe grim times yes, ga colored" ledek Adam who just finished with his order, 3 men at the same table laughed out loud

"He likes Lo daf"

"Keep, what's the connection"

"Suitable Lo daf, if you marry your life Lo will be very colorful, guaranteed ga gloomy " Again they laugh out loud, even other children pay attention to the three ,similarly, zila who sits alone at his table, without zila knows himself who is the material of the daffa table and his three friends.

note , zila is not a quiet child, innocent while at school, zila is an accomplished smart student, just a student type zila who does not like to be the attention of other children, zila prefers to be alone , instead of not having zila friends just think there is no point in having many friends but not useful, many other children who want to be friends with him, because they know zila students are smart in class. but the zila always gives the impression of indifference to them, and in the end zila is called arrogant and others.

"Thank you" Daffa said to the cafeteria mother who had just placed their order.

"Daf, Lo Likes it with Zahra"

Daffa choked on a drink he had just shaved

"honestly, Lo likes Zahra"

"why is it?"

"why don't you just shoot, you know how popular Zahra is at school, captured by Adam just know the taste of Lo" said Erik while patting daffa's back

"Lo brash, I'm loyal to Siska , I'll marry Siska"

"masa" ledek Erik

"Yes I like the same Zahra, does not mean I want macarin him, I will come to his house to menghitbah Zahra, if I have been successful as a surgeon later"

"Daf__daf, Zahra it, daf"

"what a rik" Daffa was upset by Erik's mocking behavior

"Zahra" called Erik, made the master turn, Smart girl, pretty girl, vice chairman of OSIS at Daffa school, and, A beautiful girl who has made Daffa fall in love since they first met at the beginning of high school

erik's shout made the attention of the canteen turn to him, as well as the zila.

"Zahra, daffa wants to talk to you"

"Erik" rebuked Daffa

"Here ra, Daffa is ashamed to hear people"

Zahra approached the daffa cs table with one of her female friends.

Other children no longer pay attention to them, except Zila who is still focused on Zahra at the daffa table.

"Why daf" asked Zahra

"eng___eng__no ra, Erik is a prankster"

Daffa hit Erik's arm until Erik grimaced

"Zahra__daffa aaaaaa" cried Erik after Daffa stepped on his foot under the table

"Daf's sick"

"meat him Lo diem, Lo can go Ra, Erik is a bit crazy"

Zahra laughed and left the Daffa cs table

"Lo what the hell is rik, not funny know "

"Gw just wanted to help Lo"

"ga needs Rik"

it's been said that zila is not an innocent girl, and stupid, zila understands what happened at the Daffa table without having to explain.

zila appetite is lost, zila prefers to go from the canteen, because the sitting position is at the end while the position of the daffa is right in front of the exit , zila was forced to pass through the Daffa table.

"Hey hey "again, Erik called zila, because he didn't know his name was just calling him hey

Zila who felt it was not his name, passed by without wanting to make a scene Erik.

"Broast that girl, selling very expensive, so beautiful anyway"

"insaf Rik,insaf" Daffa said with Adam.

The flashback

A little memory lay in the head of the daffa, what he and his friends were like, making his wife's zila now a joke.

Mana daffa knows that Zila will be his wife, even the girl who used to be in Erik's mockery, is now pregnant with her child.

regarding Zahra, Even now Daffa still holds a taste for the woman, but Daffa has promised himself also with zila, will accept their marriage and start everything from scratch, as for his taste issues with Zahra, Daffa was just an ordinary man he could not take his feelings for granted, but Daffa was convinced as time went on, Daffa can erode the name of Zahra in his heart and will change with the zila who will be the mother for his children.