It's Not You I Want

cheap lady

"yes, let's make a baby"

"no, I don't want to, leave you from my room" zila retreated slowly, as did Daffa who continued to step forward"

"Why don't you enjoy it too, even if you close your eyes when I do"

"but unfortunately it seems __one time trial you have not been pregnant, forced we have to do it again"

"you're happy, this is what you want, to sleep with me"

"STOOOOOOP, WHAT YOU SAY IS REALLY STEPPING ON MY SELF-ESTEEM, I'M YOUR WIFE, WHY ARE YOU SO DETERMINED TO TREAT ME LIKE A CHEAP WOMAN, WHY, SAY, WHAT'S MY FAULT"

" EACH DAY YOU SORE A WOUND IN MY HEART, I HAVE ALWAYS FORGIVEN YOUR TREATMENT FOR THESE 2 YEARS, BUT NOT NOW YOU OUTRAGEOUSLY CROSSED THE LINE, YOU ARE SO INSULTING TO MY HONOR"

Zila could no longer hold back her emotions, Daffa's treatment had already crossed the limit of her patience

Daffa until he gawked this first time zila cried in front of him, terbesit feelings of guilt in the heart of Daffa, is it really he has gone too far to treat the woman in front of him, Daffa noticed the zila who looked fiercely at him

But because of ego, again Daffa does not understand his wife's feelings

"BECAUSE LO , ALL THAT THE CAVE PLANNED FAILED TO DO, CAVE FAILED TO MARRY ZAHRA, THE PERFECT WOMAN COMPARED TO LO, LO INDEED DESERVES ALL THE ROUGH TREATMENT OF THE CAVE"

"why, why not say from the beginning if you refuse this matchmaking, why, why daf, cave ask for forgiveness, because cave Lo broke marriage with Zahra, aaaah" zila grimaced with the pain in her stomach, Daffa who had been emotionally ignited, now her expression turned confused

"It's enough daf, the cave is also tired gini continues, divorce in gw daf, talak cave now daf" continued zila with a soft voice, his hands continue to squeeze his stomach that is sick not clogged

"agh" zila sat on the edge of the bed

"Lo why Zil"

"mother, sakiitt"

"Zil, Lo's feet are bleeding" zila looked down, there was blood flowing on the soles of his feet but not because his legs were injured, but because the zila was bleeding, zila painstakingly hobbled, without caring for Daffa who was still staring confusedly at him.

"zila Lo is pregnant" cried Daffa as the zila put up her instant hijab, zila did not bully Daffa, by holding the zila pain out of her room.

not yet had his feet touched the first rung, his body was lifted, yes it was Daffa who carried him, anxiously Daffa down the stairs, in his hands there was a car key, zila closed his eyes to endure the pain.

"aghh, sakiit"

"hold Zil in a minute, we'll be at the hospital"

arriving at the hospital, Zila was immediately handled by the obstetrician, because it was clear that Zila was bleeding, outdoors, Daffa was pacing anxiously, and she was very worried, his speech does not stop praying to the khalik so that his wife and child are fine.

long waiting, finally the doctor came out of the zila room, Daffa tailed behind him. The hospital was not a hospital where Daffa worked, but its popularity had already expanded to that point, anyone who did not recognize Daffa as a young, accomplished doctor.

" His wife, or brother" asked the female obstetrician in front of Daffa

"my wife doc"

"em, doc your wife is pregnant young, this is also the first pregnancy right"

"yes doc"

"His addiction is weak, as much as possible do not make his wife stressed, do not think much less depressed, it can affect her content"

"iya doc, my same wife my son ga papa kan doc

"Thank God they're not papa, it's just that his mother is very weak now so we'll be hospitalized a few days"

after he finished listening to the doctor's explanation, Daffa returned to the zila room, sat down next to the woman, pale face, thin body, why did Daffa not notice the change in zila , and they lived in one house, so did Daffa not care about zila.

" Lo should be happy with other men out there Zil, grotto can't be happyin Lo, gua can't be a good husband for Lo, should Lo Reject when our parents are planning an arranged marriage, Lo ga will be happy same cave Zil, Lo good girl cave sure out there many who can be happyin Lo, now Lo pregnant, either cave should be happy or sorry, in this way our relationship will continue to be bound because of our child now" Daffa said slowly, while his hand held tightly to the zila fingers.

"Zila, you're sober"

"someone's sick, say"

zila who was conscious of her hand in the daffa hand quickly pulled her hand. Zila stared at the wall against Daffa, still hurting with the word daffa.

"You're 2 weeks pregnant and I know from other people, why don't you tell me how much I'm her father"

"CK" zila clucked in annoyance

"I don't think you're going to admit to my son, I guess you're going to question his presence"

"you mean what Zil is" Daffa really does not understand or pretend to be stupid, that's what is in the mind of zila now

"you're stupid or what, if I thought you were smart at school even being the best graduate, this time just don't understand"

"don't ignite my emotions Zil"

"Don't you think I'm a cheap woman, a woman who wants to sleep with you, you might as well think I'm pregnant with another man out there, so cheap as I am for you" too tight it felt, zila held back as hard as possible so that her tears would not fall, in her strong squeeze the blanket covering her body to channel the pain in her heart.

Daffa can no longer argue with the zila, usually the zila is just silent but everything the zila said is able to make him stunned

"I also don't expect you to acknowledge my son, your words at home are enough to prove how despicable I am in your eyes"

"soon take care of our divorce papers"

"what are you saying, you want our child to grow up without a complete parent"

"it's not me who wants it but you, this is what you want, farewell!!!"

"i don't want a divorce, I don't want my child to grow up without complete parental affection"

Ok now there is a reason for daffa not to divorce her __Now , but don't know later.

the flashback

"why see I'm rich that I'm afraid to know"

"Hem, you're beautiful, baby"

"combal"

"you know, I didn't think I had a wife as beautiful as you"

zila stuffed one piece of mango into her mouth, they were sitting casually on the balcony of the zila room, with a plate of mango in front of her

"slow down, baby, it'll choke"

"you are just as rich mother, always ask me to eat heart afraid of choking, I am an adult and have been 25 years, upset you know if the heart is told to keep eating time, I am already an adult daf already 25 years old, I'll eat casually l'm not hunting"

"that's a sign we love you so much Zil"

"masa" said zila in a mocking tone

"our son is very strong, twice I almost jittery but he can still survive"

"because she has a mother as strong as you, as great as you love, so she's also great and strong as her mother"

Daffa rubbed his wife's distended stomach, in 2 months they met a small baby who had made the second relationship getting better every day, both of them had a normal household life in general, the two of them had a normal family life, Daffa became a standby husband for zila wherever and whenever.