It's Not You I Want

Ill

"Daf eat first, Lo daf sick, we have to go to the hospital__ come on"

"Lo go home and I want to be alone"

"don't be stubborn daf, if Lo is sick Gimana Lo nyari Khaira, if you don't want to go to the hospital, yes have eaten, let Lo have the energy"

it had been 30 minutes for Adam to persuade Daffa like this, but the man was reluctant to open his mouth, go to the hospital for treatment even Daffa did not want to, whether it should be like what else Adam did, Adam could not bear to see the state of his friend's concern like this, the only way to bring Khaira back.

"It was me to the hospital first well, medicine lo do not forget to drink"

Daffa Just a nod

"assalamualaikum"

"navaloupe"

.....

Daffa tried to wake up from his sleep, time to pray Dzuhur, Daffa who usually pray in the mosque is now only able to pray at home, Daffa ignored the drops of blood coming out of his nostrils, as if it was not important for his health, the blood continued to flow along with the water that came flowing into the sinkhole.

finished praying _ daffa raised his hand, prayed to the khalik, all praise for him and his lover he started to start the prayer, only then Daffa started his prayer which is always the same__on faithful day, he started the prayer, where he asked that he could meet again with his beloved wife

Elsewhere, Zila was swinging the swing that she was sitting quietly, not much different from Daffa, the woman also missed her husband very much.

It is a lie if he says he does not want to see Daffa again, in fact he really wants to return, but his disappointment is also so great about Daffa.

"Zil eat first, son"

"iya Bun" zila came down from the swing stepping with the Mother

zila holds the arms of the mother, her head she rests on the shoulder

"You miss Daffa"

Zila prefers silence, her parents do not want to interfere with the affairs of the princess, for her zila is mature enough to solve her problems with Daffa, ta rarely also_her mother asked for zila to go home , but Zila prefers to maintain her ego, as well as the father, her father is very fond of her more than anything, but to interfere more deeply with the affairs of her daughter the father feels inappropriate, he said, until now Zila herself did not tell her household problems with her parents, for her enough she and Daffa knew about their problems, but not with Zidan, she said, the man even came home after Daffa's arrival to Korea looking for his sister, Zidan balked if Zila had to return with Daffa, until whenever Zidan did not want his sister to live with Daffa, even Zidan himself told the zila he would take care of the divorce papers with Daffa

"Honey you miss your son's father"

"Ga papa ko ko, if you say it, will not also collapse Your self-esteem"

"iya Bun zila kangen very same daffa, some days the feeling of zila ga delicious, zila mikirin daffa continues"

"you really want to separate from Daffa"

silence has no answer

"Hem"

"you really want to separate"

"according to mother zila what to do"

"go home and talk about everything with Daffa"

zila fondled her mother's words, returned__and talked again with Daffa?, instead of that she had done often, and again Daffa disappointed her.

....

at the dinner table silence ensues, The family member is busy with his or her individual meal but not for the zila, the woman simply stirring her meal

"Eat Zil" Zidan said

"yes bang"

"BANG ZIDAN, the man you call a jerk is still zila's husband, zila ga like Abang called zila's husband a jerk" zila threw down her spoon until there was a loud sound between the impact of the plate and spoon, really zila did not like to hear Zidan call Daffa as a jerk.

zila left without finishing her meal

"Zila, eat first" cried the mother"

"zilaaa, I'm sorry Brother, I don't mean"

Shouting that cry he ignored, zila slammed the door of the room and preferred to lock herself in there

"You are the dan"

"i, Emang Zidan was wrong, _ Daffa is a jerk, he can usually be zila"

"continue what you call, instead of you also already hurt your wife, do you want to be called a jerk in front of kiya, what would Kiya feel like if someone called you a jerk?"

Zidan just looked down while stirring his food, it was difficult to chim in with the father's words.

"Do not be sad, now you bring food to your sister's room gih, persuade her, it was you who made her upset"

Zidan stood up from his seat, Grabbing Zila's plate and waltzing away, his parents just shook their heads looking at the level of his son who was still the same as they were small before, Zidan who likes to prank zila and berkadir zila ngambek and Zidan also had to re-persuade him

"children are grown up, yeah"

"Yes Bun, I'm sure they can solve their problems without intervening with us Bun"

"Yes well, mother is also sure our children are adults, they can already find a way for their lives"

...

"Zil, Napa's been eating, Yo's first meal"

"zila let's eat, yes Brother sorry, your husband is not a jerk just not good for you"

"BUT IF YOU WANT UGLY UGLY ANGEL'LEKIN ZILA'S HUSBAND, MENDING BROTHER GO DEH, ZILA GA WANT TO EAT"

"Yes, I'm sorry, eat first yok"

"you're not so sad about your son, his mother lashed his son with the stone"

"TAKE ZILA LATER CAN TAKE IT ALONE"

Ok now Zidan is giving up, zila is still just like her stubborn little sister.

Zidan chose to go bring back the zila plate to the kitchen.

inside the , zila sat in front of her dressing table, now they are still in Aceh, but not in her grandmother's house anymore, the old zila has a house there, she said, his parents had persuaded the zila to return to Bandung but the zila refused and finally they agreed to stay in Aceh until the zila gave birth.

"Darling you miss papah yah" zila stroked her distended stomach, staring at the pusar with a longing gaze

"Mamah also misses the same papah you son, But mamah is also upset Banget, papah you are naughty"

the corner of his lips lifted, signifying a smile of compulsion there

"Zila grabbed the phone she had placed in the drawer, a phone she had not opened since leaving Daffa, believing it was full of messages Daffa had sent.

"Mas Daffa, do you also understand what I'm feeling right now, I really miss you mas, kangen in the hug of mas"

Zila leaned against the back of the chair, her eyes staring at the sky of the room