It's Not You I Want

Daffa Feelings

"navaloupe"

Daffa embraced alternately his new best friend, Adam who was married as Daffa said __took Siska his wife __also their beautiful daughter 1 year old__ alena, while Erik is still at home

"come in, Khaira's still in the kitchen"

"Zil, they're coming" cried Daffa from the living room, but could be heard clearly by the zila in the kitchen

zila came out with a tray in her hand, smiling warmly to Daffa's best friend as well as Siska's wife Adam, different from the last time they met, the two of them said, zila gave them a deathly gaze that made Adam and Erik go straight home because of her, and ended up a hard slap that zila got from Daffa.

don't talk about the past

"how is Ra" asked Erik who was still looking at the zila and got a cynical look at Daffa,

"Casual daf times, gw just nyapa,"

"Alhamdulillah, well__how are you"

"Alhamdulillah is good "adam Erik answered simultaneously

"Sis I can carry"

Siska handed her beautiful baby into the hands of the zila, the,

Zila kissed Alena's puffed cheeks in turn, Daffa smiled warmly Seeing how happy the zila was holding Adam's child, Daffa could not wait to see the zila carrying his child later.

"daf, look beautiful"

"siyapa used to be his factory" Sahut Adam and got a blow from Siska on his left arm

"you said what the hell dam, frontal that mouth" Sinis Siska

"that's right, my fault is where baby"

"wrongly Lo was too thin-clenched "Erik's voice

the door rang again, Daffa stood to open the door.

"navaloupe"

Daffa immediately froze in place after seeing the guest who came

"take Zahra__enter mbak, daf why bengong just tell mbak Zahra to come in" zila walked near Daffa

3 adults who sit not far from them just look at each other, they know what the relationship to the three people is, and can usually zila as relaxed as it welcomes Zahra , the woman who once filled her husband's heart,

"siyapa Zil's son" asked Zahra to approach the zila but was unconscious with 3 people sitting on the sofa

"his son Adam is Siska" Sontak Zahra immediately realized the presence of three people in the Daffa living room, Zahra greeted them and ended up hugging Siska,

The awkward situation, the atmosphere that was full of laughter before Zahra's arrival turned cold, they waited for the food Daffa had ordered before, zila was also still waiting for Hana who had not come

"take Zahra with one generation right" zila broke the awkwardness

"yes, but we're different classes"

zila nodded, before long the door back on the back of Dafa stood back to open the door, it turned out to be Hana, she said,

"here Han" Because of the difficulty of standing zila just waved her hand __call Hana, Hana also sat beside the zila, a few minutes after Hana's arrival, their food also came.

"the atmosphere that was awkward now was not as awkward as before, Erik tried to melt the atmosphere with his crisp laughs, Erik also teased Hana, and ended up laughing all of them

"Han, let's marry Ama gw, let Lo ga angry constantly"

"you can do it Han, hate it can be Lo's love"

"yeah, amit amit"

"amit amit but want it" teased Erik

"whatever" Hana sipped a drink in her glass to the toilet, Hana was really upset by Erik, if not the zila who kept holding her back Hana had come home from earlier

"Zil, you can't pee"

"ayo mbak zila antara" with daffa zila help standing from his seat, Hana also went behind , mending to come back than continue there Hearing Erik's chatter

"daf, Khaira who is in Zahra" asked Adam

"emm"

"co can, they also look familiar"

"Zahrab Khaira obstetrician, I don't know how they found, I know bini I often come to Zahra clinic, and like Loeli bini I'm very familiar with Zahra, Zahra, I'll be in a gini-rich condition"

"Khaira knows how Lo's relationship with Zahra used to be rich"

"That's a lot of shit"

"gw could not say anymore words daf" now that Erik was open his voice, they really did not expect the way of Daffa's life, failed to marry the woman he loved for many years, married to a much different underclassman by the criteria he wanted, and now in the midst of his relationship with Zila, Zahra is again present as the wife's best friend.

what the world was that.

zila and her two best friends rejoin the living room.

"Eh, our school has a reunion plan"

"when dear" asked Adam

"em if it's not wrong 2 weeks away, I forget when" replied Siska, who was sitting down because her baby was playing downstairs

"reuni Akbar or whatever"

"emm, the power of 3 forces, our forces continue to the Khaira force"

"wah , exclaimed dong" replied Erik enthusiastically

Daffa helps the zila who wants to reach for drinking water but distress, not only does Daffa also help hold the glass.

if you can be honest how Zahra feels now__sick, sick, sick to see the man who once promised to marry her and live together, but now he is happy with the other woman in front of him, Zahra just kept silent not much to say, Erik and Adam could see Zahra's sad facial features, the man understood what Zahra was feeling now, Zahra said, siyapa who was not sick saw the man who was almost beside her with her instead smiled warmly with the other woman, and ignored her presence, she said, but Zahra is self-aware of her current position in Daffa's life, nor will Zahra ignite a destiny that does not unite her with the man she loves, Zahra believes as strongly as he grasps the kite rope in his hand__ if it is time to break up even though no one invites him to fight endurance, the rope will be broken as well and out of his grasp, as well as Daffa, Daffa, however hard he tried to defend Daffa__if Daffa was not in destiny for him then whenever Daffa would never belong to him.

"Zahra, Lo when love invites us" A spontaneous question that comes out of Adam's mouth, which has no brake on it.

Daffa glanced at Zahra who had just sat down, Zila also understood the movements of her husband who occasionally glanced at the zahra sitting across them beside Siska. zila flashed a smile after seeing Daffa glancing at the zahra, a smile that was difficult to understand.

"later if there will definitely be ngundang you guys ko , just wait" replied Zahra as it were, Zahra said,

Hearing Zahra__Daffa's reply taking a deep breath, there was a pain she felt hearing Zahra's words, Daffa was also confused by her feelings, she said, even had it crossed his mind if he married Zahra must be a different situation now, Maybe he has carried his son too, like Adam, he must have been, If Daffa was that evil he could think of another woman while his own wife was sitting next to him.

Zila knows very well what is in the mind of daffa, daffa facial water is very easy to guess zila, zila, zila may not know for sure what she was thinking but Zila was sure at Daffa's head there was now Zahra there. Daffa's gaze could not lie, zila has since noticed how her husband looks at the woman in front of him__ sick, obviously sick, who is grateful now, zila knows what daffa feels like for her.

zila tried to smile even though her heart ached, until whenever she realized she would not be able to replace Zahra in the heart of daffa, never.

in Daffa's heart there is only Zahra

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