It's Not You I Want

homecoming

the flashback

..."About the unfinished story...

..."With an unfinished lantern"...

......"Worrying Between taste and pity"......

"There's this Daffa from my friend"

Daffodied, there was someone who arrived to give him a gift, siyapa?

"From Siyapa"

"Khaira fazila son of literature"

"oh" short, dense and clear, Daffa put the pink paper bag that he got as a gift that he said from zila. Daffa again sipped coffee that had been delayed earlier

"why in the wine daf, open napa, but only the contents of the food"

Daffa gave the paper bag to his friend, Daffa had absolutely no intention to open what it contained, this was not the first time Daffa had received such a gift, so it was not surprising anymore for Daffa, to the confusion of Adam and Erik, this is the first time Daffa got a gift from Khaira, the girl he knew of his indifference.

they had time to think whether their guess about the Daffa-loving zila was true

"Daf's in the shoes"

"Daf's crazy, it's expensive coy"

Daffa recaptured the paper bag and took it away

elsewhere the Zila sat alone with a reading book in her hand, but many others were there as well

zila was surprised by Daffa who suddenly came to her and more surprised Daffa put a pink paper bag beside her, zila looked at the paper bag alternating with Daffa

"Lo take me can't take it"

zila frowned__is this situation very difficult for her to understand, Daffa suddenly came to give her a paper bag ?

"wait what are you waiting for" zila asked gently

"Lo take it, I can't take a gift from Lo

"gift?"

reluctant to answer over Daffa waltzing away just like that, leaving the zila in his confusion

zila never gave Daffa any gifts.

Zila grabbed the paper bag, tidied up her belongings and caught up with Daffa

"ka Daffa wait" cried zila to make other children notice him, but Daffa did not care and ignored the zila screams

Until zila stumbled over a stone because of lack of heart

"Allahu Akbar" zila became a spectacle now, all eyes steady towards him, as well as daffa , but none of them helped him, not because of evil or anything, he said, but zila immediately stood up without wanting to become a spectacle any longer

zila cleaned her hands and also her dirty clothes, even though there was still class today, but because she was after Daffa she had to enter class with a mess

zila began to be upset, Daffa did not explain anything, died just like that without explanation, suddenly came to disturb his calm, making him feel embarrassed because it became a spectacle in a crowded place, it was very painful to curse Daffa now

"Daffa wait" the reflex zila held the man's arm, and was directly on the rough edge by Daffa

"Lo what the hell is"

"sorry, I'm not on purpose, this is a gift from Kaka, this is not from me"

"Ga waste my time, you take back this gift, I can still buy shoes with my own money"

Daffa did not like to be given such expensive gifts, if he was given food Daffa would receive it and give it to Adam and Erik, too, Daffa did not like at all anyone who threw away his money just to give him a gift, Daffa also felt he could still afford to buy it himself.

"but I never gave you a gift"

Ok zila could not be on the fishing line like this, Daffa began to ignite his emotions, zila threw the paper bag in front of Daffa, staring at Daffa with a cold gaze

"I've said that I do not give this gift, I also have no reason to give you any gift, you are not a siyapa siyapa for me, we do not know, what else familiar, what more, because of you who suddenly came accusing me of giving you the gift, my quiet day became gloomy, whether you are like this, reluctant to hear the explanations of others, he said,. I said it wasn't me who gave the gift" zila turned around with overflowing emotions, now they're a spectacle, recently they saw the daffa arguing with women.

Daffa looked at the woman's back, and grabbed the paper bag that was lying down earlier.

"But the girl said Khaira was loving"

From Siyapa actually the gift, Daffa had to return the gift to whom, now Daffa felt guilty to the woman, because of her accusation the woman had to bear shame.

Daffa pursued zila but he lost track of her

"Lo see the girl who just fell in the garden"

"their power is there" those who are there point the way toward the perpus.

"oh yeah thanks dad"

"yama"

Daffa was also convinced that if the zila entered the perpus there was no other place there, Dafa entered but the atmosphere of the perpus was empty, he went down every hall looking for a woman who had just argued with him, daffa felt guilty and wanted to apologize to her.

Right in the last hallway the zila came out from there coinciding with Daffa who also wanted to go in there they almost collided, Daffa stared fixedly at the woman in front of him whose eyes had been flushed with emotion, so he looked at her, now it looks so bad, does the woman cry?

Zila passed by the daffa without saying anything

"Wait"

daffa's words stopped his steps

"sorry"

"No problem" Zila again wanted to step but again the daffa speech stopped her step

"Lo cry?"

zila did not answer, he was surprised what was really with him, why he was whiny when dealing with daffa

"It looks like the person who gave the shoes to Zahra Aulia, I yesterday saw the same time he bought, he gave the gift wrong info"

True when zila saw the contents of the gift, Zila remembered that last night he passed Zahra, Zahra was not aware of his presence, and Zila Remember that shoe that Zahra chose to bring to the cashier.

The question of why the loving even said the gift was from him, is it true that the person Zahra entrusted misinformed, I don't know zila did not want to take a headache, and chose to enter the library , the most comfortable place for him, but there he could not bear to not let out his tears.

Zila left without looking at Daffa again, it was painful to remember what happened a few minutes ago, while the man was still confused, his mind kept spinning about what the Zila said, what a gift it was from Zahra, but why didn't Zahra himself give it, and this was also the first time Zahra gave her a gift, I don't know all that made her head throb pain.

Flashback off

" Today's Bun Daffa's birthday"

"Hem continues?"

"Emmm, ga papah"

The mother stroked the hands of the zila that were clinging to each other on her thighs, her mother knew very well the zila misses her husband very much, but the woman's ego .

beat everything"

"honey, don't torture yourself rich gini son, you know you miss Daffa"

"what a zila must forgive Daffa Bun"

"mother will not interfere with your business, you are the same adult, mother sure you can choose the best path for your household"

zila looked back down at her fingers that were linked to each other.

"mother, zila kangen very much the same daffa, how many days zila think it's not good continue, is Daffa not good either aja Bun"

"go home and make sure your husband is nice"