It's Not You I Want

Give birth

Zidan and Zaskia had officially become husband and wife, not easy for them to the point now, including getting the blessing of Zidan's parents, but eventually - they were devastated and gave his blessing, he said, after marrying Zidan brought Zaskia to move and settle in Korea, besides the country is a country that is indeed a dream of his wife, Zidan also wants to take Zaskia away from his past. Zidan wants to start a new life together with Zaskia in a country of people

initially everything went well until finally Zaskia got a job offer in the UK as a researcher, Zaskia was excited not to play got the offer, becoming a researcher was her dream since childhood

at first Zidan did not allow it but therefore Zaskia's dream with a heavy heart zidan allowed Zaskia to pursue her dream of becoming a researcher in England.

this is where their relationship began to stretch, Zaskia had difficulty telling Zidan because of his busy life, Zidan always asked his wife to resign from his job but Zaskia refused on the grounds that he had just enjoyed the profession.

Zidan could not stand being away from Zaskia, unbeknownst to the woman Zidan went after his wife.

Zidan rushed to the place where Zaskia was meeting with her superiors at one of the country's top restaurants.

The same thing he saw again, Zaskia again broke the promise, Zaskia again gave pain to the man, Zidan felt he had failed to be a husband to his wife, Zaskia said, zidan felt that he had failed to educate Zaskia all this time.

with Zidan's big steps closer to Zaskia who was chatting with laughter in front of her coworkers, the woman was wearing a tight black outfit with the top and bottom open.

zidan violently pulled the woman's arm, Zaskia had not realized Siyapa who had been carelessly pulling his arm, they were all shocked by Zidan's sudden arrival.

"zidan" honestly now that the woman was frightened, zidan slammed the woman's body until staggered before him.

"zii a-I can je-"

"there's nothing else to explain, I'm tired of being lied to, Kiya is the end of everything now, indeed since the beginning of our path is not in the same direction, I continue to force it, I continue to force it, and now I realize, why it's so hard to get my parents' blessing, and tonight I'm Zidan Fadilah-"

Zaskia shook her head strongly and begged Zidan not to continue his sentence

"jaa-jangan ziii, I beg jangaaan" said the woman

"don't I beg zii jangaaan, don't talk me, forgive me zii, sorry" Zaskia's tears went down her husband's feet.

"I-I promise you, I'll quit this job, but I beg you not to talk me zii jangaaan"

Zidan closed his eyes for a moment, remembering his parents' message on the day of the wedding, in which they did not want to see a divorce in his son.

Zidan made Zaskia's handrails that were still tightly hugging her legs apart

Zidan took off his jacket, threw it in his face,

"use it to cover the body you've sown for them"

Zidan left without saying a word, the man was again disappointed for the umpteenth time. Enraged that he would not solve his problem, Zidan left Zaskia there.

Zidan returned alone to Korea with disappointment.Now Zaskia also arrived in Korea.

Zidan changes, Zidan the one Zaskia knows changes, his zidan turns cold, grumpy, always snapping, and whatever the woman does to him is always wrong in his eyes.

Zaskia lost the figure of Zidan who was so loving, Zaskia felt alone in the country of people.

so every day Zaskia goes through, with guilt on her husband.

flashback.

"already zi I can stand alone, he needs you more than I zii, there meet him" said the woman with tears that had been welled up

"i'll take you home "

'I don't have to go home by myself, I'm used to doing anything by myself,

"don't be stubborn, go home with me now"

Kiya tried to stand on her own, it was too painful to see her husband share a smile with another woman.

Kiya removed zidan's hand from his arm, he tried to stand on his own with the rest of his strength, his stomach was cramped, the woman grimaced with pain.

"hiyaa"

"Zaskia, you misunderstood me, I have nothing to do with her" the woman cared about her hearing, she ignored Zidan's call.

"argggh" zidan rubbed his face rough

Zidan catches up with Kiya, he doesn't want to explain anything right now, Zidan thinks it's not the right time to tell Kiya everything.

"don't be stubborn Ki, go home with me"

Kiya no matter he kept walking away, his head started to throb pain, the cramps in his stomach also became more and more pronounced.

Kiya stops the taxi, while Zidan returns to the parking lot to retrieve his car.

"sir to sentosa yaa housing"

...

Zidan reached into his pocket, since then his flat objects kept ringing.

"What's up, I'm doing a lot of work"

"ma-mas ak-I want a birth"

Everything was out of her control, the heavy choice on the other side was Kiya who went without saying a word on the other side was an alesha who was about to give birth, what kind of condition was this, the man couldn't even pick one of them, zidan hit the steering wheel

"maa-s"

"you're where I'm going now"

...

Elsewhere the cramp in her stomach grew increasingly, Zaskia could feel something flowing from both of her calves, in her lift a little of her clothes to be sure.

sure enough that was on his mind, the woman was bleeding, Zaskia grimacing withstanding the pain in her stomach area

"why thing" the taxi driver could see the look on Zaskia's face from the mirror

"pp-ak, I'm bleeding, take me to the hospital"

"ii-iyaa mbak yaa, I can't stand a little yes, this is me speeding"

"quickly sir, I can't take it anymore"

not only blood flowing from both calves, but Zaskia can also feel the nasal cavity is filled with thick red fluid.

"S-sick sir, sakiit "the woman was crying it hurt, the pain she was experiencing was not only from her physical but her heart as well, her condition was getting weaker, the sweat began to pour on her pale face, the taxi driver was even more panicked to see the state of the passengers.

the woman's gaze began to darken, her eyes began to lift, her consciousness was almost gone, but her speech continued to be privileged to remember God, everything was likely to happen, she did not know what would happen to her, she did not know what would happen to her, Zaskia only wants her child to survive, Zaskia wants her child to survive it is not more, Zaskia resigned to the disease that gnawed her body all this time

The nearest hospital is the same hospital as alesha, Zaskia with the help of taxi drivers to walk, Zaskia quickly shifted her eyes when she met a zidan who carried alesha moved to the banker

"Zaskia" Zidan did not focus anymore on alesha, he ran up to his wife.

"l-beyond zi, I can be alone" zidan lifted the weak body just as he lifted alesha earlier, Zaskia still had time to hit the arm of zidan, he did not want zidaaaaan carrying him

"tu-tur--"

"ZASKIAAAA" the woman lost consciousness, zidan panicked not to play see the state of his wife who was abundant in blood.