It's Not You I Want

paparazzi

"we're going to the bookstore first"

Daffa just nodded confidently, clenching his hand on the zila fingers, really zila never thought he could go to the bookstore alone with Daffa like this, really zila never thought he could go to the bookstore alone with Daffa like this, never in his dictionary since he married Daffa where one day he could join hands with a smile showing happiness there, what he felt now was still like a dream, daffa's warm fingers tightly grasped his cold fingers, Daffa's smile Daffa's sincere gaze, Daffa's small concern if you remember the two years of his marriage 'it's impossible that he got everything like now, there he continues to be haunted if at any time Daffa wants a farewell with him, but fate says another, his household which is almost on the edge, now seems to be in the middle of the clouds.

it is difficult to explain what it feels like now, which is definitely zila hope everything is real not a mere fantasy, not a dream before going to bed, not a dream that will end, nor will the shadow leave when the evening comes.

"want to find what book" asked Daffa softly

"emm, look for something interesting if you meet buy, have long not bought a new book, kangen nyium scented a new book "

"there are you" Daffa smiled at the zila reason for wanting to buy a new book.

"after buying the book we ate first well, I'm hungry"

"we ate first, just bought a book"

zila shook sure

"She's hungry"

"you want to eat while reading a book"

"we've bought a book just eaten, but you don't get dizzy"

"not Daffa"

"so beautiful is Allah" Daffa pinched the nose of the zila

"But realize yes, already wanted three years as well" zila said cynically while still researching every book neatly arranged in his shelf, Daffa only smiled at the response of the wife, Daffa, let the satisfied zila choose whereas he just tailed behind

"you're not looking for a book"

"no, my yesterday's book is still not finished" zila just boooh ria

checkered

the sound of Daffa's cell phone that he forgot to let go makes the zila incense facing him, he Daffa photographed the silent zila, Daffa was caught stealing, even though he only took photos of his own wife

"you're my motto"

"iyaa" answered Daffa clumsily as he scratched his non-itchy nape, what was wrong with her

"look" Daffa approached wanting to see Daffa's shots

"ko I look small ya daf"

"you are small, dear"

"the hell time, right during pregnancy I contained"

honestly Daffa began to fear if zila had discussed his body shape, fearing what he said was wrong again and ended up angry zila again, know for yourself what kind of woman if it has been discussed about the wrong body shape a little can be discussed until tomorrow

"ko silent yes" anyone please save Daffa from this stressful situation, answered wrong and answered also wrong

"iyaaa darling"

"yes" asked zila cynic

"yes, you contained but in this photo looks rich still a high school boy"

"the hell of a time" zila continued to stare at the bead of Daffodied Daffa answering every zila question

"let's go find the book again, he said hungry" Daffa tried to distract the zila from the trap question

....

"eat there daf"

they ate at a stand not far from the bookstore

"you motto me again yah" Daffa also sat beside the zila who first sat there, Daffa rubbed the belly of the zila pot, zila put his hand on Daffa's hand

"yeah"

"Why is her stomach cloudy well" zila nodded enjoying Daffa's hand rub on her stomach

"He didn't want to come out"

" in two weeks"

"yeah"

"thank you mbak" Daffa again positioned himself to sit properly after the waiter of the restaurant delivered their food

" Daffa I want to drink water"

"white water"

"yes, "

"just tell me, I'll order first"

"Hem"

After a few minutes Daffa returned and saw his wife talking to the woman there, he could not see her face because she was on her back.

" Dear this drink" only then did Daffa see the face of the woman sitting with zila, Zahra!! for some reason this world seemed narrow to him with zila, as if fate had always brought them to Zahra

"yeah Zil, let's move"

"don't let us eat here three, ga papa kan daf" repeated again, Daffa just nodded no way he wouldn't allow, Zahra could feel bad

"don't be zil, just let it sit there"

"there where the hell mbak, there's no empty table this Lo"

"you've gone, find another place to eat"

"why waves, not good with daffa?" daffa looked directly at the zila, as well as Zahra he stared at the zila alternately staring at Daffa

"eng_ _not that Zil, Mbak__kuman do not want to disturb your time"

"this brood is the menu" Zahra was forced to eat with them, in fact he also happened to enter the same restaurant, zila called him because first saw it, they talked about the content of zila, and they were talking about the content of zila, until Zahra had unknowingly run out of wrought there, she was actually also not good at eating threesome, afraid her husband was uncomfortable, but what zila would let Zahra just leave without holding her back, after all, Zila also knew her husband no longer had feelings for Zahra, the woman who had filled her husband's heart in the past, zila also wanted to improve their relationship that had stretched, and she also wanted to improve the relationship, and this was their second meeting after that day Zahra came to their house.

And finally they had to share the same table, Daffa seemed to think that Zahra's presence was not real, not even though Daffa asked him to speak even for mere trite bases, Zahra also never expected anything, aware of his position, Zahra has also learned how to forget his past even though it is difficult for him.

"Sir, this late zila's back often hurts"

"iya Zil, your gestational age will have entered 9 months, 2 weeks longer HPL right"

"yes" mbak"

they also talked about Aulia, the woman who had slapped zila, now the woman had to account for her actions, thanks to the cctv recording __ Hana directly reported Aulia CS's actions to the police station.

after no more chatter, they eat with silence. finished eating without wanting to linger Zahra say goodbye to go home first, actually honest __Zahra did not enjoy the food, really, it was too awkward to eat a table with zila that he had hurt his feelings even accidentally, with the man Zahra Only able to hold his feelings and forget everything about daffa.

"why see I'm so rich"

"don't you baby, where are we going"

"buy groceries, I want to make mamah papah's favorite cuisine"

"don't love us, order it"

"no daf, I want to cook myself, ga heavy also ko" daffa is always defeated if you have to argue with zila, rather than the daffa ngambek zila finally assures the desire of zila, but the, Daffa was just worried that his wife was exhausted, let alone that the age of the zila content was already in the final month, it made it difficult for her to move, even every night Zila always complained of back pain and blessings daffa who had to stay up late stroking his back to just reduce the pain that zila felt, instead of Daffa objected, Daffa Just did not have the heart to see his wife in pain, what's more when giving birth, daffa continued to ask zila to give birth to Cesar only, but zila still kekeh want to give birth to normal, it had been his desire since the beginning.