It's Not You I Want

Maaf

In fact angry and disappointed whatever Zidan with Kiya but the affection is still there, Zidan is also the same, he has not slept, Zidan who had been restless had chosen to get up and out of the room, before long Zidan entered again with the medicine box in his hand, he sat on the outskirts of the singlet, Kiya who was not yet asleep was aware of Zidan's presence .

"Look at your hand" Sure enough Zidan thought, the woman did not treat the wound, even the blood that had dried did not clean Kiya.

"Wake up" in a cold tone the man asked Kiya to sit next to him to make it easier to treat, Kiya said and let Zidan treat his injuries, Kiya looked at Zidan's face painstakingly applying the medicine on his wound, kiya's feelings warmed with Zidan's attitude.

"Zidan__" unfinished Kiya's remark, Zidan instantly cut her off

"why? deliberately the wound is left, let me pity to continue to do you, yes"

"i've just felt the warmth from Zidan, but again the man made his heart hurt with all the hurtful speech from his mouth.

"Don't big your head, I did your wound , let's not much ngeleluarin biyaya if the wound infection" Zidan took off the rough hand Kiya that he held tightly, he held tightly, the medicine box he stored on the nightstand, the lights back he extinguished, leaving Kiya who sat holding tight, Kiya stared at the ceiling of the room, holding back her tears not sassy out.

"Sleep don't cry, most of your drama, if you want to cry out Sana, I want to sleep"

Kiya flips, in her eyes Nanar backs the sleeping man behind her.

...

After the morning prayer Kiya rushed to make breakfast, fearing that he was late again like a few days ago, Zidan until he did not have time to eat breakfast before work because he had bad luck.

fried rice squid that became the breakfast menu, plus a glass of warm tea is ready to be served on the dining table, not long Zidan came out with a neat appearance, sitting in the chair opposite Kiya,

"You want me to bring you no zi"

"don't you freak out, you want me to laugh at college students"

"why zi" doesn't hurt either, there are many husbands out there who bring be___"

the punch of the table stopped Kiya's words, Daffa with his emotions put the spoon hard enough until the table pounded hard enough.

"Zidaaan" Kiya said

"can't make my mood broken, this is still morning Lo yaa, you've invited me to argue, I said I don't want ya don't want, you know nothing"

"but I'm just____"

the man sipped his tea, he sipped until the remaining half, the fried rice he did not spend, Zidan left with his emotions.

"Zi finished his breakfast first" Kiya shouted but was clearly ignored by Zidan

kiya's feet tripped over the table legs while trying to chase after her husband.

...

when Zidan arrived at the campus he immediately started his day by entering the first class, Zidan taught sociology at the international faculty in Korea.

Zidan is known for a very authoritative lecturer, not only among students but also with his colleagues, Zidan is even known for his good looks, handsome man, smart, also authoritative.

Zidan plans to move back to Indonesia in the near future, now he began to take care of the files needed, the reason he chose to work in Korea because Kiya so likes things that smell of Korea, because of his love with Kiya Zidan chose to live together in Korea but since the events that made their relationship tenuous, Zidan wants to return to Indonesia in the near future, maybe in the near future Zidan and Kiya are already in Indonesia, their reason for going to Indonesia at that time, also to take care of their return. There is no reason for Zidan to remain in Korea.

...

whereas at home, there was nothing we could do but sit daydreaming on the balcony of the room, gazing at the high-rise buildings that surrounded his residence.

Kiya used to work in the UK as a researcher, but because Zidan did not like it, she eventually stopped working there and became an ordinary housewife, Kiya buried in her dream of wanting to become a researcher.

until now they have not been bounty momongan, I don't know what's wrong maybe not windfall, Kiya actually really hope to get pregnant soon, Kiya, he hoped that Zidan could be a little softened if in the middle of their households that began to stretch this was present a child who became warm.

every day every time we always apologise to Zidan but the man did not want to accept his apology, so disappointed Zidan would be wrong, without wanting to hear the explanation, again, Sometimes Kiya feels tired, she wants to get away from Zidan's life but love again stops her.

Kiya rushes out to greet Zidan as usual, with a fluffy smile Kiya grabs Zidan's hand for the salimi, Kiya also helps Zidan carry her briefcase

"I've been the one who's warm water, you take a bath first, I want to heat the cooking first" Zidan did not respond to Kiya's words, he headed to the kitchen to take a drink. Kiya wanted to help Zidan take off his tie but Zidan roughly brushed his hand away.

"Here let me help zi"

"no need" but Kiya did not care that he still tried to help Zidan remove the button link to his shirt, Zidan who began to ignite emotions pushed Kiya's small body until Kiya fell to the floor.

"I'M TELLING YOU I DON'T HAVE TO, YOU'RE AGGRHHHH" Zidan rubbed his face of frustration, he chose to stay away from there but Kiya's call stopped him

"Zidaaan" call Kiya straight to hold tight

"i'm sorry, I'm wrong, I'm sorry, don't get rich gini zi, I love you zi, I'm sorry"

"sorry you can't change everything"

"i have to do what you want to forgive me I'm zi, tell me what I have to do so you'll forgive me "

"even to death I will not be able to forgive you" Zidan went into the bathroom leaving the zila who was still sitting on the cold floor with teary eyes.

"Zidaaaaan maaaff" shouted Kiya from the outside but could be heard clearly by Zidan.

the man hit the wall repeatedly, channeling emotions that had overflowed, actually his heart ached to see Kiya who was always crying because of her actions, just her disappointment being too great on Kiya overpowers the love that ever existed.